I love your past life experiences. They always bring with them a great story and gave me the impression that you had almost a second life before we began talking. I particularly enjoy the stories of when you worked at the home/hospital and you running down the hallway in fright and the ghosts that inhabited the place. How you lived in Ohio when we started talking and seeing your little photo you sent of you watching television while Sammy laid on the couch. You had real life experience and seemed to be all over and it fascinated me and made my imagination go wild. I had to know more and every time I heard something new I left with a big smile on my face, looking up to you.
PS Star Wars Last Jedi Trailer will be out when this is read. ;) Love you darlin
Monday, October 9, 2017
Friday, October 6, 2017
45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #1
#1
The number one thing I love about you is that you are the most perfect example of an other half. You compliment in the best of ways and challenge in even better ways. A yin to the yang is not descriptive enough. For every Star Wars reference there is an equal Supernatural reference. For every video game played is another beaten. You share common interests in ways that don't just compliment but they open new doors once thought all opened involving sharing, introducing, and expanding. Lists are made to watch television shows and movies to discuss. Games are played and watched to experience new worlds and shared experiences down race tracks, watery depths, worldy travels, and neverending skies. When a future is discussed it isn't with fear or trepidation, it's with excitement, wonder, and an optimism shared only with that certain someone that you know in your deepest of belly that there is a fire that burns for only that experience. There is and always was something that I saw when I looking into your eyes. It was always too difficult to put into words but with deep thought and much recollection I now know what it is. It's right. With any other situation or person, the thought of a future with marriage and offspring was a scary thought that I never thought was something I would even have the capacity to manage but looking into your eyes I see it working and not just working but thriving. The future is made of bright colors and page after page of a book that in anyone's hand would be the journey of a lifetime. The safety of knowing that the other half not only had my parachute but made sure to check the safety belt frequently to ensure that nothing would become of it's passenger. Five minutes with you is all the reminder needed that you are a unique special once in a lifetime person. I've made more mistakes than I care to count or remember but as I climb this path into what's right and meant to be I am opening my eyes more and more. Typing these qualities every day cements what I had already inside me and brings out more and more to fill in every single gap. I was a fool and made decisions that were laughably stupid. I hurt people, esp the ones I love and while there is no way to erase those from history, I can avoid more. As I type these, the path to what's right has been moving along. Ashamidly not as fast as I would like but way way more solid than it has in the past. The cliche light at the end of the tunnel is finally visible on the horizon and thoughts of a reborn Christmas season brings a smile to my face unlike anything else. So, without numbers I will continue my musings to the one I truly love while I continue to get myself into gear and push down this path that I should've a long time ago and a lot faster than before. There is someone out there who was born today in ye ol' 1987. I wish you the happiest of birthdays and while I am very upset I am unable to see you on it, I am very glad that you are the light at the end of my tunnel that keeps me running in the right direction. I love typing things I love about you daily and I hope you don't mind if I continue because I feel as if it fuels my fire to make what's meant to be. The steps are all there and I've begun my descent, I'm excited as ever and i hope and wish you have a very very wonderful birthday. I love you.
Yours exclusively forever (part two) Me.
I've had a little playlist that I have been listening to lately that I crafted that reminds me of you with each and every track. Feel free to adopt them for yourself as a sort of coded message of love through the speakerbox. They make me smile and knowing it made you too would make me do it even more.
https://youtu.be/ru0K8uYEZWw
https://youtu.be/P160_odTwyY
https://youtu.be/mAVPYq8fc3k
https://youtu.be/LatorN4P9aA
https://youtu.be/o0VKU7HVH8g
https://youtu.be/NNjrBUzXDJk
https://youtu.be/QtXby3twMmI
https://youtu.be/5wRM-t7wvF0
https://youtu.be/Y2V6yjjPbX0
https://youtu.be/5pidokakU4I
https://youtu.be/cp42V938eBA
https://youtu.be/b_ILDFp5DGA
https://youtu.be/P21wZlVNQc8
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The number one thing I love about you is that you are the most perfect example of an other half. You compliment in the best of ways and challenge in even better ways. A yin to the yang is not descriptive enough. For every Star Wars reference there is an equal Supernatural reference. For every video game played is another beaten. You share common interests in ways that don't just compliment but they open new doors once thought all opened involving sharing, introducing, and expanding. Lists are made to watch television shows and movies to discuss. Games are played and watched to experience new worlds and shared experiences down race tracks, watery depths, worldy travels, and neverending skies. When a future is discussed it isn't with fear or trepidation, it's with excitement, wonder, and an optimism shared only with that certain someone that you know in your deepest of belly that there is a fire that burns for only that experience. There is and always was something that I saw when I looking into your eyes. It was always too difficult to put into words but with deep thought and much recollection I now know what it is. It's right. With any other situation or person, the thought of a future with marriage and offspring was a scary thought that I never thought was something I would even have the capacity to manage but