I Can Hardly Get Enough of You

My darlin Megels
Every moment I inhale
I breathe you
You are like the air
That fills up my lungs
With life
I feel in your presence
A sensation
You remain a sweet temptation
Magically smoldering
And every minute you stare
I am caught in a snare
Helpless
Your eyes are a spark
They light up a fire
Burning red hot in my heart

My darlin Megels
When it rains, it pours
But you, you quell the storms
You are my Mars
My seventh heaven
When you blurt out words
And I hear your voice
I am disarmed
My limbs get wobbly
I am held spellbound
In the hypnosis of you

I love you, no doubt
But those words are partial
For they do not in the least
Spell out the very least
Bits nor pieces
Of this whirlpool
This maelstrom
This mountain of emotions
The deepest of affections
That I feel for you

My darlin Megels
In the deepest part
Of the chambers of my heart
There you lie
Dwelling, swirling in pleasure
For there in my heart
You have found your home
And in yours, mine
And when our hands touch
And our fingers entwine
Your face, lips no further from mine
Chills run all over my spine

My darlin Megels
Give me more and more of you
For I can hardly get enough of you
You are to me
The wings to the birds
The wand to the wizard
The oasis to the desert
The waters to the river
My breath
My world
My heart
My love

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

Star Wars Galaxy's Edge.  Me and You. 
Our new special place
He won't connect like we would  xoxo

Our Heaven With My One True Soulmate

If I could
I would give you the sky
But all I have is my breath
To bring new heights

If I could
I would give you the ocean
But all I have is my body
And the depths of my love

If I could
I would give you the sun
But all I have is my soul
To light the dark

If I could
I would give you the stars
But all I have are these dreams
That we'll reach them one day

If I could
I would give you all of the beauty
Found in this world
But all I have are these hands
To paint your picture

If I could
I would give you the heavens
But all I have to give
Is the intent of you
With every breath that I take

Every beat of my heart
Only for your sake
The warmth of my body
Your sheltering place
The light of my soul
The darkness will fade

The space in my mind
In dreams and awake
And my hand
Reaching out
A future we'll make

So take my hand
And together
Our heaven we'll create

I give all that I am
To my one true soulmate
You, Megels
My darlin dew drop

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

I Believe With All My Heart

I've been thinking of a painting
That I've created in my mind
It's a painting of something special
For which colors are hard to find
I've searched all over
Even the rainbow that leads to the gold
In hope of finding those special colors
For my canvas to hold

I know this painting would turn out right
If I had those colors to start
Special colors full of emotions
From which I could paint from my heart
I'm not the best painter
Just a person with an empty palette of dreams
Someone searching for the color of love
And searching forever as it seems

What is the color of love
And why is it so hard to find
I know exactly what it looks like
But I only see it in my mind
Perhaps those colors are already with me
Somewhere deep inside
And can only be released through my emotions
Which I know I just can't hide

There's a masterpiece in my heart
Which my canvas will soon acquire
And with every brush stroke that I'd make
It soon would be ready to admire
Where is that special color
That I need so very much
To add to my palette
And give my painting its one final touch

This vision I have in my mind
Is really a painting of you, Megels
There's no need for rainbows
Only feelings that I know are true
I believe with all my heart
That love is any color you want it to be
For a masterpiece painted with love
Can be very special, for you and for me, darlin

Missing our adventure greatly

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo

I Know That You Are My True Soulmate

Megels,
From the moment I met you
I knew I was in love
Like an angel had sent you from up above
The connection we share grew stronger every day
A strong bond that no one can ever take away
I love everything about you, darlin
I love you so much and miss you like crazy
You are the one who holds my heart's key
And you know that we are meant to be
You make me feel happy, content, special and free
If I could, I would do anything for you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
Every time you look at me
My hands go clammy
Legs go weak
When you laugh and smile
My heart skips a beat
You are my world, you are my everything
My own fairytale
My beautiful princess
I always have and always will be yours
Until the end of time
I want and need you to be forever mine
You are sexy, funny, sweet, and kind
And you are always in my heart and in my mind
When we are apart, I miss you so much
Your look
Your smell
Your ways
Your touch
If to have you back, I'll never want anyone new
I promise you, dew drop, I'll always be true
I cannot wait to settle down in our home
To become your husband and have children of our own
The day you become my wife and I become your husband
Will be the happiest day of my entire life
You are the light of my life
The air that I breathe
My would would end if I were ever to see you leave
You and I are meant to be
We were brought together by fate
And I know that you are my true soulmate

