There's A Reason We Met

My whole life
It seems
I've spent only waiting
For the perfect girl
My mind's always painting

I've searched and searched
But the end's all alike
I'll go to bed empty
Sleep alone for the night

Suddenly, my hopes grow limp
My portrait fades to bland
I realize that my search must end
There is no perfect girl

But you proved me wrong
You showed me what's right
And handed back that paintbrush
To paint again tonight

But there is no need to paint
My work is nearly done
Because of you the colors returned
The light of love was won

My whole life of waiting
Has someone to end my strife
My dream had been accomplished
The portrait came to life

That portrait became you
The Megels who reminded me how to smile
We shared Universal and starting a life together
No matter how difficult it became

I'm not happy without you
It pains me to even think of someone else doing our things
I can't imagine it's like we were
Can't imagine you share all the same interests

We were brought together for a reason
Took that trip for a reason
Never stopped talking and wanting for a reason
Always loved each other for a reason

He may be amazing now but it isn't us
He won't game with you in Mario Kart or Banjo
Won't quote with you or dress in pop culture wear
Be excited for Star Wars or wear feety pajamas

I would take you to the London Harry Potter exhibit
The big comic cons
Support your interests and hobbies
Create art for our child's room

We are kids at heart with the same interests
There is a beautiful girl with a young heart in you
Shared interests in life are so important
There's a reason we were brought together

A reason my heart still beats for you, turkey leg
Miss and love you so much

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Always Yours, Dew Drop

As I woke to the sun
Rushing through my window
My mind was filled
With thoughts of you
As the sun filled my room
With warmth it reminded me
Of the warmth I feel
From within your heart
I walk outside into the beautiful warm sunshine
A gentle breeze brushes against my face
It reminds me of your soft kisses
Your gentle touch
I stand and close my eyes
I feel your hands touch me
I feel your breathe softly on my neck
I turn and as I take you in my arms
I whisper softly
What a beautiful day
Your eyes, beautiful and dark
I take your hand
Lead you through the park
Along a path
Through the trees
I feel the cold
Autumn breeze
Everything slows down
As your other hand finds my cheek
My eyes sparkle with love
My legs go weak
Our lips press gently
The sun shines gold
Drops of rain surround us
My heart is sold
I can't think of anyone better
To grow old with and share adventures
I want to hold your hand watching Endgame
Feel our shoulders touch while we game
Your body spider monkied onto mine in bed

I think of your smile every day
I will give it all up to be with you
There was a reason we kept being put together
No distance is too far
No time is too long
Megels, my heart is yours
Hopefully my words reach you
And your heart listens

I'm truly sorry for all that I caused
But I want you to know
I am yours
No matter what

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Rest of My Life For You

The sun rises
The sun sets
The night lights glow
One light shines brighter though
And she will stay with me forever
She is what keeps me going in cold weather
When the road gets rough
She is the one that holds me tight
When I see her
Hair in the wind
Looking like an angel
Eyes radiant in the sun
She brings warmth to my heart
Her bright soul
Her spirit so high
Like the wind
I will always find her
Wherever she might be
No matter what she thinks
Or what she does
She's perfect
And that is all that matters
She is the girl of my dreams
And I found her
The spaces between your fingers were created
So that another's could fill them in
That love and someone is you, Megels
My nerdy compliment
The voice singing in the car
Hopping up and down in feety pajamas
Matching pop culture T-shirts
Quoting every movie we know
Waving our Potter wands
Coloring Star Wars pictures
Creating memories and love others are jealous of
There is only one girl who matches me so perfectly
One girl who I devote every day to making smile
The girl who can be her true self with me
Two short nerds in love and having so much fun

All our dreams achieved together
In the funnest ways possible
My mind goes back to that day at the hotel
In the lobby watching the cosplayers walk by
You wanted us
You always did
I can't erase my mistakes and poor choices
But I can spend the rest of my life
Making it up to you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo

For You I Would Do Anything

For you Megels, I would make sure dew
Glides along a rose petal
Accompanied by the song of a lyre
With notes infinitesimal

I would make rain drops fall
With chimes of crashing crystal
Splashing in a dance of pieces
So pristine and ephemeral

For you Megels, I would convince butterflies
To perform aerial ballet
Every time you wander among flowers
To make a bouquet

