I Want You As My Sky Companion

I think that I might fly away
In my hot air balloon
And hide from worldly worries
On the dark side of the moon

There's but one thing I need
Before I float into the blue
I need a sky companion
And I want it to be you, Megels

We'll fly beyond the storm clouds
We'll watch from up above
I'll cover you in rainbows
As we feel each other's love

You'll shower in the stars at midnight
In our special place
I'll dry you with a comet's tail
Kiss your beaming face

Dreamy drifting panorama
Changing every day
Every night your loving smile
Will be my milky way

The moon will wane before us
Sailing there in heaven's height
For nothing else can challenge
Our love's everlasting light

Venus shining on us
Glowing soft at our devotion
Our daily drifting dalliance
In love's celestial ocean

I'll write you lover's poetry
And you will be my muse
Orion and Andromeda
Will oversee our cruise

We'll sleep with clouds as pillows
Maybe steal an angel's wings
Then fly as magic lovebirds
Or slide around Saturn's rings

And should we tire of drifting
And the stars all floating by
We'll hook onto a meteor
And soar across the sky

Will you consent to be my mate
On our celestial ship
I'm ready, heart all packed with love
To last us for the trip

Take my hand and step aboard darlin
We're heading for the sun
We're flying until we find the place
Where our two souls are one

That's the place I want to be
Right next to you
Because with you at my side
I'll always be home

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoooxoxoxxooxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

You Are My Sunshine, My Life

A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden
Surrounded by many others
Yet remained alone

Time passed and trials came and went
One dealt a severe blow
And the rose began to wilt and wither

Forgotten

Then as if by a miracle

There came a soft and gentle breeze
Followed by a ray of light
As all the other roses fell into darkness
The solitary rose began to shine

Shining with a special light
And watered by a gentle cascade
A cascade of love
A cascade of selfless affection

I do no now but forever
Said the rose to the sunlight
And there they remain
A rose in full bloom
With her sunshine smiling down on her

You are my sunshine, my life, Megels
My very soul
And I your rose blooming
Blooming in the light of your love

Missing you
Loving you
The memories of ours always in my heart
Beating day after day

Always

Love, Your Edward
xooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxooxxox

With You, I Was Home

How simple my life was when you were there, Megels
How I cherished each breath
How I craved the light
Craved the laughter you brought me

I had fallen in love without taking a step
Fallen into the sweetest of dreams
How I hoped no one would wake me
The simplest gesture wrapped itself around my heart

Where I would hold it forever

Each time we said goodbye, a part of me wept
Though I knew it was not forever
To my aching soul it was an eternity
I saw my happiness shine in your eyes

Every time you held my hand my heart skipped a beat
How sweet life was to be yours
How meaningless life was without you
They know nothing of the loneliness before you

Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day
How did you do it, I asked myself
How did you banish fear and the darkness
You had made me see that nothing was that bad

That I was strong and worthy of happiness
You had saved me from myself
Everyday I woke up and smiled to myself
Knowing you were waiting for me

Knowing you couldn't wait to see me
How would I go on if you were not there to hold me up
To bless me with your love and light
How I was glad you had found me darlin dew

My life was complete
I was home
I cannot go a day without thinking about you
The life I would die to share with you again

Those weekends at Universal
Nights snuggled watching shows
Holding hands on the beach
Planning our future

I struggle so badly with the depression
The pain that I left that day
The mistakes I've made
All I can think about is your smile

And what I would do to have that again
I love and miss you so much

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

The Most Intimate Place In My Heart

It is raining outside once again
Which is where I find myself looking out at the drops
Thinking of you, Megels
These are the times I find my mind wandering

Wandering to how I would love to spend my days
Every morning would start beautifully
With the sound of your sweet voice from a phone call
It's second best to actually embracing you in my arms

Under the covers that protect us from the chill that lies outside
Your melodic wake up laughter over the phone is second best
To the overwhelming smile I see in the morning
When I would hold you in my arms