I miss you dew drop
My heart hopes you really look around you
Are all your interests shared
Does he do things for you instead of with you
Will he leave flowers on your car
Visit you during work
Sing with you while you belt the tunes in your car
Dress up in feety pajamas
Wave wands and quote lines in Harry Potter
Share the excitement for a new Star Wars
Play games with you and watch you in lego, banjo, sims, and luigi
Cook you dinner, leave you notes around the house
Share comic cons instead of just taking you to be there
Appreciate and join in on your jokes
Never make you change your own self and who you are
Is it really your true other half

My heart is yours
The real you can come out to play
You'll always be laughing
By my side

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxooxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxo

You Completely Complete Me

Darlin dew drop,
Would you catch me on your tongue
When I fall down like rain
Could I evaporate in your kiss
So I could fall down again
Would you comfort me with your heartbeat
As it keeps time with mine
Like a beautiful concerto
Of love so divine

You're like an angel, Megels
Made with gossamer wings
In your hair I am tangled
And it's the sweetest of things
You completely complete me
If that's even possible
So save me sweet seraphim
We can be unstoppable

Will you love me unconditionally
Even at my worst
Even though it's a fallacy
That I fell first
I'll lay bare all that I have
On the ground at your feet
As long as you love me
With a burning fire's heat

You're like an angel, Megels
Made with gossamer wings
In your hair I am tangled
And it's the sweetest of things
You completely complete me
If that's even possible
So save me sweet seraphim
We can be unstoppable

Together in true love
Two short nerds

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxo

The Words in My Heart Still Mean the Same

That moment when it all began
When I knew you'd be my special lady
And I would be your lucky man

It was an evening in time when I held you close
As we listened to the falling rain
Sitting in front of a warm flickering fire
Sharing our dreams with a glass of champagne
Somehow, I never could have imagined
Spending an evening like that with you
As we talked between the falling raindrops
And expressing our points of view

With my arms wrapped around you
I thought about how hard it would be to let you go
Then you turned around and kissed me
Only then at that moment did I really know
We fell in love on that special night
But I couldn't find the words to say
As you were the only one in my life
Who has ever made me feel that way

When I looked deep into your eyes
And then I took your hand
I knew that all I ever needed
Was to love and to hold you all that I can
You became a part of my little world
And knew that I could never let you go
Because your love meant so much to me
More than you could possibly ever know

After all these years
I needed to say how much I still care
And the only thing I ever wished for
Was that you would always be there
You will always be my special lady
And I love you so very much, Megels
I'd be lost in my little world without you
To share your love and your touch

With you by my side and a fire to keep us warm
We'll always welcome the falling rain
When we're holding each other and never letting go
As we fall in love all over again
The words in my heart still mean the same
After all these years
The best part of all was knowing
That my very special lady loved me too

I have never stopped loving her
Hoping one day to hold you again darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

The Wave That Carries Our Special Love

Admiring the beauty of the ocean waves
Drifting towards the land
I wondered about the journey they traveled
To eventually reach the sand
I've always dreamed about taking a journey
To a place along the sea
Where every moment is timeless
In a world of magic and mystery

You and I were hand in hand, Megels
Watching the seabirds in flight
Appearing like a silhouette
Against a backdrop of the moonlight
We found ourselves on a magical journey
To a place we wanted to be
When we ventured into the darkness
Towards the sounds of the romantic sea

We walked along the shoreline
Pausing to write in the sand
As we engaged on this timeless journey
To a special wonderland
Some kind of magic took over my heart
When you looked into my eyes
As we held each other very close
Waiting for the sun to rise

I said how much I loved you darlin
And you said the same to me
As we drew a heart in the sand
And creating another memory
We wrote our initials inside the heart
Knowing the tide would soon be in
To carry our love into the sea
And let this romantic journey begin

We will always share a moonlight
With the sounds of the romantic sea
When we hold each other in the darkness
For now and eternity
The wave that carries our special love
Will always drift on forever
As we journey to that magical world
Through the sands of time together

Our hearts intertwined

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxo

I'd Love to Have Just Half A Chance

Darlin Megels
I'd love to give you my whole life
To make you glow
Make you my wife

I'd love to buy you diamond rings
Soft silk and satin
A clock that sings
Lilac and pearls and walnut curls
A painted sea that ebbs and swirls

I'd love to have just half a chance
To watch you laugh
Click heels and dance
If I could take you by the hand
We'd run barefoot on sloping sands
Where once you swam as time began
Stole birthday kisses from this man

I'd love to leap into your arms
To catch your breath
Capture your charms
I'd set you free to fly forever
We'd dive and swoop and soar together
We'd own the sky
The heavens high
And every cloud that ever cried