I would charm the robins
To beautifully crochet
Using ferns, tulips and crocuses
A little beret

For her, I would entice
The pure lady of the lake
To allow the water lilies
To bloom earlier for your sake

I would assure the coy goldfish
To daintily shake
Their flimsy tails
Near your naked feet so delicate

For you Megels, I would whisper music to the fir cone
For them to pirouette
I would play flute for the dandelions
To flutter their fragile silhouette

I would compliment the snowflakes
For them to sparkle on the minaret
And, for you Megels, I would try to sing
A lifelong melodious duet

For you Megels, I will give every beat of my heart
Every breathe inside of my lungs
Until the stars burn out in the sky
And all that's left is hand entwined in love

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxxoxoooxoxooxoxo

Forever My Model Girl

I didn't know love

Could be this way

Or maybe I never knew love

Until I loved you

Whichever it is

It's a feeling I've never before felt

I don't think I could ever feel it

With any other human being

I want to breathe it in

I can't get close enough to it

It draws me, lifts me up

Possesses me

And I don't want to remember

What it's like to be without it

Love is a mirror

It sees and reflects back

It even has the ability

To show you sides of yourself

That you never knew existed

And if love is true

Every side is your best side

Your heart so fragile yet warm and strong

Like the most enchanting of songs

Causes me to stumble and fall

Like a baby's first attempts to crawl

Your very being excites me so

Like a fairground ride, my senses glow

You'll be forever my model girl

And I'll be forever in a whirl

Megels is the beating of my heart

Every day filling my body with warmth

I miss you so very much

Wishing on every star

Just to hold you again

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxxoox

Your Love Forever Inside Me

To the beauty that is Megels

How we matched so perfectly

The one person with all the same interests

Who I would do anything for

Her love is like a dawn

And the promise of the day

It fills my heart with hope

Pushing the dark away

Her love does come

Into my cold, dark night

Filling my soul with warmth

From her glowing sunlight

As the sun does rise

With each new morn

Her love gives life

As though reborn

As  the sun always wins

And covers the night

Her love conquers me

And all seems right

As there is no greater beauty

Than the rising of the sun

There's nothing more alluring

Than the love of this one

As it peeks over my horizon

And rises in my sky

The majesty of her love

I know can never die

Try as you may

To thwart the rising sun

There's no way to stop it

Like the love of this one

For as the morning is sure

And certain as can be

Her love is ever-present

Forever inside of me

So, no matter my lot

No matter my place

Her love will shine

And brighten my face

When night seems endless

And all hope seems gone

I can dream a dream

The return of dawn

My dreams continue day after day

Does he make you smile with references

Appreciate your ninja turtle and Harry Potter love

Support your gaming and movie quotes

My heart beats true

Day after day

No future could be so fulfilling

Except one with you

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxox

Love is Life With You

Megels darlin
My heart is yours
I love you
I need you
My heart screams to yours

The mouth fails to let you know
What the heart longs to convey
The body responds to the love within
That is pushing against the skin
This love that wants to be unleashed
But is held back by the mouth that refuses to speak

I love you
I need you
My heart beats louder
With the hopes that yours will hear

The rhythm increases
I fear my chest will tear
But
Slowly
My heartbeat returns to normal
As the melody from your heart finally reaches mine

I love you
I need you
Our hearts sing together

What the mouth could not say
The heart dared to sing
Love is words that cannot be written
Feelings that cannot be explained
Love is that moment when you cannot speak
Because so much wants to be said

Love is when you cannot imagine your life any different
Love is friendship that cannot be broken
Love is two souls wrapped in one
Love hurts so wonderfully you cannot let go

You are love in every single sense of the word
Both physically and emotionally
There's nobody I have felt a stronger connection to
Nobody who shares all the same interests and loves in life
A life without you is a life without air

A life with you
A dream my heart has every night
Missing you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo

A Love Burning Eternal

Megels darlin, you dance through the sinews of my heart
Twisting and writhing to exotic rhythm
With warmth and soft abandon
You capture the infinite passages of my mind
With such completeness
Denying me the freedom
To think past your beauteous embrace

What girl can possess such power
What heavenly creature can so completely allure
My being now immersed in her fabulous enchantment
So incoherent are my effusions of desire
I am now a stranger to my own mind and deed