After having spent another wonderful night with you
Your I love yous over the phone
Always made me smile and hold the phone tighter
Second best to looking into your eyes with those words

And being able to deeply kiss you afterwards
Sending a chilling warmth throughout our bodies
But with you
You were and still are my number one

The closest person in the world to me
With you, there is no second best
There is no one close to even being second or best
I hold you, alone, in the most intimate place in my heart

It's a place where I can feel you, still close
When you're far away
Where I can close my eyes, and hear your voice
Listen to your laugh, feel your I love yous

I miss hearing your voice over the phone
Because second to your kisses
There was no better way to end the day than your voice
No better way to begin the day than with you

How I miss our daily video chats and how we would laugh
The movies we would watch
The plans we would try and make
You even made sure to talk before spending the weekend at parents

I miss so much of you
My heart feels like it only beats half the time
Missing you harder and harder

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxooxxoxoxoxoxoxooxxoxooxoxooxoxxoxo

Heaven Is Missing An Angel

My sweet beautiful Megels
Sent to me from above
I am so grateful to have found you
And I give you all of my love

You must have come from heaven
Because you have pretty little angel eyes
When you gaze at me with me
My heart would begin to fly

Your sweet angelic voice
Continuously rings in my ears
With you by my side
There was nothing I feared

Whenever we were together
You shined with a heavenly glow
Your beautiful angel face
Raised me up from feeling low

Yes, Heaven is missing an angel
Because you are here with me
You were my sweet, beautiful angel
And I will love you for eternity darlin

To lay a kiss on your lips
So gentle and delicate
Was like picking the drops of dew
Off the petals of a rose

I held you close and felt safe
Sheltered in from the rain
From the storms that grew and surrounded me
I take your hand and look into your eyes
And see a heart made of gold and soul so pure

You see you are an angel, an angel to me
I could not help but fall madly in love with you
The one who stole my heart

I'm glad you did
Because I could never find one such as you
Some one who made each day the best
Each laugh the longest
Each tear the saddest
And a life
My life
Worthwhile

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo

You Made A Place For Yourself In My Heart

I never felt a love
Like ours before
It was a love like no other
Something I had always hoped for

A love with friendship
Humor and heart
A bond so strong
It would never part

A love that made me smile
From ear to ear
A love that was joyful
Without any fear

A love that was beautiful
From the inside out
A love with no tears
Pain or doubt

A love with soul
So tender and true
A love that I had found
Only in you, Megels

You came into my life unexpectedly
And everything took a turn for the better
Your warm eyes, your laugh
The sincere way you spoke

The kindness you showed me
All became a part of my life
As you unfolded yourself to me
I discovered more and more beauty

I had never seen so much
Gentleness in one person
Without even knowing it
You were slowly making a place
For yourself in my heart

It used to seem so hard at times
To feel so close in a relationship
But it was so easy to feel close to you
I couldn't tell you how nice that felt
I realize now that I had never known
What it meant to be loved
Until I was loved by you, Megels

Missing you with my entire soul

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Your Beautiful Heart, Darlin Dew

Your lips
Your eyes
Your soul
Are like a work of art
The most creative thing of all
Is your beautiful heart, Megels

If you were a painting
No colors could express
The beauty deep inside you
A rainbow, nothing less

If you were a sculpture
The clay could hardly make
Your figure of an angel
Without one mistake

If you were a euphony
No choir could really sing
All the beautiful music
Your eyes could possibly bring

So here I am
An artist
With inspiration beyond belief
But to capture such rare beauty
I'd have to be a thief

As I look outside I see the breeze
Caress the leaves from the trees
And carry them to all around
Gently laid upon the ground

I see the birds so high above
Their songs sing of our special love
And laid upon their soft sweet wing
Your love to me they gently bring

And as they start their graceful descent
Delivering a message that's heaven sent
One thing I know and will hold so dear
When I see them fly I will feel you near darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxxxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxxoxoxoxoxoxo

I Give Myself With All Of My Heart

Where are you tonight my darlin
What is it that you do
It's true my heart is torn apart
When I'm not with you
What enchanted thoughts swim through your head
Are any of them of me
When, Megels, you go to bed
Is it my face you see

Who is honored with your presence now
And do they even care
The thought of you not being admired
Fills me with despair
Do they appreciate your loveliness
Do they marvel at your splendor
Do they love to hear your velvet voice
Do they adore your smile so tender

If they do not
Then they are all fools
And had you been with me
Every day, darlin
You'd be a queen
Because that's what you are to me

I'm at your feet
And I come with gifts
My body
My heart
My soul
They're yours to do with as you please
To command and to control

I give myself with all of my heart
I'm yours for all of time
Your slave
Your king
Your anything
Only say that you are mine

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Colors All Speak Of You

My adorable princess in the night
I searched the book of the cosmos for you
And there you were, Megels
My brightest star
A detailed flame of purest joy
That coalesced the heavens in extreme awe
The world, you have at your fingertips
And all the worlds and stars beyond
Tell me what you know of them
Do they shine from your essence
Or glow from the sight of your dramatic beauty
Do they travel the universe to be in unity with you
Do they wait for their cataclysmic fateful end
So that the shattering pieces that remain of them
May somehow find their way to the cradle of you
How I wonder what miraculous wonders you be store
How you make me weak in the knees to gaze at you
Hanging high up there in the blissful night sky
How do you think the stars befell enviously
They all want to radiate the systems of galaxies
But you will follow in your lead to perfection
It's when I come out late at night
And I feel all alone
I know you are there
Weightless over me
I know because my shortness of breath tells me
As my heart pounds rapid in my chest
And once again
You seduce me into a supernova
Stellar blaze of glory
Astral, luminescent sphere of light
From there to here is where you take me
As you have brightened all my ways of life

Made up of memories of you
Bound together with love
Sewn with your selfless giving
Threads made of grace
Lined with thoughts of you, Megels
Squares made of days gone by
Days we spent together
Each with a new design
Of the things that we shared
Blanket stitches of our hearts
Mingle the squares in rows
Nothing can tear it apart
Not fire or flood or anything close
It's kept in a place of my keeping
The treasure chest of my heart
Wrapped in tissue of forgiveness
And tied with ribbons of love
The colors all speak of you
Pinks and blues and other hues
Sewn tight and fastened together
With hope and faith and truth
That one day I will be yours
All yours once again

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

My Love Could Never Hide

You're the thought that starts each morning, Megels
The conclusion to each day
You are in all that I do
And everything I say

You're the smile on my face
The twinkle in my eye
The warmth inside my heart
The fullness in my life

You're the hand that's laced in mine
And the coat upon my back
My friend, my love
My shoulder to lean on

You're my silly, mature, caring
Thoughtful, bright, honest girl
The one I hold oh so tightly
When I needed to cry

You're the dimple on my cheek
The ever-constant tingle in my soul
The voice that makes me weak
The happiness in my life

You are all I've ever wanted
You are all I need
You are all I've dreamed of
You are all of this to me

I'd never known a love like yours
Nor thought it could be true
But every time I kissed your lips
I felt what love could do

With hair like silk
Lips so tender
Each moment spent with you
Made my heart surrender

I couldn't live, I couldn't breathe
Without you by my side
Never could I let you go
My love could never hide

In my heart is where you'll always be
From now until forever
No matter what, no matter where
I will wish we were together, Megels

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Changed It All For The Better

I feel so lost
So stagnant
So sad
Like I'm circling the drain

Time, loss, and loneliness
They eat away at me every day
It has been getting so much worse
I wake up and immediately cry

I don't want to go to sleep at night
I don't want the next day to come
Getting through work is a struggle
What I would give to feel your hug, Megels

You are I were connected
In a way that went far beyond romance
Beyond friendship
Beyond what we'd ever had before

It had defied time and distance
All the changes in our lives
It defied every explanation
Except one