If I could give you yesterday
We'd never find a better way
To live and love and share our dreams
To give so much until it seems
Our hopes and fears
Our salty tears
Have flowed as one through all these years

To fill a book full of memories
Many blue boxes full of mementos
Every single one our hearts together
My love for you never ending

Always dew drop

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Know That I Will Hold Your Hand

It was in the stars you know
Me becoming one with you
I would wish on them everyday
And my wishes came true

You were more than just my lover
You're my very best friend
I know that I will hold your hand
Until our time on Earth ends

Darlin, did I tell you yet today
How much you mean to me
For you my perfect match
I would swim the deepest sea

I would climb the highest mountain
If you were stuck on top
Kiss me once again my dear
And please never ever stop

Your delicate beauty is a gift to the world
A sweet precious flower with petals unfurled
Let me pick you and hold you
Your body is art

And I will breathe deep the perfume
Of your sweet smelling heart
As I close my eyes
I can only think of an enduring kiss that I hold

Instead, I will go outside and entrust it
To the ancient winds and send it on its way
Guided by the light of a blue moon
Until it reaches your lips

Let it bring with it a whisper of my love
And warm your soul
Touching your heart endlessly my love
With everything

I give that all and more to you, Megels
Heart and love true

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox

My Heart Belongs To Nobody Else, Darlin

Remember our white walled apartment
Our bed with the polka dot sheets
Night table on each side
Behind us was the big window
Where we could hear the pond

In your arms, a world of grace
I knew that I had found my place
Your wonderful smile, the sound of your voice
It was perfectly clear, I had no choice

Down our hallway to the main room
Kitchen fridge with magnetic alphabet letters
Your little carrot pot scrubber
Cabinets full of snacks and soups
Sammy's leash in the bottom cabinet

Your gentle hand reached out to mine
Something I thought I would never find
When I gazed into your eyes
A heart protected, lost its disguise

You wanted my opinion on the new couch
Be You Tiful painting hanging above it
Our balcony with the chairs right nearby
Coming out there, your feet in my lap, stars above
Your head laying on me, us on the couch
Playing with your hair

A strange sensation came over me
My step was light, my heart was free
The only thing that can be true
Is that I had fallen in love with you

You broke the key in the lock
I pushed the bug with a broom on the balcony
You hung up my canvases that you liked
Left messages to one another on the counter

A path of roses
Sunlit trails
A golden sun
Our love unveils

Walking in the gentle wind
Soft kisses on my skin
Hand in hand we go along
A pretty bird singing our song

How we laid on the beach peeking out of one eye
Splashing in the water, laughing
Your voice singing to me in the car
Wearing nerdy shirts we both would understand

Side by side we walk
With love steady as a rock

I have never met anyone I shared so much with
All our interests and common dreams
We didn't have to hide or change
Two short nerds on the grandest adventure
My heart belongs to nobody else

I miss you so much, Megels
You are my true darlin dew drop

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

It's You That I Need

I haven't had a depressive attack as bad as last night
I'm still shaking and can't feel calm
Sleep provides no recharge
It's just not the same without you

If I was a stream
Searching for the ocean
You would be my current
Keeping me in motion

If I was a seed
Buried in the snow
You would be my sunlight
Helping me to grow

If I was a spark
In the middle of the night
You would be my flame
Keeping me alight

If I were a ship
On a stormy morning
You would be my lighthouse
Flashing me warning

But I'm not a stream
Spark, ship, or seed
I am a person
And it's you that I need

I do not need a current
Lighthouse, flame, or the sun
All I need is love
And for me, you are the one Megels

The sweetness of life
Expressed in many ways
As the passion of love
Always with you stays

The closeness of your heart
As I feel your body near
The sincerity of your smile
Every time you appear

The gentleness of your kisses
As they are laced across my lips
The taste of your love
As my heart slowly sips

Each and every moment
Is an endless paradise
Like drifting into a dream
You are the dream that fills my eyes darlin

With all  my love and missing to you Megels

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Heavenly Sparks of Love

I had a dream about you again, Megels
Decorating our place
How well we got along
Never fought
Never yelled
Never argued

Feels like I'm sitting alone
In a dark room
All of our interests in front of me
But you aren't there to share
God I miss you so much

Time goes by, my love endures
I love you more with each breath
Each beat of my heart

Night goes by, my love is eternal
Every sunset and sunrise
Strengthens my love for you

Daylight fades, my love is everlasting
I awake and you're sleeping beside me
My heart swells