She is beauty, she is perfection
In her mind, her body, her spirit
Her full, blood ruby lips entice and provoke me
To go where I do not dare
Inside her eyes, brilliant blue sapphire lies as stone
With the resonance of harder times
Hiding a warmth, a passion, that most may never see
For her fear that she can be hurt again

Our minds are one,  a union like few others will know
A merging of nomadic souls in an oasis
So right, so brilliant, so sentient
Both traveled that road of excess
And wise to life's darker sides
Separate paths have forged our minds
And disparate storms have weathered us
To birth these souls

What chance encounter for life to offer
That I should ever meet this girl
What opportunity for life
To torture my mind and my body and soul
A love so consummate could never be mine
Such false dream I dared not consider

But my mind's in her hands, and this sense is not heard
So with restraint unleashed
With reckless abandon
These dreams of passion and love did grow
That moment she spoke, I was falling
Speeding through the earth so fast, my vision a blur

My armor, laid at her feet
Set down, in fumbled declarations of love
With magnificent limpidity her words were heard
Piercing my flesh as cold steel
As I peer through the swirls of this wake-less fog
My mind is lost in endless reflection

Deep inside me a flickering flame
A love that will burn eternal
While my body, I feel your presence
As you dances in the sinews of my heart

Megels, you are the most beautiful music
From my ears to my feet I feel it all throughout
My love for you burning through my body

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxo

I See That Beauty In You, Darlin

Like each day grows

as blades of grass

with countless more to live

My heart, it longs

to be with hers

these words to her I give

As springtime comes

with cold and rain

to make my heart light grow

Cold are my days

of loneliness

amidst the winter's snow

My love, my love

I call to you

my heart cries in the night

To feel your warmth

Your summer sun

and dance beneath your starlight

To know the pain 

of loneliness

it was mine before I knew

You saw my eyes

how grey they seemed

before a heart so blue

And each day grows

as blades of grass

with countless more to live

These words are all

I have and more

to you, Megels, my heart I give

It all just doesn't seem right

Everything on pause without you

Our memories the one thing to make me smile

My love knows no bounds for you

I will wait any amount of time

No matter short or for a long while

You always hoped it would be us

Here I am with arms wide open

My mistakes paid for in such pains

Never could I ever repeat my wrongs

For a life with you is the only right

Every minute without you my heart wains

Love is eternal when you come across it

When everything lines up

No changing, no hiding

True selves matching into something beautiful

I see that beauty in you, darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxxooxoxoxoxoxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoox

A Love Lasting Throughout Time

Easter is the hardest for me because it was when I had you
We were perfect and ready for your hand
I messed it up with worries and choices
Never forgave myself

Easter will always hurt without you
There is nothing I wouldn't do to have you back
To ask you again on one knee
To never let you go

Two kindred souls walking the face of this earth
Worlds apart, but one heart
Settling for love, but never happy
Always knowing the other was there

Then one day by chance, their paths merged
A love from another lifetime re-ignited
The long talks revealed two separate lives
That were shared as one over time and distance

The love that was realized was overwhelming
The realization of the emotions was known immediately
Two lives, two hearts, two thousand miles, one love

The laughter, the tears, the shedding away of the years
The realization of the paths walked, the similarities
The oneness of a life spent apart
As if they had lived in each other's hearts and souls through time immortal
As in a dream that only they shared on those quiet nights
When thoughts of what was supposed to be traveled through their minds
The sunrises and sunsets shared by both
As if they knew the other was watching
Yet not knowing where the other was

The love realized was akin to two worlds colliding
As they melted into each other's hearts and souls
As moths are drawn to a flame
Their hearts were drawn together
A dance of love, twisting, turning, flowing together
Climbing ever higher towards the warmth of their love
This isn't a love of a lifetime
It's the love of an eternity
An eternity spent searching for each other
Searching for happiness
Searching for what was always meant to be

Life and love run in circles
Once begun, the circles never end
Through time, across generations, over distances unimagined
Their love maintained its intensity
Its warmth
Its genuine pull of hearts towards the unknown known
The circle came all the way around and true
Genuine love was discovered again
A love that will continue to span the universe
And last throughout all time

My heart remains running in that circle towards you
With you, Megels, in my eyes the whole way
There's nobody else in existence that has touched my heart
The one person who my heart remains for
The future of a perfect complimentary match
Two true real selves not hidden or changed
The person you said you could be your real self with