looking into your eyes I see it working and not just working but thriving. The future is made of bright colors and page after page of a book that in anyone's hand would be the journey of a lifetime. The safety of knowing that the other half not only had my parachute but made sure to check the safety belt frequently to ensure that nothing would become of it's passenger. Five minutes with you is all the reminder needed that you are a unique special once in a lifetime person. I've made more mistakes than I care to count or remember but as I climb this path into what's right and meant to be I am opening my eyes more and more. Typing these qualities every day cements what I had already inside me and brings out more and more to fill in every single gap. I was a fool and made decisions that were laughably stupid. I hurt people, esp the ones I love and while there is no way to erase those from history, I can avoid more. As I type these, the path to what's right has been moving along. Ashamidly not as fast as I would like but way way more solid than it has in the past. The cliche light at the end of the tunnel is finally visible on the horizon and thoughts of a reborn Christmas season brings a smile to my face unlike anything else. So, without numbers I will continue my musings to the one I truly love while I continue to get myself into gear and push down this path that I should've a long time ago and a lot faster than before. There is someone out there who was born today in ye ol' 1987. I wish you the happiest of birthdays and while I am very upset I am unable to see you on it, I am very glad that you are the light at the end of my tunnel that keeps me running in the right direction. I love typing things I love about you daily and I hope you don't mind if I continue because I feel as if it fuels my fire to make what's meant to be. The steps are all there and I've begun my descent, I'm excited as ever and i hope and wish you have a very very wonderful birthday. I love you.
Yours exclusively forever (part two) Me.
I've had a little playlist that I have been listening to lately that I crafted that reminds me of you with each and every track. Feel free to adopt them for yourself as a sort of coded message of love through the speakerbox. They make me smile and knowing it made you too would make me do it even more.
https://youtu.be/ru0K8uYEZWw
https://youtu.be/P160_odTwyY
https://youtu.be/mAVPYq8fc3k
https://youtu.be/LatorN4P9aA
https://youtu.be/o0VKU7HVH8g
https://youtu.be/NNjrBUzXDJk
https://youtu.be/QtXby3twMmI
https://youtu.be/5wRM-t7wvF0
https://youtu.be/Y2V6yjjPbX0
https://youtu.be/5pidokakU4I
https://youtu.be/cp42V938eBA
https://youtu.be/b_ILDFp5DGA
https://youtu.be/P21wZlVNQc8
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45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #2
#2
You are real. You are a very real person with some of the best qualities and honest personalities that I have ever run into or even heard of. You aren't greedy or full of yourself or even demanding of anything. You know who you are and have very good smarts where it counts. You are dependable, showing a will to be with or around and someone extremely reliable in any situation. You care and use your heart more than anyone and those around you feel it like a gravitational happy field. There are few truly nice, caring, honestly pure people still out there and it is not only refreshing but downright beautiful to behold. The absence of revenge or self righteous bones in your body is immediately noticable just by seeing your face. There is a safe feeling that you emit that the closer you get the better you feel. You invite sharing and openness in ways that make any outsider feel like we are speaking with someone who is going to make it all better. Life events are never missed and celebrated in fun and interesting ways and some of that is attributed to the personality you have combined with the never grow up nature in yourself. You know how to be real and fun. A knockout combination of someone you can trust, be open with, depend on, talk to, and open yourself up to in the safest and most relieving ways coupled with someone who will sing until you laugh, dance while they clean, walk down a theater aisle like they owned the place, game until they fell asleep, and dressed up like Princess Leia to walk proudly up and down a comic con. One of the best qualities and rarest personalities making you the most real person I've ever seen. Being real will always rise above any form of fake that can be conjured up at any time.
You are real. You are a very real person with some of the best qualities and honest personalities that I have ever run into or even heard of. You aren't greedy or full of yourself or even demanding of anything. You know who you are and have very good smarts where it counts. You are dependable, showing a will to be with or around and someone extremely reliable in any situation. You care and use your heart more than anyone and those around you feel it like a gravitational happy field. There are few truly nice, caring, honestly pure people still out there and it is not only refreshing but downright beautiful to behold. The absence of revenge or self righteous bones in your body is immediately noticable just by seeing your face. There is a safe feeling that you emit that the closer you get the better you feel. You invite sharing and openness in ways that make any outsider feel like we are speaking with someone who is going to make it all better. Life events are never missed and celebrated in fun and interesting ways and some of that is attributed to the personality you have combined with the never grow up nature in yourself. You know how to be real and fun. A knockout combination of someone you can trust, be open with, depend on, talk to, and open yourself up to in the safest and most relieving ways coupled with someone who will sing until you laugh, dance while they clean, walk down a theater aisle like they owned the place, game until they fell asleep, and dressed up like Princess Leia to walk proudly up and down a comic con. One of the best qualities and rarest personalities making you the most real person I've ever seen. Being real will always rise above any form of fake that can be conjured up at any time.