Weeks pass by, my love is timeless
I hold your hand
Love shines in your eyes, a mirror of passion

Months disappear, our love is unchanging
We become one and share our hopes and dreams
And future

Years fade, our love is evermore
We vow to love and cherish each other
Til the end of time

Decades vanish, our love is ageless
We ripen and wrinkle like autumn leaves
Our love matures while our life light fades

My heart, I will love you til death do us part
We will shine beyond the Earth as infinity of stars
Souls entwined, heavenly sparks of love

I pray with tears in my eyes
Every single night to the stars
That your eyes fall upon my daily words
Our hearts reaching one another once again

I miss you so much Megels
The most beautiful darlin dew drop
My love burns eternal

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxo

Until The End of Time

Megels darlin
Time goes by
My love endures
I love you more with each breath
Each beat of my heart

Night goes by
My love is eternal
Every sunset and sunrise
Strengthens my love for you

Daylight fades
My love is everlasting
I awake and you're sleeping beside me
My heart swells

Weeks pass by
My love is timeless
I hold your hand
Love shines in your eyes
A mirror of passion

Months disappear
Our love is unchanging
We become one and share our hopes and dreams
And future

Years fade
Our love is evermore
We vow to love and cherish each other
Till the end of time

Decades vanish
Our love is ageless
We ripen and wrinkle like autumn leaves
Our love matures while our life light fades

My heart, I will love you
Til death do us part
We will shine beyond the Earth
As infinity of stars
Souls entwined
Heavenly sparks
Of love

I still wish every night
Pray to all that is above
Another night with you
Hearts intertwined

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxoox

You Walked Into My Eyes

In my dreams as a boy
I saw glimpses of your face
Shrouded in mist
I yearned to lift the veil and behold my future love
But you'd always linger just beyond my senses
I could almost reach out and touch you
But my fingers seemed to vanish into nothingness
As the mirage of you slipped back into the realm of my mind

Born a child of the heart
My love was destined to be true
And were it in my power
I should have waited not so long
The hourglass kept me company during my vigil
As my imagination ventured where I could not
To strange lands and faraway places
Always with you by my side

How thirsty was I to drink from the front
That was to nourish my soul
Oh, to have chanced upon you
While the youth still flowed through my veins
So many fantasies, so many visions, so close but so far
Always a prayer on my lips for deliverance
From this sentence of torment
To know that you are but to be in darkness
While your light shone from afar
How cruel, how sad
How my heart ached to beat with your own

And when I had all but forsaken the hope of this romance
You walked into my eyes, Megels
And my world stopped in your wake
Every desire of yore seemed to spring to life in you
And every secret dream unfolded before me
Like a rose in bloom
The waiting had ended and the face that never was
I now beheld in rapture
Every moment with you is heaven
I miss you like crazy darlin
Time is stuck standing still without you
My heart continuously beating for you

Always

Love, your Edward
xoxoxoxoxxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox

Right Here to Stay

How I want to be in that car again
You wanting me to stay longer
How you truly didn't want me to leave
How I truly didn't want to go

My love in a billion
Can't be here this day
Alone here this season
But knowing one day

Our love so precious
No words can describe
How so much I want to
Be there by your side, Megels

When all is so quiet
I lie here alone
And remember the things
That remind me of home

Your beautiful smile
So honest and true
Not one thing but thousands
Remind me of you

My darling dew drop
My one true love's heart
Has been mine for the keeping
Right there from the start

Your voice pure and loving
A thought I hold dear
I long for the comfort
When you hold me near

Things change in an instant
Some people may say
But our love is forever
Right here to stay

I miss you so sadly
Not a day is the same
Without you it's cold
I pine to hold you again darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxo

Love Breaks the Silence of Distance

I open my heart to you darlin
A fun future complimenting each other
I can't imagine one without you
Full of turkey legs

Time whirls a season with a burst of wind
That bellows through trees and dry autumn leaves
To fade in the twilight of your tears
And merge with the horizons of your soul
In alliance with all you dreams yet to come

I have heard your voice reflected in shadows
With words that flow like colors on canvas
Echo in my ears like soft violins
Of care, need, compassion and desire
That ride on the sea of your longings

Your love breaks the silence of distance
And I feel the warm wind wrap me in velvet
With the harmony of heaven and earth
Joy is not the road taken in the past
But the love that we pave for the future

As day bows to a heavenly night sky
I feel your thoughts from a soft gentle smile
As I listen to your dreams penned with sound
From your voice that emanates striking waves
And lightning flashes that kindle a fire