My hand and heart saving that spot for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxooxoxoxoxoxox

Nobody has my heart like you

A Bond Between Two Hearts

The story of meeting a girl
Brown eyed, short, cutie
A lucky meeting at my first job
A story that lives in my heart

When two people fall in love
They talk of stars aligned above
Of fate uniting two stray hearts
Two souls have found a missing part

Two rivers flow and finally meet
Two sets of footprints on the beach
Two lives that now begin one story
Share mistakes and share in glory

Two sets of toes outside the bed
Two understand when nothing's said
Two make a path and walk together
A bond that links two lives forever

All this is true, but so much more
Love reaches out around this core
To family, friends and those who care
New love and life in which to share

All things began from such a start
A simple bond between two hearts
What starts as two, then grows in others
The world has built around two lovers

It is this love to this girl
That I think about and dream about every day
You, Megels are my love story
The one that future chapters I can't see
Not without you

Love is you
Love is deep
The one person in the world
Who represents true love to me
Is you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxox

Mend My Broken Heart Darlin

Dear Megels sweet

Loneliness drifts as sand over an endless forsaken horizon
Where Earth and sky meet occupied with tormenting solitude
Wrought with emptiness
Disparaged by fate and beguiled by life's destination
A path of sadness
A void unfulfilled
Yet within this mire of perpetual woe resides
A tattered but not shattered still beating heart
An eager soul patiently watchful
Ever so vigil for the promise and hope that is love.

Dear sweet Megels, why must you be so elusive
Why must you be so evasive, so rare
If only to stand beside you to ground me
As the Earth beneath my feet.
If only to draw you in as a saving breath
Your hope fuels the fire beating within my chest
Your temptation deeply courses internal as life's blood

Love, you are there but I see you not
Reveal yourself unto me
Shed your reclusive poise
Privilege me by your presence
Allow me the foremost honor to celebrate all that is only you
Desire me and receive my passionate unyielding devotion
Empower me to hold you close
To protect you and cherish you with passion and adoration
Dwell within me then
Allow me to fulfill you, complete you

Dear sweet dew drop mend my broken heart
Unleash my soul from the bondage of loneliness
Free my spirit together as one
And I shall champion you above all others

Dear sweet darlin
I miss you, constantly having you on my mind
A life of togetherness never to be apart
Our true selves, sharing in all aspects of our lives
We like all the same things, do all the same things
There is nobody more perfect
Than the girl who has my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Be The Real You With Me

To the Megels
Who holds my love
No matter what life
Puts in our paths

It's uncanny, this love
In all its glorious wonder
As though the depths of my dreams
Have been torn asunder

And through such a rift
To my surprise
Appeared an angel
With enchanting eyes

Within these orbs
Beneath hair unfurled
Rest a portal
To an unknown world

There I sat
With jaw agape as I stare
And fell into those gems
With nary a care

Nothing did I find
But all that I've longed for
A heart that accepts me
And a love to be strong for

As I drift back
From my euphoric daze
With stomach aflutter
And heart ablaze

I realize this is not
A one sided fling
For she too yearns
The love I bring

As she curls
Into my warm embrace
Her heart content
And glistening smile in place

I hold her close
She holds my heart
My soul
My love

I am yours
True and real
Matching, sharing, complimenting
You are my darlin dew drop

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxox

You Are the Essence of My Heart

Somewhere in time through all of life
There comes a moment when you perceive
That you are in the essence of another's heart
And the protection of one's love
That burns glowingly from its embers
Provides a comforting warmth
Like the roar that breaks upon a sandy shore

It's a point in time when the Earth slows
Arctic, a moment without flaw
Blissful with fiery passion
That beckons to embrace your soul

Trees sway gracefully through soft winds
And embrace the sound of emotions
As if being born once again
A moment that is heard clearly
Through the sweet chimes of singing birds

Rapture warms you with desire
To capture passion with reason
Bring together life's true meaning
Reflected from the seeds of love

Love's words are swept out from the sand
To be caught in a gentle wind
Then released to enter the heart
Filling the space between sunset and dawn
Illuminated by the stars

A madness that comes from dreams
And the moment after you fall in love
No words in any language can ever describe it
The only time I have ever felt it was with you
Love personified is you Megels

