You're My Fairy Tale Come True

I would close my eyes

And there you are

You dazzle me

From near and far

Your silhouette

It always struck me too

No other like it

Uniquely you

All perfect curves

From head to toe

From hips to calves

From eyes to cute little nose

Both inside and outside

Your brilliance flows

I crave your kiss

My heart explodes

Still strong without you

I remain

Though hard it is

Each passing day

I am bolstered too

Each sunless night

Your voice I hear

Turns dark to light

I want you now

Stay near to me

Eyes open wide

Still you I see

Once my heart was an unlit candle

Hidden in the loneliest night

But along you came, setting my soul on fire

Now my world is filled with your light

The seed of love sprouted deep down in my heart

How beautifully love's flower's unfurled

Some say diamonds are a girl's best friend

But Megels, you are my world

I never thought I would find such love

As what I found in you

My love for you is endless

You're my fairy tale come true

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

You Are All I Need, Darlin

You are someone special, Megels
I knew this from the start
Your kindness and your smile
Just lighten up my heart

So funny and so caring
So honest and so true
There is not a single thing
I wouldn't do for you

You were there whenever I needed you
You never let me down
Managing to cheer me up
And turning my frown around

There are not many people like you
You're certainly one of a kind
If there is one thing I am certain of
You are always on my mind

Who knows where the road would take us
Or where the path would lead
But know I'd always be there for you
Because you are all I need

May the angels fly down
Kissing you upon the face
May they hold you
In an everlasting embrace

May the angels sing you a peaceful song
May they gently rock you all night long
May the angels take all your worries away
And show you a pleasant new day

May you rise and open your eyes
And look out your window to see the sunrise
The angels helping guide you through the day
Showing you the right and proper way

I ask the angels to do these things for you
For they are things I am unable to do
How I long to just feel you next to me
To let you know the feelings I am filled with

Know that you are forever in my heart
Even if we are what feels like worlds apart
We may be in a different place
But we have a love that can never be replaced

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Eternity In Paradise With You Is Too Short

If I had but one wish
I would wish
To wake up every day
With my arms wrapped around you Megels
With your slender neck
Resting on my lips
The touch of your fingers
Intertwined with mine
Your heart so close to mine
That your heart and mine
Would beat as one

We were once strangers
And with a gentle touch
My hand in yours
You lit up my life
Our hearts have touched
Our souls have found their mate
And the love we have shared
Is a dream come true

I think of you each morning
I dream of you each night
I think of you in my embrace
I dream of kissing you forever

And when we were together
I wished I could spend eternity with you
With every passing moment
My love for you grew and grew
The joy in my heart bursting without end
Eternity in paradise is but too short
For being in love and being loved by you

You are my true love
My one and only

As we would stand in the garden
Under the half sickle moon
The trees filled with fireflies
On a warm night in June

As a summer breeze blows
And plays with your hair
There's nothing more beautiful
Than you standing there

But I cannot say
What has come to my mind
The words to describe it
Are too hard to find

So I say what I know
It's the best I can do
I hold you close in my arms
And say I love you Megels darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxooxxoxoxoxoxxooxox

You Are My Christmas Wish Darlin Dew

Christmas is the one time of year that I look forward to most
Lately though, it hasn't felt like it at all
I look out the window and I don't see snow
I don't feel festive or joyous
There just feels like a huge hole missing inside of me
Every day I feel sadder and sadder
Like the days are just going by faster and faster
I miss the holidays that we would celebrate Megels
That first time when we got that little tree
We set it up in my room on the counter
Decorated it with our little decorations
While we watched shows on my laptop
Christmas music playing over us
The lights I hung up around my room illuminating us
You had the penguin on a block of ice ornament
We took pictures
You looked absolutely beautiful
I took more pictures of you than of the tree
You hated the cold weather
But it gave us the chance to snuggle closer in bed
Keeping each other warm in the best of ways
We would exchange gifts
I made sure to reach back to your past and your interests
The supernatural autographs, Luigi's Mansion, Mystical Ninja
We made cookies at your house and decorated them all
Later as we lived together in a new state
We got our own full size tree
Decorating it with your bag of ornaments
While holiday movies played on the tv near us
You decorated the apartment so beautifully
I miss our holidays together
I miss you and the time I could spend with you
The hole that is missing within me is you
Christmas is the best time of the year
The day that I think about you the most
Every time I go to my parents house on that special day
I always hope and pray against all odds
That once we are done opening gifts, they will look at me
They will say that there is one more gift
A special one
And you would walk out from the other room
I would jump up off the couch and grab you into my arms
Tears would roll down my face
I cannot believe I'm lucky enough to hold you again
That moment on I never let you go
Every Christmas I hope and hope for that moment
I know it's crazy, I know you probably aren't reading this
But I still hope and pray and wish
I know I've messed up, made mistakes
I never grew up, took life seriously
But this Christmas I am vowing to be the best I can be
To turn it all around and be the best me I can
But that piece of me is still missing
I will continue to wait and pray for that day
I don't want anyone else but you
When you meet that one special soul mate
When you share all the same interests
Both get to be your real selves
You know it instantly deep down inside of yourself
Lightning in a bottle that can never be replaced
You are my Christmas Megels
The missing piece that makes me whole
My Christmas wish is you
My heart is yours darlin
However many wishes and holidays it takes
No amount of waiting or wishing is too much
When the end result is you
A true real wish come true
I miss you Megels
Christmas just isn't the same without you
You're my missing piece
Hoping one day to be complete again

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

When I See You, It Warms My Heart

I could search this world
Until the end of time
To find the perfect gift
To make you mine

I could cross the sea
I could climb the highest peak
But I will never find
The prize that I seek

To show my love for you
No gift shall ever do
But what I can offer
Is a love that will always be true

This fragile heart
Deep within my chest
Is filled with love for you
That shall never rest

To you a promise I make
To you a gift I give
Forever in happiness and love
Together we shall live

I look at you Megels and smile
I see you and it warms my heart
Our souls were one
Never to part

Every day with you was a gift
Some days we may disagree
But it only made us grow closer
When night fell, we were holding each other tight

Your kisses like honeysuckle
I got lost in your smell
With eyes deep as roses
Your love they do tell

Oh the feelings I have in my  heart
It's more than I or words can say
Is it love, oh yes
In every way

I am yours darlin, forever yours
A love that's true
You are my one and only
And I am yours too

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxoxo

All I Want To Do Is Wait For You, Megels

Love me in the springtime
When all is green and new
Love me in the summer
When the sky is oh so blue

Love me in the autumn
When the leaves are turning brown
Love me in the winter
When the snow is falling down

Love me when I'm happy
Even when I'm sad
Love me when I'm good
Or when I'm bad

Love me when I'm handsome
Or when my face is plain
Love me when I'm feeling good
Or when I'm feeling pain

Love me always darlin dew
In the rain or shining sun
Love me always darlin dew
After all is said and done

Love me always Megels darlin
Until all our life is through
Love me always Megels darlin
For I'll be loving you

My love for you is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender darlin

I miss us so much
How it was always so beautiful
We were meant for each other
It's my fault it all fell apart

All I want to do is wait for you Megels
Even if it takes my whole life

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Holidays Aren't The Same Without You

Sometimes at night
When I look to the sky
I start thinking of you
Then I ask myself why

Why do I love you
I think and smile
Because I know the list
Could run on for miles

The whisper of your voice
The warmth of your touch
So many little things
That make me love you so much

The way you supported me
Helped with my emotions
The way that you cared
Showed such devotion

The way that your kiss
Filled me with desire
How you held me with warmth
The warmth of a blazing fire

The way your eyes shine
When you looked at me
Lost with you forever
Is where I want to be

The way that I feel
When you're by my side
A sense of completion
And overflowing pride

The dreams that I dream
That all involve you
The possibilities I see
The things we can do

How you finish the puzzle
That lies inside my heart
How that deep in my soul
You are the most important part

I could go on for days
Telling of what I feel
But all you really must know
Is my love for you is real Megels

So often when I would embrace you
It seemed that you existed in this world
Only because of me
And I existed because of you

It's not easy to wander in this world
And not lose one's way
But the greatest happiness of all
Is in giving joy to one's beloved

And if the king can have his throne
And if the bird can have his Spring nest
And God can have his heaven
Then I, darlin dew, I can have you