It is then you hold me in the palm of your hand
I look to the sky
I see the sun
The warm gentle glow
The spirit of fun

The sun kept it's light
Long after dark
That face lit me up
On my heart, it left a mark

It grew and grew
And now covers my heart
Every little inch
Every little part

Closer and closer
Apart never
You're my soulmate, Megels
And I'll love you forever

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxxoxoxoxoooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

You Are All My Tomorrows

I close my eyes
And feel your salty lips
I reach out my hands
And hear your voice
Mingle with the waves
Lapping on the shore

Memories linger
Like tenuous beads of crystal dew
On silk-strand cobwebs
And beads of sea water
Caught in your hair
And glinting in the sun

Our love is the concentric ripples
Of pebbles lobbed
As we play ducks and drakes
And our laughter
Echoes across this corner
Of the Mediterranean

Each grain of sand
Shimmering in the sun
On a halcyon day
Is a precious moment
We have shared
Basking in forever

My love for you Megels
Is infinite as the horizon
My wishes, hopes, and dreams
Are sunbeams swirling and darting
Amidst spun sugar clouds
In the aquamarine reflections on the sea

You are all my tomorrows
I love you
I hope for you
For us

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

The Perfection That is You

It's a most daunting task to find words
That compare to the perfection that is you

In your eyes, I can see a gentle warmth
That could comfort any tragedy there could be

In your smile, I can feel an elegance and kindness
That could remedy all the pangs and strife life can deal

In your voice, I can hear a beautiful soundtrack
That I could listen to for the rest of my days

In your body, I can touch a figure
That can be described as nothing less than angelic

It is perfection
These elements, almost like paints
Used on a canvas to make a masterpiece
Unlike that which the world has ever seen

And I can gladly say until death
I was part of the world
In which perfection lived and breathed
Through you

As an artist, there are many colors in which to paint
Various textures and emotions contained
The most vibrant and beautiful
Are the colors that make up you

Drawing is a hollow act
When I cannot turn around
And see you sitting there watching
The way you would watch in wonder

The pictures and frames on your walls
Touched me in more ways than I thought
I would give anything to make you more
For your beautiful eyes to look upon

My love for you in each one Megels
Crafted with my heart to you
Miss you like the stars miss the moon
I would give it all to draw for you again

Together

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoooxoxoxoxoxooxoxxoox

As Close To Perfection As Anything

I lay here at night without you Megels
A spot open for you to hold on to me tightly
I can't sleep
I'm lying here tonight and I keep thinking of you
Your image lingers behind my eyelids
Thinking about the way you move
So elegant
Like an oak tree swaying on a spring breeze
Thinking about the way you talk
So calm
Like tiny waves gently lapping at the shoreline
Thinking about your beauty
So glorious like a sunset
Which marks the end of another day
Preparing for the beginning of another night
Another night which I'm unable to sleep
Because I keep thinking of you
You voice like velvet
Singing to my ears
Your touch like lightning bolts
Electrifying my soul
Your caresses like chocolate
Completing the moment
Your love like heaven on Earth
As close to perfection as anything
Will ever be
Every sting of my heart
Is strumming with emotion
Releasing waves of rhythm
And the chorus of an ocean
We wander long streets
We walk on the sand
Drive over tall mountains
Sweeping over the land
We sit by the fire
Lie in front of the TV
Lounge in the cinema
We go home and play Wii
Sail on the ocean
Cross country and sea
Could be anything
Who cares
You're with me
So what do I think of when unable to sleep
I think of you and how we were
It pains me to depression remembering those days
I would give anything to have them again
Our nice little apartment with white carpets
Hearing you sing in the car on our drives
The way you'd hold my hand
The way I'd make you smile
What I would give for those again darlin
You are my forever love

Always

Love, Your Edward
xxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo

In the Silence We Knew Love

Darlin dew drop Megels,

As the sun rises early
To kiss the morning dew
As the clouds dance so gracefully
Against the sky so blue

As the moon lights the ocean waves
That travels through the night
As the flame burns unwavering
And brings the dark to light

As the wind whispers softly
To stir the sleeping trees
As the rain gently awakens
The flowers up with ease

As the soul has a quenchless thirst
To be loved endlessly
So is your love that's captured my heart
And holds it eternally

Our skin touched
Our lips met
Our eyes found one another
And a force bigger than both of us
Bigger than anything imaginable

Overcame us with no warning
And in an instant it was if the world had disappeared
Nothing else existed
It was just you and me

No words were spoken
No words were needed
Because no words could describe how we felt