The most beautiful of people on the Earth
The warmest of any of the seasons
You dew drop are what gives life to my heart
The one and only I miss so greatly
My hand constantly reaching out to yours

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxo

The True Real You

To the one whom my heart belongs
The true Megels inside herself
Who can't be bought by money
Who won't let her nerdy self be forgotten

To find a rose as fair as you
As bright as your rosy cheeks
One can never imagine
For of your face God speaks

Your beauty is the bright sun
Laughter blossoming petals of rose
To find a love as fair as yours
Is a quest no man knows

Find a rose as fair as you
And I shall be defeated sound
There exists no rose
For you are found

Your love is like summer's grace
Always passionate and heated
The warmth of your embrace
Leaves my breath depleted

So fair you are, Aphrodite
Might hide her unwanted face
For only you, fairest blossom rose
Can occupy her space

Do not be tricked by money and spoils
Nor change who you truly are
It's never too late
Do not repeat the past full of sadness

I know the real heart within you darlin
To share your interests is so important
You cannot buy your heart or your love
I saw the real you every day

The one I fell in love with
The one who always hoped it was me
Always prayed for it to be us in the end
I stand and wait at your door

Hand reached out
For the real you
Not hidden or changed
The heart who loves the true you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo

You're Always On My Mind, Darlin

The one and only Megels
The only person who can make me feel this way
Every waking moment is you
From dreams to the stars

You are someone special
I knew this from the start
Your kindness and your smile
Just lighten up my heart

So funny and so caring
So honest and so true
There is not a single thing
I wouldn't do for you

You are there whenever I need you
You never let me down
Managing to cheer me up
And turning my frown around

There are not many people like you
You're certainly one of a kind
If there is one thing I am certain of
You are always on my mind

Who knows where this road will take us
Or where the path will lead
But I know I'll always be smiling
Because you are the best thing to every happen to me

Waking up is tough without you beside me
Feels like life is on pause without you near
Some days are so much worse than others
Almost too much to handle

There are days when I hope I wake up
Turn over and there you are
Back in our apartment, like it was all a bad dream
I'd hold you tightly and whisper in your ear

I love you Megels
I'll never let you go
Never bring you down
I've seen the awful future without you
That's one I'll do anything to avoid

I'll make stupid choices
Try my hardest not to make mistakes
No matter what your heart is loved by me
I know that the future will be right

Because any day I wake up to you
Is the best future I could possibly imagine

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Dew Drop Deep Inside My Heart

Megels, when I'm with you
Eternity is a step away
My love continues to grow
With each passing day

This treasure of love
I cherish within my soul
How much I love you
You'll never really know

You bring a joy to my heart
I've never felt before
With each touch of your hand
I loved you more and more

Every single moment spent with you
Even when we were apart
Know I hold you dearly
Deep inside my heart

So these seven words
I pray you hold true
Forever and always
I will love you

I love you deeply
I love you oh so very much
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch

I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way
The joy that you brought
To my life every day

I love you today
As I have from the start
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart

I would lasso the moon
Grab every single shining star
Cross the farthest of oceans
Travel every distance no matter how far

You, turkey leg, are my love
The perfect connection
With all the same compliments
A cuter more nerdy couple there isn't

Just you in my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love Me Always Darlin

Love me in the spring time

When all is green and new

Love me in the summer

When the sky is oh so blue

Love me in the autumn

When the leaves are turning brown

Love me in the winter, when the snow is falling down

Love me when I'm happy

And even when I'm sad

Love me when I'm good

Or when I'm oh so bad

Love me when I'm handsome

Or if my face is plain

Love me when I'm feeling good

Or when I'm feeling pain

Love me always darlin

In the rain or shining sun

Love me always darlin

After all is said and done

Love me always darlin

Until all our life is through

Love me always darlin

For I'll be loving you

Love is like a lump of gold

Hard to get and hard to hold

Of all the girls I've ever met

You're the one I can't forget

I do believe that God above

Created you for me to love

He chose you from all the rest

Because he knew I would love you best

Miss you so much Megels

My heart beats for you

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxox

You Are My Reason To Be

What is love, but an emotion
So strong and so pure
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure

What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time's ceaseless flow

What is love, but a triumph
A glorious goal attained
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained

What is love, but a champion
To cast the tyrant from his throne
And raise the flag of truth and peace
And fear of death overthrow