Missing you so very much
The holidays just aren't the same without you
I miss decorating our tree
Under all those lights

Just like the first time

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoo

All These Reasons And More I Love You

The sparkle in your eye
The warmth of your skin
Your breath on my neck
That quivers within

The touch of your hand
The smell of your hair
The kindness in your smile
The strength in your stare

Your kiss on my lips
Your body near mine
The stroke of your touch
That feeling inside

The sound of your voice
Compassion in your embrace
The serenity in your stride
The power in your face

The calming of your presence
The beating of your heart
The promise of tomorrow
That we may never part

The beauty of your kiss
That magic in your touch
It is for all these reasons and more
Why I love you so much Megels

Thoughts of love like falling leaves
Swirling in the autumn breeze
Flow in our minds and in our eyes
A tender look and longing sighs

We touch and as the fire starts
That we have kindled in our hearts
We kiss and hear the angels sing
As heavens gift to me you bring

No more to live my life alone
And in your soul I found my home
At peace within your loving arms
Captivated by your charms

And happily I'd die for you Megels
Here at this table set for two
Missing you dearly
My sweet darlin dew

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

One Day To Make It All Up To You

When you are sad Megels
I will dry your tears
When you are scared
I will comfort your fears

When you need love
My heart I will share
When you are sick
For you I will care

You will feel my love
When we are apart
Knowing that nothing
Will change my heart

When you are worried
I will give you hope
When you are confused
I will help you cope

When you are lost
And can't see the light
My love will be a beacon
Shining ever so bright

This is my vow
One that I pledge until the end
For you above all
Are my soul mate and best friend

These words I have written
Speak of my love for you Megels
From my lips these words spoken
Shall always ring true

God has blessed me
With your hand in mine
Both of our hearts
Will forever intertwine

Into all lives
Falls pain and sorrows
I promise together
We will meet all tomorrows

Happy together, in honor and love
Blessed in unity by god above
I miss you every day we are apart
Hoping one day to make it all up to you

Always

Love, Your Edward
oxxoxoxoxxxxoxoxoxooooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Forever Is What I Want With You

The first time we met, I could see
That you and I, were meant to be Megels
Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true
When you first held my hand, I just knew

Now the time has gone by
Through laughter and tears
These days I shall cherish
For years upon years

Those memories we have
Shall never fade
For those are the steps
That we have made

That was the past
The future is near
I anxiously wait
For what will appear

New homes, more laughter
And children so dear
Everything will be wonderful
As long as you're near

When you're not here to share my days and nights
My life is so incomplete
For you are my heart, my soul
The oneness I had known to seek

Without you I merely exist from day to day
With you I know that I will find
All that I have been searching for
My completeness, my eternal peace of mind

You are the keeper of my dreams darlin dew
The man who holds my heart in his hands
The one I want to spend my life with
The one with whom I will always stand

Stand beside through thick and thin
Through all that life will throw our way
Knowing that this special love we share
Will guide us, each and every day

This journey was started long ago
Before this time and place
The journey of completeness
As two hearts and souls embrace

Forever is what I want with you
For the search is at an end
Our hearts have found each other
As lovers, as soul mates

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Angels Do Exist

It is said there are angels
In heaven above
And they shine with the light
Of an inner love

Of these things
I had not a clue
But that was
Before I found you

For in you I've found
A love that is so right
It shines all around
With the brightest of light

It comes from somewhere
So deep within
That it has no beginning
And knows no end

Your love is a light
That brightens each day
Of all of the people
You see on your way

Wherever you go
Or whatever you do
All see the love
That you have inside you

That god sent you here
To a place where you'd be
Sharing such love
With someone like me

Is proof for me
That angels exist Megels
And are filled with a love
That no man could resist

I thank god each day
For finding the time
For looking down on me
And making you mine

So yes there are angels
In Heaven above
I know because god
Sent me one to love

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

In My Secret Garden I Dream of You

I was sort of hoping
That you would come along
Like the answer to a prayer
And the music to a song

Like the kind of thing that happens
At a special place and time
That will change our lives forever
Like a fantasy of mine

The fantasy was there before
I ever knew your name
And now that I have found you
We will never be the same

So if I look at you
Forgive me if I stare
At the fantasy I knew before
I saw you standing there