Our breathing slowed
Our hearts beat together
As if one heart
One love

And if what they say is true
That a picture is worth a thousand words
Then a moment like this is worth a million
Because in the silence we knew we were meant to be

Just you and me, Megels
Together
Forever

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoo

You Are Every Beat of My Heart

The one person who smiles at turkey leg
The Megels who holds my heart
No matter how bad the day is
A thought of you can brighten it

You are like Christmas morning
Bringing happiness and warmth to the day
You are the gentle breeze
Cooling off the month of May

You are the sun rising in dawn
Giving life to every living thing
You are that cheerful
Sweet-filled song
That every bird does sing

You are the sparkle in the stars
That shines so far and bright
You are the silent, mild whispers
The still and calming of the night

You are that charming, beautiful woman
That every man dreams of
You are the truth for all to see
Of a real and faithful love

You are the one I turn to
When my fears and doubts arise
You are the one who gives me comfort
And never tells me lies

You are my world
My heart
My soul
You are light when I'm lost in the dark
You are every breath of life in me
You are every beat of my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxxooxooxoxoxoxooxxo

You Are My Fairy Tale Come True

Once my heart was an unlit candle
Hidden in the loneliest night
But along you came
Set my soul on fire
Now my world is filled
With your light

The seed of love sprouted
Deep down in my heart
See how beautifully love's flower's unfurled
Some say diamonds are a girl's best friend
But Megels, you are my world

I never thought I would find such love
As what I've found in you
My love for you is endless
You're my fairy tale come true

You are the song within the wind
The glow around the moon
The silver lining of each cloud
The brightness of the sun
The sweet smell of spring

The warmth within me
In the midst of winter
The cool breeze on a summer's night
Everything that's wonderful

Everything that's great in this world
My joy, my happiness
My love, my passion
An amazing girl that I will love forever

I want to be on that beach laying next to you
Your auburn hair blowing across your face
The sun beading down on us
Sounds of waves crashing a yard away
We look out of one open eye at each other

I reach over with my pinky and wrap it around yours
You smile and for a moment we aren't on Earth
We are in heaven, hand in hand
I couldn't be happier in any other moment

I want those moments with you again darlin
Hear you giggle as I call you Megels
Hold you as we watch the sun set
Making you smile every single day

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxooxo

Missing You Morning Through Night

To the girl of my heart
Megels my darlin
I close my eyes
And there you are
You dazzle me
From near and far

Your silhouette
It strikes me too
No other like it
Uniquely you

All perfect curves
From head to toe
From hips to calves
From eyes to nose

Both inside and outside
Your brilliance flows
I crave your kiss
My heart explodes

Not strong without you
I remain
Sad and hard it is
Each passing day

I am bolstered too
Each sunless night
Your voice I hear
Turns dark to light

I want you now
Stay near to me
Eyes open wide
Still you I see

Missing you morning through night
Everything reminding me of you
My nerdy girl with so much to share
There's one person that has all of my care

The girl who can make me laugh just making a face
Whose laugh can cure all my pain
The beautiful you, Megels
My love bursting to give to you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxxoxooxxoxoxoxo

How I Wish To Be Yours

I dreamt I was looking for you again
Searching around lost in my dreams
Megels, you are the one reoccurring dream
I have more than any other

The snow
So peaceful and serene
Caressed by the soft moonlight
Gave magical feelings to the night

The soft blue glow
The lovers' words
That then did flow
Their lips closer and closer
Until, locked in the throes
Of a passionate embrace
He decided to express his feelings
To keep her safe

He whispered softly
His words like music to her ears
I love you
And her response the same
Heard like the gentle breeze
And I love you forever, darlin

That was the night they promised
To be together
Through everything
Each to care for the other
When old and gray
A lovers' pact
The most likely to last

I want to hold you hand until we are ghosts
Sharing more adventures after that
I continue to wish on every star at night
Continuing on in my dreams about you
How I wish to stand in line making our jokes
Little mouth, taking a dive, turkey leg
How I wish to cook you that special chicken
Or share our tacos, chili, and juice
How I wish to play with your hair on the couch
Watching Supernatural, Friends, Big Bang, or New Girl
How I wish to be your player two
Astounded by your skills as you defeat each game
From DuckTales to Banjo to Luigi to Lego Potter
How I wish to hold your hand as we lay in the sand
Kiss you before bed
While you hang on to me tightly
How I wish to draw for you, create for you
How I wish to be yours

One day I hope to find you in my dreams
Then open my eyes and see you there
A literal dream come true
My love is yours
No matter what