We were soul mates

I can't explain it, I just feel it
It's there in ways to lift my spirits
Any time we talked I felt it
The sound of your voice brought me home

So many ways I can't explain
It's the delight we felt, when we laughed
At all the exact same things
When I was with you it was heaven

When I was with you
It's like a tiny piece of the universe
Shifted into place
A place it was supposed to be

Everything was right in the world

These things and so many more
Made me understand
That there is a one in a lifetime
Forever connection

A connection that could only exist
Between you and me, Megels
Deep in my soul
I know that being with you was a rare gift

One that brought us
Extraordinary happiness all through our lives
One that I miss so so much
I miss that feeling
I've screwed up so much
Caused so much pain

But with you
With you I was a better man
Every day I wish I never left that day
Changed it all for the better
For us

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I Still Want To Be With You

You always made me feel special, Megels
You made me feel new
You made me feel loved
With everything we did

You held me close when I was sad
You wiped away the tears from my face
Every time we were together
It seemed like the perfect place

My eyes lit up when you entered a room
I smiled when we were together
No matter how bad things were
You always made them better

I loved the way you kissed me
The way I could hold you tightly
The way we touched each other
I could be with you all night

I love the way you could make me laugh
For absolutely no reason at all
I love how no matter what I do
You would be there to catch me when I fell

I just want you to know
That even though I broke your heart
I will always love you
No matter what day or night

We parted on the worst of terms
I broke your heart more than I ever did
You came to me
You begged for us

All I ended up doing was hurting you more
When all I wanted was to spend my life with you
I miss you darlin
I'm in so much pain

I still wonder if you think of me at all
If anything reminds you of us
If anything comes up that makes you miss me
That's all my days are

I will never give up hope
I just can't make it work with anyone else
With you it was perfect
I still read your letter every day

My heart will forever be yours, Megels
All of time could go by
And on the last day of my time here
I would still want to be with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Truly Hopeful It Is You

As I sit here gazing out the window
Instead of working, I'm daydreaming of you, Megels
And wondering if while you're in your own world
You're thinking of me too

I reminisce about the day we met
How you made me feel
Looking at the glowing smile on your face
Staring into your dreamy auburn eyes
Your smell, your touch
Your warm embrace

What a special night that was

And now, I'm staring to feel that warmth inside
Like nothing or no one else can make me feel
Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts
Looking forward to the next time we meet

What lies ahead, down the road to love
Can it possibly be what I've been hoping for
All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes
Glaring now before me with great anticipation

No one knows what tomorrow brings
One can only wish and believe
I have abounding faith that God will take care of me
And bring the right person into my life

Could it be you, darlin?
Time will tell
I feel a special bond between us
And so I"m truly hopeful that it is you

Every moment that passes I hope it is you
Every single second I hope it is you
No matter how long it takes

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxooxxoxoxooxoxoxxo

Being What We Were Meant To Be

Sweet lady, song of my heart
Hold my hand, as this journey we start
Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness
And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness
Steadfast, honest, and true
I will always be here and forever love you

It is my prayer that I will always be
The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free
With my love I'll cover you and warm your soul with mine
Give you pleasures, like none you will find
You are sweet darlin, the song of my heart
I will love you forever, together or apart

So hear me sweet Megels, and know in your soul
That there is no better future than with you to grow old
Endless caresses, touches and kisses
Our passion a banner for our love's true existence
My hand I extend and my honor I offer
For being with you there was no greater pleasure

Your hand I would accept and all your love as well
My heart sang so loudly, all could tell
I was loved and in love with the girl made for me
Hold my hand and let us walk through this life
Being what we were meant to be
Together

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxo

When I Looked Into Your Eyes, Darlin

When first I looked into your eyes, Megels
Each breath became a thousand sighs
My heart drummed out a thunder beat
I glowed with joy from head to feet

The hand of love had touched my soul
As the bell of destiny began to toll
The tide of love began to rise
The world was filled with summer skies