For I was always hoping
That you would come along
Like the answer to a prayer
And the music to a song

Whenever I day dream
And day dream I do
In my secret garden
I day dream of you

I day dream of you, Megels
In a faraway land
Embracing me tight
And holding my hand

Holding my hand
Touching my face
Just you and me
In this peaceful place

In this peaceful place
A pristine river flows
Where the unicorns run
A breeze always blows

A breeze always blows
And sings of a song
Our love in a place
Where you're never gone

Where you're never gone
Is as it would seem
From dusk until dawn
Whenever I day dream

And whenever I day dream
And day dream I do
In my secret garden
I day dream of you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

World's Most Beautiful Creation

I'd give anything to see the sun

Setting on the horizon

I'd do anything to gaze at a full moon

In the night sky

Even a rainbow would make me smile

And I'd love to swim in crystal clear waters

Of an untouched sea

Sometimes seeing a shooting star

And try to gaze from afar

All the diamonds in the night sky

The mist on the mountains is breathtaking

As is walking in the rain forest

To see cascading waterfalls I'd do anything for

As to stand on the highest peak in the world

And look at the sights below

I'd love to soar on wings above the clouds

Across the bluest skies

I'd do anything to see

All the beautiful things in the world

Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara

Like a river twisting through a dusty land

All the beautiful things in the world

But I also know I am looking at

The world's most beautiful creation darlin

Every time you smile, Megels

And every time I look into your eyes

I see what my heart dreams of

All those dreams and memories of me and you

Always 

Love, Your Edward

xoxooxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoooxoxooxoxxxo

My Reason To Be Is My Love For You

What is love but an emotion
So strong and so pure
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure

What is love but a force
To bring the mighty low
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time's ceaseless flow

What is love but a triumph
A glorious goal attained
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained

What is love but a champion
To cast the tyrant from his throne
And raise the flag of truth and peace
And fear of death overthrow

What is love but a beacon
To guide the wayward heart
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart

And what is love but forever
Eternal and sincere
A flame that throw wax and wane
Will outlive life's brief years

So I'll tell it on the mountaintops
In all places high and low
That love for you, Megels, is my reason to be
And will never break or bow

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox

Missing You With Each Day That Passes

To love is to share life together
To build special plans just for two
To work side by side
And then smile with pride

As one by one
Dreams all come true

To love is to help and encourage
With smiles and sincere words of praise
To take time to share
To listen and care

In tender and affectionate ways

To love is to have someone special
One who you can always depend
To be there through the years
Sharing laughter and tears

As a partner
A lover
A soul mate

To love is to make special memories
Of moments you love to recall
Of all the good things
That sharing life brings

Love is the greatest of all

I've learned the full meaning
Of sharing and caring
And having my dreams all come true
I've learned the full meaning of being in love

By being and loving with you darlin

I thought love was just a mirage of the mind
An illusion
Fake, impossible to find
But the day I met you
I began to see

That love is real
And it exists in me
Brought out by you
The most beautiful of all love

Missing you so very much
So much I want to share and do with you
Every day goes by without you
One day I hope to spend with you once again

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxxoox

You Captured My Heart Darlin

I made a vow
To no one but you, Megels
I'll take care of you
Treat you right

I'll lay beside you
All through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you
And keep you warm

I'll hug you and kiss you
And give you shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you
Clear a path for you

I'll protect you
Shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems
Help you solve them too

I'll make you a rainbow
And let the sun shine through
I'll take your side
Even if you're wrong

Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers
And make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we will know

I'll whisper your name
When no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart

You'll know that we are one in heart

For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side

For you are the one
Who makes me whole, darlin
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft gentle face
More beauty I'll never find

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxo

A Love I Cannot Live Without

On a summer's day long, long ago
I fell in love and I'll never know
Just what it was that made me feel
So drawn to you, what the appeal

That set my pulses so to race
Whenever I gazed upon your face Megels
Of one who was scarce but a child
Yet even then could drive me wild

I'll never know the how's and why's
I lost my heart to your hazel eyes
But when I got that long sought kiss
I knew I'd found my perfect miss