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

The Way I Love Her

Megels the beautiful

Eyes so dark

Heart so pure

I could never love another

The way I love her

Gleam in her eyes

Like a candles flame

I love when I hear her

Call out my name

When she walks by

Birds stop their flight

The dead come to life

And the blind regain their sight

I could never love another

The way I love her

Eyes so dark 

Heart so pure

Skin so soft

Soul on fire

She fills me with

Complete desire

The way she moves

One glance at her

Was all it took

When she walks by

People stare

At her radiant face

And her ebony hair

She fills me with

Complete desire

Skin so soft

Soul on fire

Perfect body

A scholar's mind

Michelangelo would envy

Such a find

Beautiful smile

Always sincere

Whoever's around

Wants her near

When she walks by

Angels weep

Gods hide their faces

And lovers leap

Michelangelo would envy

Such a find

Perfect body

A scholar's mind

How I miss you

The way things were

My heart and anxieties

All higher than ever

Sleep is never as fulfilling

As it was with you

I would give anything to be there again

Next to you

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoo

Your Heart is Warm Next to Mine

I'll never forget just how much you hated the snow, Megels
But you always looked so good in your winter outfits
That white woolly hat
The softness of your gloved hands in mine
It's crazy how bewitching it is tonight
Everything's frosted and still
The whole world is holding its breath
As we crunch through the softness
Hand in hand
The purple-grey sky is a blanket
And the world sleeps underneath
With sugar-plum branches
And sugar-snow icing
That frosts everything magical
The powdered ice-sugar sifts down
Catching my eyelashes as I look up
The air turns your breath to frost as you lean in
And your hand is warm in mine

It's crazy how bewitching you are tonight
As we lay her so close and so still
I feel your touch and I'm holding my breath
As we look to the future
Hand in hand
Tangled here in this blanket
Wrapped tight in your arms underneath
The touch of your skin
The scent of your breath
Suddenly everything's magical
Your soft lips graze mine
Catching my eyelashes as I look down
The night dances with our breath as we lean in
And your heart is warm next to mine

It may not be winter now
Warmer skies flying over your head I'm sure
But the air feels cold when you are not around
I am unable to share in any interests and find myself alone
What I would give to share them with you
Hear your laugh, see your smile, share the moments
Look into your heart and remember our bond
It may seem like what you feel it should be
But it isn't us
All those memories and laughs and adventures
I'm ready to pick them right back up darlin

My hand reaching out for yours

Always

Love, Your Edward
xxoxoooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

You Are My Light In A Dark Starry Night

The beautiful Megels,

Love is so very special
Yet it can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost

You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share

Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up too easily
It will tear your love apart

Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might

Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive

Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare

I found true love in you
Our time has such a hold on my heart
I cannot see anything without a memory we share
I miss you so terribly

I pray and wish to all the gods above
To wake up and see your face next to me
Spend the days of my life all with you
To share in every moment, every adventure

Remember how much we laughed
How many things we had in common
How everything always lined up to bring us together
I will always be here waiting for you darlin

My love for you has no expiration date
I'm ready

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxxooxooxooxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Price I Would Pay, Darlin

While walking through a field today

I tripped upon a rock of gray

Then struck my head upon that stone

Where I blacked out there all alone

A dream soon took me to a place

A crisp clear vision of your face

Your auburn eyes shined their loving glow

Your brown hair was let to flow

Upon bare shoulders naturally

As it cascaded down on me

You placed a soft hand to my face

Which caused my heart to pound and race

You brought your breath so close to mine

Then whispered only one small line

You said "I Love You, darlin yes I do

I'll always be here just for you"

That forced my dreaming eyes to tear

For suddenly I had no fear

No fear of ever losing you

The one I've searched for my life through

The one so lovely, warm and kind

The one I thought I'd never find

I tried to force my lips to move

To say the words so I could prove

I love you so much Megels I would say

How I've missed you day after day

That all held feelings deep inside

Are feelings that I cannot hide

But words don't come so easily

While deep within a dream you see

Although I tried so desperately

To tell you what you mean to me

I failed for I just could not talk

That darned old stupid blackened rock

Then suddenly as I came to

A real world ended dreams of you

As birds were singing up above

To wake me from this dream of love

So there I was, standing tall

My head still clearing from the fall

Oh please just let me fall again

Return me back to where I'd been

Back to you within that dream

As crazy as that just may seem

Then suddenly I realized

And thought of you as I surmised

That I don't need a dream to see

If to have you in reality

The price I would pay to hold your hand at Universal again

To feel you hold on to me as we slept at night

See your face on my phone as I got through the day

Know the feeling of a true soul mate

Matching in all our favorite things

The price I would pay darlin

You are my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward

xxooxoxoxxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

happy may the fourth turkey leg

You Bring Warmth To My Heart

My soul forms the words
My heart ensnares them
Locking them in its warm chambers
My mind knows these words
Yet my lips
The dastardly things
They find no valor
And can not form the words