What is love, but a beacon
To guide the wayward heart
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart

And what is love, but forever
Eternal and sincere
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life's brief years

So I'll tell it on the mountaintops
In all places high and low
That love for you is my reason to be
And will never break or bow

You are my beacon Megels
The light that always kept me out of the dark
The feeling of love I can never duplicate
The happiest memories I own

I pray and hope my words reach your eyes
So that I may look into them once again
Hold your hand and caress your palm
Kiss your forehead and whisper into your ear

I love you Megels darlin
Our life down there was a utopia
A perfect home, perfect lover
I will forever reach out my hand to you

There is one ride in this life
I will do whatever it takes
To spend all of mine
With you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Not Without You Darlin

Megels, beautiful dew drop
To love is to share life together
To build special plans just for two
To work side by side
And then smile with pride
As one by one, dreams all come true

To love is to help and encourage
With smiles and sincere words of praise
To take time to share
To listen and care
In tender, affectionate ways

To love is to have someone special
One who you can always depend
To be there through the years
Sharing laughter and tears
As a partner, a lover, a friend

To love is to make special memories
Of moments you love to recall
Of all the good things
That sharing life brings
Love is the greatest of all

I've learned the full meaning
Of sharing and caring
And having my dreams all come true
I've learned the full meaning
Of being in love
By being and loving with you

Spring may bring warmer weather
But it is still chilly without you
Our times laying by the air conditioner
Your bedtime shorts to stay cool
All of my thoughts all day are of you

I want to start my movie and have you in it
Travel the world to each continent with you
Enjoy our nerdiness in the funnest ways possible
I can't bring myself to step into a comic con anymore
Not without you

The moment I hear Harry Potter I almost cry
New Star Wars trailer this weekend
Excitement is gone without you
I want to be in the car with you singing
Lionel Ritchie, NOW part one, Spice Girls, and Cher

Does he game with you?
Race you in Mario Kart?
Impressed by your skills in Ducktales or Mystical Ninja or Sims?
Does he love your smile playing Luigi's Mansion
Will he take you to the cons and join in?

When Star Wars comes out
Will he dress up with you and go on opening day
Laugh at your hey listen tshirt
Stay up watching Supernatural, Pretty Little Liars, Friends
Drop his life to move states away for you

Leave flowers on your car
Bring you lunch to your work
Find your favorite things for presents
Paint you paintings or tables
Call you Megels while playing with your hair

Take Sammy for walks when you're at work
Vacuum and do laundry so you don't have to
Write you a love note every single day
Leave you messages in letters on the fridge door
Hold your hand and make inside jokes in line at Universal

Sit next to you all day if you are napping or sick on the couch
Always get you if you are out drinking
Wave wands together in Harry Potter world
Spend every night either with you or on the phone with you
Keeping you on facetime until you fall asleep

Loves you more than life itself
Knowing my mistakes
Growing to be a better partner
The one person on his mind all day
Your age sharing all of your same interests

There is a girl named Megels who walked into my life
Changed it in more ways than I can count
Who I would give the rest of my existence up
Just to spend the rest of this one with her
Missing you more than I breathe air

My heart belongs to you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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I'm right here