My sodden clouds of cold and grey
Glowed with gold, then wisked away
A brilliant rainbow arched across
As the waves of love began to toss

The air was filled with lovebird cries
When first I looked into your eyes

When I first looked into your eyes, Megels
All time and space were paralyzed
And in that instant, I was shown
A universe, I had never known

I dwell there still, in paradise
When I look into your eyes

Every cloud that passes by
Reminds me of a memory
One of the many we have shared
I lay there staring up at them all the time
Hoping and wishing one day I can add to them

Missing you so much

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoox

Stopped Dreaming When I Met You

I used to dream of eyes so auburn
And loving arms to hold me
I used to dream of beautiful princesses
And how gracious they would be

I used to dream of how I wouldn't settle
For anything less than best
I used to dream of how she would majestically
Lay all my fears to rest

I used to dream of fairy tales
How wondrous would they be
I used to dream of story books
All patterned after me

I used to dream of a lot of things
But the moment I met you, Megels
I immediately stopped dreaming
Because all of my dreams come true

I gazed into your beautiful brown eyes
My heart whispered to me
And that's right when I knew
The waves had ceased crashing

On the sand at our feet
Time had stopped passing
My search was complete
I finally discovered

What I'd known all along
A mystery uncovered
That just couldn't be wrong
It wasn't our first kiss

Nor the day that we met
But I realized something
I will never forget
With the stars shining brightly

From high up above
If one word could be used to describe it
That word would be love
I knew then these feelings

For my darlin dew were true
The woman of my dreams
And my soulmate is you
I think of it every time

That I look at the stars
This memory is mine
But those moments are
Ours

Always

Love, Your Edward
oxoxoxoxxooxxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I Will Never Find A Love Like You

If you could see inside my soul
See inside my heart
You would know how I long for you, Megels
Whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how I cherish you
How much you mean to me

In all the ways you'd comfort me
The way you'd hold me near
The way you knew just what to do
To chase away my fears

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
Your crinkly nose smile, your laugh, your touch
Are just a few of many reason
I love you so much, Megels

Knowing I could talk to you
About any and everything
And knowing together we would get
Through whatever life would bring

I could search the whole world over
And this I know is true
I would never find another love
Like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, each sunrise
We can't know what's in store
There is one thing I know for sure
Each day I love you more

So if you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how blessed I felt
To have had you there with me

I still stare at the clock like it's going to go back
To the time when I could wake up to your face
The way you'd look at me in the morning
How you held me when you slept

I miss every single cell of how we were
I'm crippled with depression thinking
Of all the memories and adventures we'd have
Hoping every day will be the day
I can hear your voice again
Living through every beat of my heart
Knowing they are all for you darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo

I Still Think About You Here

Your whispers are gentle echoes, Megels
That sway ardent winds of harmony
And in the symphony of life
Each word is wrapped in rhapsody

We travel separate roads of life
Gather flowers along the way and
Share the music of their fragrance

We exist between two winds
I here under a pale moon
You, the other end of somewhere

Sometimes when wind blows through trees
I pause to listen and in its passing
I hear the tenderness of your voice
That fills the spectrum of my soul

You are the chime of warm rain
The moon that glows through the trees
And within the luster of evening
Your aura fills the scene

I hear the whispers of the wind
See the stars shine in the sky
But I hold the sunrise in my pocket

Dance with me within the wind
Then just let me love you darlin

It's been years since we first met
Since we looked into each other's eyes
Not realizing that we were meant to be together
It's been years since we shared our first laugh

Our first smile
Since we shared our first kiss
I remember how strong your arms embraced me
How soft you held me

How warm and gentle you were
I remember how passionate that first kiss was
Now my heart is dancing
Happy, knowing that it's been years

It's been years since we first met, Megels
And I still think about you here kissing me just the same
Still holding each other just the same
It's been years
And that feeling will never change
Just me missing you so very much

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

Deep In My Heart Where No One Can See

The sun sets
Upon the golden sand
We sit together
Hand in hand

We gently embrace
And look into each other's eyes
I wonder if you are
An angel in disguise

You hold me
Like there's no tomorrow
I suddenly forget
The past sorrow

I kiss your soft lips
And you kiss mine
I never knew
Loving someone could be this fine

I pick you up
And carry you to our room
Oh how a love can blossom
And a heart can bloom

Your touch is so gentle
And your hands so soft
How could a love like this
Ever go wrong

My heart is beating
200 times a minute
Because my love
You are in it, Megels

The sound of your heartbeat
All through the night
We fall asleep in each other's arms
And wake to the morning light

I look into your eyes
And this is when
I say thank you
For teaching me to love again

It's perfect and touches me deep
First thing in the morning, when I would hear you speak
And last thing at night as we bid sweet dreams
The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean

And all of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together and when you're away
I think of you always, imagine your touch
Think how to show you, I love you so much

So when we're apart, and I long for you to be near
I try to remember, how it was when you were hear
For deep in my heart, where no one can see
You'll be forever, together we'll be darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxxoooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxox

She Makes Me Strive For More

Autumn eyes stare out at me
Silky locks of burnished brown
Poise, elegance, and aristocracy
Statuesque, splendor, and magnificence
All words pale
All words fail
To bind the beautiful Megels

Beauty be not lonely
Virtue is her friend
Gentle, sweet, with wits abound
Her voice so sweet, has songbird sound
Yet the lexicon pales
The language fails
To bespeak beguiling Megels

I'd cross not mountains for her
I'd move them one by one
I'd walk not burning sands
Instead I'd seed her lands
Her world would fill with statues
And gardens at her feet
These things I say would happen
Each time we came to meet

She makes a man become a man
Makes him strive for more
She makes him wish for worthiness
Remake his very core
Thus I pay my homage
Poetic tribute not mere prose
I give to her this piece of me
And not some dying rose

To you I send my love over the stars
Each time the wind blows may it say your name
The sun transferring my love to your skin
Missing you has become my full time job
It still beats only for you
Yearning and reaching out for that one day
In hopes that I can be yours again

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxox

The Rest of My Days Gazing Into Your Eyes

When you came to my door that night, Megels
And your beautiful eyes gazed at me
From the darkness within
The world around me came to a stop
For just a few seconds
As I saw the love from within you

You looked at me with your warm smile
Your brown hair around your face
And whispered softly 'hey darlin'
And once again
I was at your mercy

For when you look into my soul
And I hear the sound of your sweet voice
My heart opens to you my love
With all of my dreams now fulfilled

I never knew that a love like this
Could ever exist
A love that consumes me
A love so powerful
And so overwhelming
That I fear if I were without it
My heart would no longer have a meaning
To its existence
For the love that flows through it now
Is what keeps me alive
Keeps me whole

As I gazed into your eyes my darlin dew
Down into the depths of your very being
I can see the love you felt for me
A love as strong as my own
A love that fills me so full of emotion
So full of hope for the future
That I pray I will spend the rest of my days
Gazing into your eyes

Whether it be soon or later
No matter how long I have to wait
It will always be worth it
Just to experience a future with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Love That Will Last For All Time

When memories cry
When memories fade and die

I'm going to grow old
My passion
My fiery passion
My flaming lust is going to grow cold

But my heart will always flow with a molten, love lava
In your name, Megels, this lava flows through my veins
My heart beats for you
My heart will never cease to beat your name

When I lose my charm and my glamour
When I lose my physique and my game
When I'm old and wrinkly
When I cannot look myself in the mirror
I'll still stare at you

When memories fade
When I forget the days of the week
And the months of the year
When I mix names and faces
The memory of you
Will always shine bright and clear
Your image
Has been burnt to my memory
I will never forget your radiance and beauty

I will die happy, darlin
With the image of your sweet smile
On my mind
And love
On my lips and in my heart

My love for you is like a red, red rose
It started as  a seed but it has grown and grown
Its roots reach deep down inside my chest
And it grows even more with each passing breath