How is it that I can feel these words
With so much hope and admiration
Just for you, Megels
Yet my lips can not speak them
To tell you
Of your shy smile
And your crystal eyes
I am enamored by you
By your words and your laughter

You leave me breathless
As the air leaps out of my mouth
Twirling and bowing to your charms
Enchanted by your congeniality
Your face is imprinted in my mind
Never leaving
Never fading
Your smile warming my heart
And your eyes entrancing my soul

I wish I could form my feelings
Into articulate words
Of love and wonder
And tell you of my feelings
Let you know of my aspiration
To be held securely in your arms
Where I long to be
Sitting serenely with you
Basking in the sweet resonance of stillness

And everyday I linger
Hoping for some acknowledgement
A fleeting look or a petite hello
Perhaps to even hear you speak my name
Would bring warmth to my heart
And joy to my days
As I wait for you to discern
That I quietly
Admire you
Loving you with each day
Missing you even more

My heart waiting patiently
For you darlin dew

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I Miss Every Second of You

Stumbling over words to express how I feel
My pen takes over as my emotions replace the ink
That has slowly begun to fill this page

Boldly seizing my voice
It verbalizes how your kisses mesmerize me
How I thrive on your caresses
How I love looking in your eyes
And how I can't seem to let go
Symbolizing my fantasies and dreams
It writes to you of my intentions
How you are the first one
Who I've found myself willing to learn and grow with
Of my plans to not only be a part of your present
But to be essential in your future

Invading my heart it reveals my inner secrets
My greatest hopes and my biggest fears
It speaks to you of the walls
That with time I have let envelop my heart
And how with you I have seen them slowly crumbling
Because this feeling I feel is stronger
Than the walls that have taken me so long to build
It conveys to you my fears of getting hurt
As well as the fact that I don't care anymore
Because my heart has taken over
And that is what I choose to follow

Representing my thoughts
This pen listens and rejoices
As it tells you something that I've never felt before
But that is so strong
That it cannot be mistaken for anything else
I love you Megels
My voice says it
My dreams see it
And my heart feels it

Stumbling over words to express how I feel
My pen takes over as my emotions replace the ink
That has slowly begun to fill this page
When I look to the future, I see us
Those nights in each other's arms
I hadn't grown the way I have now
Seeing the way I can see now

When I look to the future, I see you
The Megels who was with me through it all
Who I would give it all up for time and time again
You my darlin dew drop are always worth it
I miss every second we shared together
I will always be right here to pick back up
Show you, the real you, what happiness we had

Miss you darlin
I will never fill my player two spot without you
Standing at your door
My hand to your heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxooxoxooxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxxo

Will Wait Forever For The One You Love

Love is a strange and beautiful thing
It spans time and space
Distance is no object to love
You will wait forever for the one you love
Travel wherever you need
To be with them
When you are in the arms of the one you love
That love can make a moment last a lifetime
Yet make a lifetime seem no more than a moment
When love is distant
It grows strong
When it returns it flowers
People crave it
Strive for it
Fight for it
Die for it
And when they find it
They know they are complete
For in the arms of the one we love is wholeness
Belief, completeness, passion, and security
The one we love is someone
For whom we would do anything
And never ask for anything in return
It produces a love of all that person is
And will ever be
Regardless of what that may mean to me
Love knows that when you are away
That you are still loved
Cherished
Thought after
And missed
By the one you love
And they know that you love them back
That is love
Love is like a gentle breeze
That cascades through your entire being
Filling every fiber with emotion so deep
Your heart grows wings

My heart has wings for you Megels
Every day I remember a memory I wish I could live again
Driving with you anywhere, even looking for Ikea
Cleaning our apartment while you are at work
Passing the time quickly to see you faster
Walking hand in hand into Universal
Hearing the music overhead and wondering where to start
Laying on the beach and peeking at you out of one open eye
Making you dinner and seeing you smile
I feel like I am in a prison serving a sentence
Being without you is a punishment full of loneliness
I can only look out of the barred windows at night
Gazing at the moon and the stars
Wishing into the sky to reach your ears
Hoping one day I can hold you in my arms again
Missing you more than anything in the world
Loving you so much more, dew drop

Always

Love, Your Edward
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