Thursday, October 5, 2017
45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #3
#3
You are knowledgeable about an immense amount of subjects to make yourself a brilliant conversationalist. I could, and have, talk to you for hours on end and still have more to discuss, talk, and share. You are smart and well versed enough to have either an opinion or stance on a variety of subjects. We could talk film and tv, growing up around the same time period and seeing the same things. We could talk music, even though you annihilate me in that subject and like the same music, bands. The fact that we grew up in the same time period opens doors to conversations that we can share and remember all the same things. It is insanely interesting to see what you remember and your opinion on it and there is an electricity to a convo with us when one or the other bring up something we remember and you can see the light bulb above the others head in excitement. Plus you have a beautiful voice.
You are knowledgeable about an immense amount of subjects to make yourself a brilliant conversationalist. I could, and have, talk to you for hours on end and still have more to discuss, talk, and share. You are smart and well versed enough to have either an opinion or stance on a variety of subjects. We could talk film and tv, growing up around the same time period and seeing the same things. We could talk music, even though you annihilate me in that subject and like the same music, bands. The fact that we grew up in the same time period opens doors to conversations that we can share and remember all the same things. It is insanely interesting to see what you remember and your opinion on it and there is an electricity to a convo with us when one or the other bring up something we remember and you can see the light bulb above the others head in excitement. Plus you have a beautiful voice.
45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #4
#4
You are very cute and unpredictable with surprises. There is a quality in you that pays attention to what people like or are into and you do a good amount of research into what is out there and what that person likes to surprise them with something that they personally will get the most out of. Speaking personally, I have been surprised with games such as Lego Batman 3, passes to Universal Studios, 2 little kittens, and a day full of adventure on the first bday I celebrated with you. It shows not only an interest and attention but a care that is rarely seen in a lot of people.
You are very cute and unpredictable with surprises. There is a quality in you that pays attention to what people like or are into and you do a good amount of research into what is out there and what that person likes to surprise them with something that they personally will get the most out of. Speaking personally, I have been surprised with games such as Lego Batman 3, passes to Universal Studios, 2 little kittens, and a day full of adventure on the first bday I celebrated with you. It shows not only an interest and attention but a care that is rarely seen in a lot of people.
Wednesday, October 4, 2017
45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #5
#5
I love that even though horror movies scare you, you are still willing to watch every single one with me anyways and jump right along with me. There were a lot watched, even devoting every day in October to it but I shall never forget the experience that was Sinister and your reactions to the jump scares. The way the title popped up on the screen for every Insidious movie in the loudest music cue in history. I was very grateful and excited and proud when you were up for and interested in the older films all the way back to black and white and musicals. The openness and genuine wanting to share meant worlds and continues to be a thought in my head when any movie enters my field of vision.
Where's Dalton!?!?
I love that even though horror movies scare you, you are still willing to watch every single one with me anyways and jump right along with me. There were a lot watched, even devoting every day in October to it but I shall never forget the experience that was Sinister and your reactions to the jump scares. The way the title popped up on the screen for every Insidious movie in the loudest music cue in history. I was very grateful and excited and proud when you were up for and interested in the older films all the way back to black and white and musicals. The openness and genuine wanting to share meant worlds and continues to be a thought in my head when any movie enters my field of vision.
Where's Dalton!?!?
Monday, October 2, 2017
45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #6
#6
I love the way that when I think about you, it's always a good feeling or daydream. There aren't many people that you meet throughout your life that can have that effect on you. Just a mere thought transports you to a memory full of smiles and a future vision that will bring with it another smile. Any argument or upsetting situation is always overruled by a thousand other good memories and thoughts. You leave a fantastic impression that is intoxicating like the best drug there could ever be. Making you feel so very good and wanting more and more. Not a day goes by that something becomes a reminder that puts a little pep in my step or something is procured that invites fantasies of future events and plans that energize the body and mind. If ever there were inspiration, excitement, and drive transformed into life, it would be you.
I love the way that when I think about you, it's always a good feeling or daydream. There aren't many people that you meet throughout your life that can have that effect on you. Just a mere thought transports you to a memory full of smiles and a future vision that will bring with it another smile. Any argument or upsetting situation is always overruled by a thousand other good memories and thoughts. You leave a fantastic impression that is intoxicating like the best drug there could ever be. Making you feel so very good and wanting more and more. Not a day goes by that something becomes a reminder that puts a little pep in my step or something is procured that invites fantasies of future events and plans that energize the body and mind. If ever there were inspiration, excitement, and drive transformed into life, it would be you.
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