The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure
All the doubt that I've had, you have since cured
For all the thorns that this proud rose bears
They are softened by the thought of your care

Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies
But the love that helped grow it will last for all time

I had a dream last night
I was in your home trying to talk to you
Everything was red
From the furniture to the cars

Tears in my eyes I explained how I felt about you
You looked at me, tears in your eyes
How sorry I was
How badly I wanted to be yours

Waking up without the resolution hurt
The darkness and quiet around me
You are still in my dreams and I am still hoping
I'm glad you are still in there
You are the best dreams I've ever had
Missing you so very much

Always

Love, Your Edward
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My Heart Calls To You Every Night

I remember that day when all with the world was right
Everything seemed so very , very bright
As we traveled for hours along that winding road
Stopping here and there for photos to upload

The autumn colors as beautiful as a sunset
It was that very day our spirits finally met
In a place finally free from dark subdued light
Suddenly, we were finally shining so bright

A little overwhelming, I had said it could be
You needed to breath, take a break from me
And now you understand those dizzy thoughts
The ones you created with the love you brought

The love I hold finally to be shared
With my darlin for whom my love has been bared
This love not to be hidden, but now open for all to see
My heart freely given, please take all of me

Your heart too my love you gave for me to hold, Megels
And it's safe, deep within my hearts stronghold
Forever to be cherished and nourished
For what a day it will be to see that heart flourish

Keep that smile upon your face my love
And those sparkling eyes keep them looking above
For those shooting stars that I'll send tonight
Will keep our love pure and shining throughout the dark night

There are so many days when I'm driving home
The music playing and my imagination racing
I think of you every single time
My eyes filling up with tears

I know that I'm going home and you won't be there
You'll be somewhere else, Megels
The tears wonder if he sings with you, shares your interests
Or if you settled because of my mistakes

My heart begins to hurt knowing I could never financially beat them
He can offer you the easy life with anything you want
You're his trophy, it's hard not to be destroyed
But I sit every single night and continue to hope

One day I may run out of tears to shed
But it doesn't seem like anytime soon
No matter how many nights go by
My heart calls to you on every star in the night sky

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxooxxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

A Fantasy Waiting For Its Happy Ending

You were a dream
A dream that filled my thoughts
And my loneliest nights

You were the dream I held on to, Megels
The dream my heart longed to one day have

You were the dream that made me smile
An escape from my reality
A fantasy I longed to one day come true

Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy
Came true the day when I first saw you darlin

My dream that used to be
Became a reality embodied in you

A fantasy waiting for its happy ending
Was a fairytale come true

Once my only escape
Was then the comfort that I lived for

Together we had been through the heartaches
The pain of walking away or being left behind

Every new road we had to take
Because of the choices we had to make
Only paved the road
That brought us closer to one another

Life may not have been easy
With all the burdens and drama
That life hands to us
But when you find someone
To share your life with
No drama is hard to handle
No burden is hard to bare

When you have someone
The one you've dreamed of
Then your life becomes the escape you both take
To get away from the reality that surrounds

I know because
I found that love
My lifetime partner
My soul mate
In you, Megels

You're the reason for the butterflies
The ones fluttering uncontrollably inside of me
Those butterflies will never calm
They've taken over my whole body

You're  the reason
The reason I believe in love
The reason I'll always save my heart for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxxooxxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxox

I Would Do Anything For You Darlin Dew

As I sit, staring out the window at the grey skies
My mind drifts back to this time with you, Megels
The crowd fell away and I saw only you
No more than a glance but my heart somehow knew

Before I met you, I'd had my share of sorrow
So I was instantly guarded and full of bravado
You were never fooled and you saw the real me
And I realized I can only be the best I can be

We shared our first laugh, our first kiss, our first smile
And I tried to not love you, at least for a while
We became friends and lovers, I bared my soul
It was only with you that I began to feel whole