The Angel I Need

If you are reading this Megels

These words and all of my love

Are for you

For you I would climb

The highest mountain peak

Swim the deepest ocean

Your love I do seek

For you I would cross

The rivers most wide

Walk the hottest desert sand

To have you by my side

For you are the one

Who makes me whole

You've captured my heart

And touched my soul

For you are the one

That stepped out of my dreams

Gave me new hope

Showed me what love means

For you alone

Are my reason to live

For the compassion you show

And the care that you give

You came into my life

And made me complete

Each time I see you

My heart skips a beat

For you define beauty

In both body and mind

Your soft, gentle face

More beauty I'll never find

For you are the one

God sent from above

The angel I need

For whom I do love

With all of my being

I am yours

Always

Love, Your Edward

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We Are One in Heart

To the beautiful Megels

The dew drop on my flowers

I've made a vow

To no one but you

I pledge my love to forever be true

I'll take care of you

Treat you right

I'll lay beside you

All through the night

I'll feed you and clothe you

Keep you warm

I'll hug you and kiss you

Give shelter in the storm

I'll help you and guide you

Clear a path

I'll protect you and shield you

From any angry wrath

I'll listen to your problems

Help you solve them too

I'll make you a rainbow

And let the sun shine through

I'll take your side

Even if you're wrong

Just to prove our love is strong

I'll plant you flowers

And make them grow

They'll be a symbol of love

That only we'll know

I'll whisper your name

When no one is near

So low that only you can hear

You'll feel my love

Even if we're apart

You'll know that we are one in heart

You are the girl of my dreams

The one on my mind day after day

Megels my turkey leg

There is no other girl I'd rather be with

Than you

Hand in hand, hearts intertwined

I'm yours

Always

Love, Your Edward

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Love I Cannot Live Without

On a summer's day long ago
I fell in love and I'll never know
Just what it was that made me feel
So drawn to you, what the appeal
That set my pulses so to race
Whenever I gazed upon that face
Of one who was scarce but child
Yet even then could drive me wild
I'll never know the how's and why's
I lost my heart to hazel eyes
But when I got that long sought kiss
I know I'd found my perfect miss
My girl, Megels from down the roads
And I'll never let you go again

For how could I describe our love?
Romantic love, all hearts and flowers
No way to count the days and hours
Spent in self-indulgent wishes
And thoughts of long awaited kisses
Of sweet embraces, tender sighs
And gazing into love filled eyes
Oh yes, it is that kind of love

Or, is it yet the love of passion
The ecstasy that knows no ration
That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling
The climax with your senses reeling
The wondrous joy when you discover
That sweet surrender to your lover
Oh yes, it is that kind of love too

Or even yet a love that grows
One that cares and one that knows
That sees beyond the outer skin
Into the person deep within
That loves the spirit and the soul
The inner self that makes the whole
Built on trust and empathy
A love you know was meant to be

The love we shared is all these things
A love Megels dew drop that could never replace
A love you never need to doubt
A love I cannot live without
A love to last us all our days
A love I'll share with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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You're Perfect In My Eyes

Remember that day at the hotel comic con
You were staring and thinking to yourself
You said it would be easy to go right back
To pick back up and continue on

I never wanted to leave you
A mistake that pains me day and night
I would give up the rest of my life
For that chance to hold you again

Love is the most powerful feeling
An emotion you caught the best of
The words you wrote to me stick
They hold true and make me believe

The most common interests of anyone together
The funnest and best memories
A future where you could actually be yourself
I don't think you'll be truly happy with him

Will he game with you and let you be nerdy
Wear t-shirts and understand yours
Be first in line for star wars with you
Share in all of your loves

My heart screams out for you
Do not repeat your past
Your true self, no hiding or changing
Let me take your hand

All I ever wanted
was to be part of your heart
And for us to be together
To never be apart

No one else in the world
can even compare
You're perfect and so is our love
that we share

We have so much more than
I ever thought we would
I love you more
than I ever thought I could

I promise to give you
all I have to give
I'll do anything for you
as long as I live

In your eyes I see our present
Our future and past
By the way you look at me
I know we will last

I hope that one day
You'll come to realize
How perfect you are
When seen through my eyes

I miss you Megels
Really look at who you are
What our future can be
I'm right here waiting

We can be our best selves
Our nerdiest selves
That happiest couple that make others jealous
Darlin dew drop, I want you so much

I've never been so ready to come home

Always

Love, Your Edward
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You Can Be the Real You With Me

Megels,

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do

You allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me

I want to wake up with you next to me
Go to sleep with you holding on to me
Bring you flowers to work just because
Travel the world hand in hand

Experience all our classic games together
Wear nerdy shirts that say hey listen
I want you to be there when we hit success
You're the muse I've always wanted

My love for you continues to stay
I know I'm biased but I have to say
Being with him, you won't be the real you
The girl who wrote me that letter

I miss and love you turkey leg
My heart and hand are always reaching for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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You're My Home

I lie on the ground
and stare into space
the stars start to move
into the shape of your face

I see you there now
looking down at me
with that cute little smile
that I like to see

You say "close your eyes"
"Tell me what you see"
I see only two people
just you and me

We're walking the shoreline
with our feet getting wet
the horizon turns pink
as the sun starts to set

We make love through the night
on that white sandy shore
then I hold you while thinking
I could want nothing more

Oh I wish I could be
in that one special place
as I lie on the ground
and I stare into space