My nerdy girl from down the lane
And I would give anything to be yours again

For how could I describe our love
Romantic love, all hearts and flowers
No way to count the days and hours
Spent in self-indulgent wishes

And thoughts of long awaited kisses
Of sweet embraces, tender sighs
And gazing into love filled eyes
It was that kind of love

Or, is it yet the love of passion
The ecstasy that knows no ration
That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling
The climax with your senses reeling

The wondrous joy when you discover
That sweet surrender to your lover
It was that kind of love too
The kind I would give anything to have back

Or even yet a love that grows
One that cares and one that knows
That sees beyond the outer skin
Into the person deep within

That loves the spirit and the soul
The inner self that makes the whole
Built on trust and empathy
A love you know was meant to be

The love we share is all these things
A love that has no need of rings
A love you never need to doubt
A love I cannot live without

A love to last us all our days
A love I'll share with you always Megels
I miss you so much
My heart wishing to be yours once again

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxo

Because Of You My World Was Whole

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart
And for us to be together, to never be apart
No one else in the world can even compare
You're perfect and so is the love that we shared

We had so much more than I ever thought we could
I love you more than I ever thought I could
I promise to give you all I have to give
I'll do anything for you as long as I live

In your eyes I saw our present, our future and past
By the way you looked at me, I knew we could last
I hope that one day you'll come to realize
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes

Because of you my world was whole
Because of you love lived in my soul
Because of you I had laughter in my eyes
Because of you I was no longer afraid of goodbyes

You were my pillar, my stone of strength
With me through all season
And great times of length
My love for you was pure

Boundless through time and space
It grew stronger everyday
With the knowledge that you'd always be mine
It's all because of you

I make a vow to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night

I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from any wrath

I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong

I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear

You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart
I miss you with everything in me
My heart beating your name

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

You Allowed Me To Experience Unconditional Love

I lie on the ground
And stare into space
The stars start to move
Into the shape of your face, Megels

I see you there now darlin
Looking down at me
With that cute nose crinkle smile
That I like to see

You say close your eyes
Tell me what you see
I see only two people
Just you and me

We're walking the shoreline
With our feet getting wet
The horizon turns pink
As the sun starts to set

We make love through the night
On that white sandy shore
Then I hold you while thinking
I could want nothing more

Oh I wish I could be
In that one special place
As I lie on the ground
And I stare into space

I don't think you will
Ever fully understand
How you've touched my life
And made me who I am

I don't think you could ever know
Just how truly special you are
That even on the darkest nights
You are my brightest star

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
How you'd made my dreams come true
Or how you'd opened my heart
To love and the wonders it can do

You allowed me to experience
Something very hard to find
Unconditional love that exists
In my body, soul, and mind

I don't think you could ever feel
All the love I have to give
And I'm sure you'll never realize
You've been my will to live

You are an amazing person
And without you I don't know where I'd be
Having you in my life Megels
Completed and fulfilled every part of me

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxxooxoxxoxoxooxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxo

With You At My Side I Was Invincible

You are my air, Megels
The sun in my day
The moon in my night
The spring in my step
You are my everything

You are the stars in the sky
The birds in the trees
The shimmer
The sparkle
The shine

Without the light you put into my life
I would be nothing
A single leaf on the ground in autumn
Lost
Forgotten
Alone

Before I knew you
I was nothing
With you I was everything
With you at my side
I was invincible

Feel the same my darlin dew
You are loved so much
I love you now and forever
You are my darlin
My turkey leg
My soul mate
You are my everything

With breathless kisses
Burning touches
Soft spoken words of love
Urgently spoken words of passion
A man and a woman
One complete love

Since time began
Predestined to be as one
We've been together before
In other lifetimes
We've fought dragons
And you have been torn from each others arms
Yet our love prevailed

We've walked on this earth many times together
Perhaps for a moment
Perhaps for years
But our heart is one heart
And we were meant to be

So when our time on Earth
Once again comes to a close
Have no worries my darlin
For we will find each other again
And again
And again

For our love is ageless
Eternal
A love for all time

Missing you tons
My perfect player two

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

You're The Most Beautiful Art To Me

If I knew how to write a song
I'd write one everyday
It would say that I'm in love with you, Megels
And why I feel this way

It would have to say you're pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you're beautiful
From your head down to your toes