When you declared your love you broke down my defenses
Happiness and hope overwhelmed my senses
Ever since then our love had continued to grow
And with you by my side I would always know

That you would laugh at my tantrums, you would kiss my tears
You would hold my hand to allay any fears
Each night we would lie in bed entwined
Our dreams, our hopes, our souls are aligned

And as we sat in the light of the sun above
I need to convey how much you mean to me
Let us freeze those moments and take time to treasure
Years full of laughter, love and pleasure

Thank you for all the love you bestowed
And although the rest of our story's untold
I would trade a lifetime without you for our last year together
You have changed my life, infinitely, for the better

The way I feel when I'm with you darlin
I forget my troubles like there's just us two
You make my heart beat fast and strong
You make me feel like I truly belong

You filled the gaps inside my heart
Like I'd finally found my missing part
I sink in your eyes, warmed by your smile
The world is perfect just for a while

You make life better than it used to be
You are the sugar in my cup of tea
Whenever you need me, I'll always be there
I'll be there to talk to, I'll be there to care

Because for you, Megels
I would do anything

Always

Love, Your Edward
xooxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Yearning For The Day I Can Be Yours Again

I was lonely and somewhat lost
I wanted a companion and friend, nothing more
I took the plunge, I stepped in
Nervous and unsure, I waded in

Unexperienced and quite unsure
Feeling trepidation, I wondered if I did right
Feeling shy but needing a girl's company
I took a chance, to see what would occur

Surprise, shock and so much joy
I found the woman of my dreams, I won first prize
Gentle, caring, trusting and sensuous, along you came
Into my life, you brought happiness, fulfillment
And everything I had secretly yearned for

Not sure how I would cope and react
From that first meeting I was complete
Such emotions flowed through me
That I believed I would never feel

Beauty, tenderness, faith, desire and love came fast
All my hidden dreams were answered
By your marvelous presence

From that first meeting who would believe
Such a strong romance would have started
When we were together all I needed
Was in my arms, in my heart

All I ever needed was you
Every mistake haunts me
Every day I can't be near you pains me
I don't know what keeps my heart beating anymore

No new experience or memory can replace
Not a single one of ours
I miss them so much
Yearning and hoping that one day
One day
I can be yours again, Megels

Always,

Love, Your Edward
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A Place Where Our Hearts Are One

Mystery, it clouds your form
Ecstacy, it keeps us warm
The dance has begun, with but us two
I'll take your hand, I'll walk with you
Take me to depths in the sea of love
Go with me further, never enough
I'll breathe in your perfumed scent
You intoxicate, invade my head

Give in to your senses, here we go
Follow me now, let your heart take control
Our time is short, and death is nigh
To mountains and peaks, we must fly
Leave life behind in our own world
Get away from it all, run with me, Megels
Forget all your troubles, walk in the moonlight
Gaze into my eyes, stay with me tonight

We need not fear, we must venture on
Forsake loneliness, drink in our love's song
Pure angel of dawn, you've stolen my heart
You illuminate me, pierce the dark
Your purity, it leaves me numb
Your beauty, where does it come from
I long to touch your smooth, soft skin
To stroke your hair, give you everything

To pull you into my embrace
To hear you breathe, to see your face
To feel your heart beat softly with mine
To hold you tightly, leave reason behind
To draw you in, to taste your kiss
All heartbreak gone, nothing amiss
I'd lose myself inside your eyes
Stay in love forever, mesmerized

Run away with me, barefoot in the sand
Walk by my side, rule all the lands
Hear our hearts beating with love so wild
Our heads spinning with passion
There's untamed joy we can't contain
Hypnotizing ardor we can't explain
I'm romeo, will you be juliet
We can share a bond we'll never forget

We can clasp hands in the twilight
Hold each other, day and night
We can be alone, just me and you
Our souls entwined, you know it's true
We can do anything, if you'll take faith
I'll protect you, I'll keep you safe
We can be together eternally
We can live forever, so come with me darlin
To a place where our hearts are one

Always

Love, Your Edward
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