Not a day goes by where
I don't wish for those days
Seeing you sweet Megels
Experiencing our happiness in many ways

Am I still in your dreams
Do you still miss us together
Know how we could be
Never letting go, forever

I miss and love you so much dew drop
You're my home

Always

Love, Your Edward
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My Love For You is Real

The night brought no sleep
But it always brings dreams
Dreams always full of you dew drop
Sometimes at night
When I look to the sky
I start thinking of you
Then I ask myself why
Because I know the list could run on for miles
The whisper of your voice
The warmth of your touch
So many little things that make me love you so much
The way you supported me
Helped with my emotions
The way that you cared
And showed such devotion
The way that your kiss
Filled me with desire
How you held me
With the warmth of a blazing fire
The way your eyes shined
When you looked at me
Lost with you forever
Is where I want to be
The way that I feel
When you're by my side
A sense of completion and overflowing pride
The dreams that I dream
That all involve you
The possibilities I see
The things we can do
How you finish the puzzle
That lies in my heart
How that deep in my soul
You are the most important part
I could go on for days
Telling of what I feel
But all you really must know, Megels my darling
Is my love for you is real

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Remember Our Memories

In my future I see you and me

The Megels that felt true love

The Megels who listened to her heart

The one I always wished for

The one I traveled and moved for

The one I never wanted to leave

Candles flicker softly on a table set for two

There's no one on the Earth tonight except for me and you

A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine

And we are here together in a moment stopped in time

A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night

Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight

So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share

And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air

Thoughts of love like falling leaves

Swirling in the autumn breeze

Flow in our minds and in our eyes

A tender look and longing sighs

We touch and as the fire starts

That we have kindled in our hearts

We kiss and hear the angels sing

As heavens gift to me you bring

No more to live my life alone

And in your soul I found my home

At peace within your loving arms

Captivated by your charms

And happily I'd die for you

Here at this table set for two

I'm ready to continue our journey

The one we started just you and me

It's never too late and never too far

Would it be the same future as it would with me

All the same common interests and talents

Took a hard look and see who they really are

My heart is pure and true for you

Same nerdy equals who share every aspect of it all

I miss you darlin

Home is next to your heart

Always

Love, Your Edward

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Heart Crying Out for You

Last night I struggled to get to sleep
Depression had made me sick
My eyes are so tired but they long for yours
Losing so much interest in everything
My heart hurts knowing the damage I've done
What I would give to hold your hand again
I miss our smiles and our laughs
The way you loved how much we matched
How you could be yourself and not have to change
Something inside of me tells me
That you aren't able to be your true self now
Rushing out of fear
It would kill me for you to repeat past experiences
I want to give you the world you want inside
There's a reason our hearts kept reaching out
A reason I am on life support without you
The amount of things I miss is staggering

The sparkle in your eye
The warmth of your skin
Your breath on my neck
That quivers within

The touch of your hand
The smell of your hair
The kindness in your smile
That strength in your stare

Your kiss on my lips
Your body near mine
The stroke of your touch
That feeling inside

The sound of your voice
Compassion in your embrace
The serenity in your stride
The power in your face

The calming of your presence
The beating of your heart
The promise of tomorrow
That we may never part

The beauty of your kiss
And that magic in your touch
It is for all of these reasons and more
Why I love you so much, Megels

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxooxxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Angel Who Stole My Heart

As time goes on my heart only wants one
One who proved time and time again
To be the perfect match to be my other half
I miss you Megels, no words more true

There is nobody I would rather share
My life, my days, my moments with
Nobody more special than you
Only one angel who stole my heart

When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share
When you are sick, for you I will care

You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope
When you are confused, I will help you cope

When you are lost, and can't see the light
My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright
This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end
For you above all are my soul mate and best friend

These words I have written, speak of my love for you
From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true
God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine
Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine

Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows
I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows
Happily together, honored and loved
Blessed in unity by God above

With heart beating in my chest
I look up every night in hopes
For the one day your beautiful eyes
Read my loving words to you

To the prettiest dew drop I have ever laid eyes on
Our connection was not a leaf in the wind
My heart knows one true loving future
A future with your hand in mine

My home is with you
Your smile is my goal
Our memories the best anyone could hope for
You're the beating in my chest

Always

Love, Your Edward
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