You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You're smart charming lovely
And everything to me

You're my comfort when I'm lonely
You're my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I've known
I must rate you the best

You're the orchard in the jungle
You're the better half of me
You're all of this and so much more
You mean the world to me

Still so much is left unsaid
It would take me far too long
I know how much I love you
If only I could write a song

You come outside
To view the faint sunset
Light bewildered by trees
Shines through quietly

You glide your soft auburn hair
Perched behind your ear
And in this moment I feel at home
Beneath the interior

You are my humble abode
Your company is soothing
Calming and reassuring
Inside, the wind chimes ring

You saunter and my heart sings
Bit by bit I begin to recognize
The enchanting glow in your subtle eyes
Hidden in all abstract paintings

It's you
What all artists see
You are poetry
The most beautiful of all art to me

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxo

You Forever Changed My Life Darlin

You walked lightly into my life, Megels
Captivating and lovely to my mind
At first, all I did was tell you stories
Now I don't know who I am without you

You kissed me
I felt my world change
You held me
I heard my heart awaken

You loved me
And my soul was born anew
You walked lightly into my life
Now my heart knows who you are

And with every breath
And every step
I take down lonely roads
Your hand is my staff

Your voice is my guide
Your strength my shelter
Your passion my awakening
You walked lightly into my life

And all my pain
You took as your own
And all my fears
You cast into the sea

All my doubt
Lost in your eyes
You walked lightly into my life
And no matter what my heart is yours

My life is forever changed
Just because you loved me
For a moment in time
And because I'll always choose you

To love you
To miss you
Every day
For the rest of mine

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxxooxoxoxooxoxoxo

I Love You With A Permanence

Your soul is like the vastest sea, Megels

And mine a darting fish

I lose myself within your love

I live within your heart

I breathe your love, it is my air

My element, my world

I know no other ambiance

I have no other dream

I know there is outside your love

A world of rocks and sand

And I could live there too

How poor and thin each breath

How rich my world, how beautiful

Alive within your love darlin

Each moment filled with dancing light

Refracted through your eyes

I love you with a permanence

That endures the passing years

I love you with a joyfulness

That subdues all doubts and fears

I love you with an honesty

That was born within my heart

I love you with the calm belief

That we would never part

I love you with a confidence

No earthly force can sever

I love you with the certainty

That I'll cherish you forever

I love you with the humbleness

Of one who has been blessed

I love you with the reverence

Of all that word suggests

I love you with a fervor

That time cannot reverse

I love you with the truest love

That poets put to verse

I miss you darlin

Miss our adventures

All our laughs

My heart misses yous

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxooxxooxoxoxox

I Love You Like I Love the Rain

I was once lost in darkness

A wandering nomadic fool

Teetering on the edge of reason

About to plunge into the abyss

Then a light shone down

Lifted me out of darkness

Touched my soul with grace

And beat love into my heart

That was when I met you

Beautiful darlin dew, Megels

For so long 

You continued to save me

Day after day

You gave me the reason to be

To live and to feel love

To go on and find my dreams

As long as you were there

I just wanted to let you know

That I could never fully express

How much I feel for you

When I love you

Seems so simple

How can you put into words

The power of desire I have for you

Pray to God

Channel the muse

And let my fingers type the words

My heart beats because of you

My soul is bright and alive

Because of you

And even when the trails of today

Seem to distract me

My love is always devoted to you

It is eternal within my heart

Like a constant thunder in my soul

I love you like I love a day

When everything goes right

I love you like I love to lay

And watch the stars at night

I love you like I love the rain

Its lustful calm embrace

I love you like I love to laugh

Until it hurts my face

I love you like I love to drive

With no real destination

I love you like I love the thrill

Of pure infatuation

But most of all I love you like

I love a cherished friend

Who holds me tight, dries my tears

And loves me to the end

My heart continues to only be yours

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxxoxxooxoxoxxooxox

One Love I Never Want To Part

Just three little words
Don't seem like enough
For someone whose smile
Always brightened my day
Whose touch could make me forget
The rest of the world

They don't seem like enough darlin
For someone who was always there
To celebrate with me
When everything went our way
And to hold hands
When the whole world
Seemed to fall apart

But even though I love you
Can't express the depth
Of my feelings for you
I hope you know what's in my heart
Because loving you, Megels
Means more to me
Than anything in the world
And it always will

If there's one face I want to see
So beautiful, so true
One smile that makes a difference
To everything I do

If there's one touch I long to feel
One voice I long to hear
Whenever I am happy
Or just needing someone near

If there's one joy, one love
From which I never want to part
It's you, Megels, my very special love
My world, my life, my heart

Missing you
Missing that home feeling
Missing your heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Our Two Hearts Beating As One

The day you came into my life, Megels
Will be cherished always
An angel sent from heaven above
For my lonely heart to hold

My heart was no longer lonely
But instead
Filled with the wonder of a love
A love like I'd never known

When you first held on to me
It was magical
A touch no other but my soulmate could provide
Truly the passion needed no words

Your kiss on my lips
Is something I long for every day
With a single kiss
The intensity of your love was so incredibly clear

Your eyes melted me with emotion
Emotion so intense it was beyond belief
A caring and unconditional love
That shined so brightly from them

It made me shiver with excitement
For our life to come
Each day your smile filling my heart
With a joy like no other

I always promise to you
My unconditional love and devotion
For I would cherish each day
That God would give me with you

Our own little peace of heaven on earth
The weather bringing the cold weather you hate so much
Wrapped in a blanket warm by the heater
My thoughts swim around memories of you

Would you dance with me now darlin
Dance with me in life
Remembering when our love began
The day we discovered all of our shared interests

There is patience and understanding
We tried to be unselfish and kind
Though not a fairy-tale romance
No greater love would we find

Sharing dreams, passions, and desires
Building each other up when we fell
We'd learn to say I'm sorry
And I love you through it all

Our two hearts would beat as one
Cherishing what we had from above
So, Megels, would you dance with me
Dance me with love forever

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

A Painting of Passion and Admiration

Regret flows through the depths of my soul
With the strength of a flood
I have held these gates shut for too long
And though tormenting, they should not be stopped

The thought of your anguish
Even as I write to you now, Megels
Stops my heart cold
As well it should

What I would see in front of me
Was a painting of our love
Its most thoughtful brushstrokes
Mottled by hurried abstraction and inattention

A person who had not seen this masterpiece created
Might think it to be refuse and pass it by unknowingly
Letting be obscured the deep beauty of its many scenes
By layers of the tarnish of mistreatment

But as the painter
I see beyond the dark smears
To recall the hours that I attend to the details
And wonder how I could let it become so discolored

The painting that took me my life to create
Has lost its divinity in my careless treatment
And even if I were to refine it
I fear you would always see it as it is today

Today I paint a new masterpiece
One inspired by the muse of respect
A work that you can love through our old age
One that you will look to each day for inspiration

This one will take some time
As I want my brushstrokes to be carefully placed
I need to move steadily to ensure that this time
My art represents my dream

This is my opus
Don't judge me on my past works
As I have never before had so much skill and inspiration
And never before have I wanted to please you as I do today

With you as my muse
I will paint for you a lifetime
A portrait of devotion and friendship
A panorama of passion and admiration

All I ask is that you gaze upon it with an open heart
And you shall unquestionably love me again
For you are always there in my heart
Even when you aren't by my side

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxox

No Better Place To Be Than With You

Every morning would start beautifully
With the sound of your sweet voice, Megels
It's second best to actually embracing you
In my arms

Under the covers that protected us
From the chill that lied outside
Your melodic wake up laughter
Is second best to none

To the overwhelming smile I see in the morning
When I hold you in my arms
After spending another wonderful night with you
Hearing your I love you's over the phone

Always making me smile and hold the phone tighter
Second best to looking into your eyes with those words
And being able to deeply kiss you afterwards
Sending a chilling warmth throughout our bodies

But with you, you were always my number one
The closest person in the world to me
With you darlin, there was no second best
There was no one close to even being second or best

I hold you, alone, in the most intimate place in my heart
A place where I can feel you, still close, when you're far away
Where I can close my eyes and hear your voice
Listen to your laugh and feel your emotions

Please don't stop invading my dreams
Because second to your kisses
There's no better place I'd rather be than there with you
No better way to begin the day than with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxox