With You I Always Felt Home

How simple my life was when you were there, Megels
How I cherished each breath
How I craved the light
The laughter you brought me

I have fallen in love without taking a step
Fallen into the sweetest of dreams
How I hoped no one would wake me
The simplest gesture wrapped itself around my heart

Where I hold it forever

Each time we said goodbye
A part of me wept
Though I knew it was not forever
To my aching soul, it was an eternity

I saw my happiness in your eyes
Every time you held my hand
My heart skipped a beat
How sweet life was to be yours

How meaningless life is without you

They know nothing of the loneliness before you
Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day
How did you did it I ask myself
How did I banish the fear, the darkness

You made me see that nothing is bad
That I was strong and worthy of happiness
You had saved me from myself
You always were my star, Megels

Every day I woke up and smiled to myself
Knowing you were waiting for me
Knowing you couldn't wait to see me
How would I go on if you weren't there

You bless me with your love and light darlin
I was so so so glad to have found you
My life with you is complete
With you I always felt the same way

Like I was home

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxooxo

The Path That Led Me To You Darlin

Our love was that of a red rose, Megels
Whose splendor rose as the sun shown its face
Whose petals expanded further and richer
Whispering secrets of happiness and affection

And even though with the fall of dusk
All contentment is swept away
And the rose's petals unite as one
Reflecting any light that may endeavor to shine through

The sun will always rise
And the rose's petals will eternally broaden
Until they fully blossom into a stunning creation
Our love was that of a red rose

Possessing a few imperfections
That may cause evanescent wounds
But the internal radiance
That will everlastingly bestow healing and comfort

So take my hand darlin and we will go
Said the man above
I'll take you to a place of joy
Where you will find true love

If you let go, go on your own
But mistakes you will make
For many other ways there are
Which you are sure to take

When you feel that you are lost
All you have to do is pray
And I'll be there once again
To help you on your way

I did pray and just as said
He shined his light from above
That showed me the way down the golden path
That led me to your love darlin

Missing every part of you every minute
The world is just too boring without you
Sadness knocks on my door
My love for you keeps them at bay

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxoxoxoxoo

Holiday Wishes For the Beauty That Is You

It began as all fires do
A spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colorful delight
You held my hand, became my friend, Megels
Earned my trust and my future once again looked bright

Loneliness turned to hope
Emptiness filled up with dreams
Hunger was satisfied
And the darkness lit by love's moonbeams

Tears no longer hit the ground
They fell on your loving shoulder
I felt younger
As our love grew older

When sorrow left me wilted as a sun-parched rose
Your comfort was a river that flows and flows
The sun's light, the morning dew
They are all the beauty that is you darlin

When passion ebbs
As tides do
Love fills the wake
And carries us through

Your strength is as the oak
But if it is my need you bend like the willow
My heart is filled
Like a lucky sail with wind to billow

Harsh cold winters
Wet springs, blissful summer heat, and the fall of time
They'll weather my spirit
With grace and peace, your hand in mine

Our love's sweet creations, joyous children
Blessed am I thanks to god and you
What greater beauty could shed light
On the love that came from two

Love's sweet reflection
Laughing, growing, thriving, learning
Words cannot express what my heart feels
How strong my love is burning

When our lives parted times ago
I felt my heart would never again see the sun
But you, my love, walked with me, through the sadness
And together we shared the memories that kept our happiness intact

The lines of age will etch their mark on us
And time will take the strength from our bodies
But love's brush will paint for us a picture of such beauty
That a hundred lifetimes could not remove their glory

Once again Thanksgiving has presented itself
And once again I am spending it without you, Megels
I still dream of that dinner we had down in Florida
When I felt I could start my new family with you

Nobody has such a place in my heart and soul like you
Each day a reminder of the happiness we shared
How we could be ourselves and not fake
Share in every single one of our interests

I still hope and pray for that day to come again
Wishing on every star every night
Depression may sit on my shoulders every day
But the thought of you darlin, keeps me going

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxooxoxoxox

The Place Where Our Two Souls Are One

I think I that I might fly away
In my hot air balloon
And hid from worldly worries
On the dark side of the moon

There's but one thing I need
Before I float into the blue
I need a sky companion
I want that to be you, Megels

We'll fly beyond the storm clouds
We'll watch from up above
I'll cover you in rainbows
As we fell each other's love

You'll shower in the stars
At midnight in our special place
I'll dry you with a comet's tail
And kiss your beaming face

Dreamy drifting panorama
Changing every day
Every night your loving smile
Will be my milky way

The moon will wane before us
Sailing there in heaven's height
For nothing else can challenge
Our love's everlasting light

Venus shining on us
Glowing soft at our devotion
Our daily drifting dalliance
In love's celestial ocean

I'll write you lovers poetry
And you will be my muse
Orion and Andromeda
Will oversee our cruise

We'll sleep with clouds as pillows
Maybe steal an angel's wings
Then fly as magic lovebirds
Sliding around Saturn's rings

And should we tire of drifting
Around the stars all floating by
We'll hook onto a meteor
And soar across the sky

Will you consent to be my mate
On our celestial ship darlin
I'm ready, heart all packed with love
To last us for the trip

Take my hand and step aboard Megels
We're heading for the sun
We're flying until we find the place
Where our two souls are one

Join me in my ship darlin dew
Space is just too vast
Without you next to me
Forever in my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxooxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxo

The One Who Stole My Heart

Such a sweet beautiful angel
Sent from above
I was so grateful to have found you
I gave you all my love

You must have come from heaven
Because you have pretty little angel eyes
When you gazed at me with them
My heart began to fly

Your sweet angelic voice
Continuously rings in my ears
With you by my side
There was nothing I feared

Whenever we were together
You shined with a heavenly glow
Your beautiful angel face
Raised me up from feeling low

Heaven is missing an angel
Because you were here with me
You're my sweet beautiful angel, Megels
I will love you for eternity

To lay a kiss on your lips
So gentle and delicate
Was like picking the drops of dew
Off the petals of a rose

I would hold you close and feel safe
Sheltered in from the rain
From the storms that grew and surrounded me
I took your hand and looked into your eyes
I saw a heart made of gold and a soul so pure

You are an angel to me
I could not help but fall madly in love with you
The one who stole my heart

I'm glad you did
Because I could never find one such as you
Someone who makes each day the best
Each laugh the longest
Each tear the saddest
And a life
My life
Worthwhile

Missing you so very much darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxooxxooxxoooxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxooxooxox

I Give Myself With All of My Heart

Where are you tonight darlin Megels
What is it that you are doing
It's true my heart is torn apart
When I'm not with you

What enchanted thoughts swim through your head
Are any of them of me
When you go to bed
Is it my face you see

Who is honored with your presence now
And do they even care
The thought of you not being admired
Fills me with despair

Do they appreciate your loveliness
Do they marvel at your splendor
Do they love to hear your velvet voice
Do they adore your smile so tender

If they do not
Then they are a fool
And had you been with me
Every day, Megels, you'd be a queen
Because that's what you are to me

I'm at your feet
And I come with gifts
My body, my heart, and my soul
They're yours to do with as you please
To command and to control

I give myself with all of my heart
I'm yours for all of time
Your slave, your king, your anything
Only say that you are mine

If I could just once a thousand years
Love but a single soul
And none else dared to speak to me
Until the years had passed in whole

I would spend my time in silent peace
Happy as could be
To know that you are the one I loved
And that you, in turn, loved me

I miss the days we could be having
How you said you were the true you with me
I still have it all, all in our blue box
Still read your letter every morning
It gets me through the day
My heart waiting in hopes for one day

One day to hold you
Be with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

You Made A Permanent Place In My Heart

I never felt a love
Like the one with you Megels
It's a love like no other
Something I have always hoped for

A love with friendship
Humor and heart
A bond so strong
It would never part

A love that makes me smile
From ear to ear
A love that is joyful
Without any fear

A love that is beautiful
From the inside out
A love with no tears
Pain or doubt

A love with soul
So tender and true
A love that I have found
Only in you

You came into my life unexpectedly
And everything took a turn for the better
Your warm eyes, your laugh
The sincere way you spoke

The kindness you showed me
All became a part of my life
As you unfolded yourself to me
I discovered more and more beauty

I have never seen so much
Gentleness in one person
Without even knowing it
You were making a place in my heart

It used to seem so hard at times
To feel so close in a relationship
But it's so easy to feel close to you darlin
I can't tell you how nice that felt

I realize now that I had never known
What it meant to be loved
Until I was loved by you, Megels
I miss you so damn much

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxo

You Are My Brightest Star

My beautiful princess in the night
I searched the book of the cosmos for you
And there you were
My brightest star

A detailed flame of purest joy
That coalesced the heavens in extreme awe
The world, you have at your fingertips
And all the worlds and stars beyond

Tell me what you know of them
Do they shine from your essence
Or glow from the sight of your dramatic beauty
Do they travel the universe to be in unity with you

Do they wait for their cataclysmic fateful end
So that the shattering pieces that remain of them
May somehow find their way to the cradle of you
How I wonder what miraculous wonders you be store

How you make me weak in the knees to gaze at you
Hanging high up there in the blissful night sky
How do you think the stars befell enviously
They all want to radiate the systems of galaxies

But you will be the one to teach them the way
As they will follow in your lead to perfection
It's when I come out late at night and I feel all alone
I know you are there weightless over me

I know because my shortness of breath tells me
As my heart pounds rapid in my chest
And once again, you seduce me into a supernova
Stellar blaze of glory, luminescent sphere of light

From there to here is where you take me
As you have brightened all my ways of life

Your lips, your eyes, you soul
Are like a work of art
The most creative thing of all
Is your beautiful heart

If you were a painting
No colors could express
The beauty deep inside you
A rainbow, nothing less

If you were a sculpture
The clay could hardly make
Your figure of an angel
Without one mistake

If you were a euphony
No choir could really sing
All the beautiful music
Your eyes could possibly bring

So here I am, an artist
With inspiration beyond belief
But to capture such rare beauty
I'd have to be a thief

Missing you darlin
Bed is much too big without you
The only warmth keeping me going
Is the thought of you in my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxo

In My Heart You'll Always Be

You're the thought that starts each morning, Megels
The conclusion to each day
You are in all that I do
And everything I say

You're the smile on my face
The twinkle in my eye
The warmth inside my heart
The fullness in my life

You're the hand that's laced in mine
And the coat upon my back
My friend, my love
My shoulder to lean on

You're my silly, mature, caring
Thoughtful, bright, and honest girl
The one who I hold tightly
When you need to cry

You're the dimple in my cheek
The ever-constant tingle in my soul
The voice that makes me weak
The happiness of my life

You're all I've wanted darlin
You are all I need
You are all I've dreamed of
You are all of this to me

I've never known a love like yours
Nor thought it could be true
But every time I kiss your lips
I feel what love can do

With hair like silk
And lips so tender
Each moment with you
Makes my heart surrender

I couldn't live, I couldn't breathe
Without you by my side
Never will I let you go
My love will never hide

And in my heart you'll always be
From now until forever
No matter what, no matter where
I will want to be the other half of your heart

I miss you Megels
I would give anything to spend my days with you
Life is just too depressing without you
I miss you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxxoxoxoxxooxoxox

Everything Was Right In The World With You

You make me feel special, Megels
You make me feel new
You make me feel loved
With everything that you do

You held me close when I was sad
You wiped tears from my face
Every time we were together
It seemed like the perfect place

My eyes lit up when you entered the room
I smiled when we were together
No matter how bad things were
You always made them better

I loved the way you kissed me
The way you held me tight
I loved the way you touched me
I could be with you all night

I loved the way you could make me laugh
For absolutely no reason at all
I loved how no matter what I did
You would be there to catch me when I fell

I just want you to know
That even though we went through rough times
I will always love you
No matter what day or night

You and I are connected, Megels
In a way that goes beyond romance
Beyond friendship
Beyond what we'ever ever had before

It has defied time, distance and changes in ourselves
And in our lives
It has defied every explanation except one
Pure and simply, we are soul mates

I can't explain it, I just feel it
It's there in the way my spirits lift whenever we talk
The sound of your voice brings me home
In a way I can't explain

It's in the delight I feel when we laugh
At exactly the same things
When I'm with you
It's like a tiny piece of the universe shifts into place

A place it's supposed to be
And all is right with the world
These things and so many more
Have made me understand

Understand that this is a once in a lifetime, forever connection
A connection that could only exist between you and me
And deep in my soul I know that our relationship was a gift
One that brought us extraordinary happiness

One that I wish every day I can return to
No matter what
No matter when
My heart is yours darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoox

I'm Truly Hopeful That It Is You

As I sit here gazing out the window
Instead of working
I'm daydreaming of you, Megels
And wondering if while you're in your own world
You're thinking of me too

I reminisce about the day we met
How you made me feel
Looking at the glowing smile on your face
Staring into your dreamy brown eyes
Your smell, your touch
Your warm embrace

What a special night that was

And now, I'm starting to feel that warmth inside
Like nothing or no one else can make me feel
Butterflies
A constant smile
Happy thoughts
Looking forward to the next time we meet

What lies ahead down the road to love
Can it possibly be what I've been hoping for
All my goals
Dreams
Passions
Hopes
Glaring now before me with great anticipation

No one knows what tomorrow brings
One can only wish and believe
I have abounding faith that God will take care of me
And bring the right person into my life

Could it be you darlin
I hope it is
I feel a special bond between us
I'm truly hopeful that it is you

Creatively you worked your art
You spun a web around my heart
How beautifully your deeds have spread
Each intricately woven thread

With strands of care you dried my tears
Your gentleness dispelled my fears
Your wisdom helped me understand
And patiently you held my hand

To give me courage to brave the storm
With kindness you have kept me warm
Your passion lit a glowing fire
That filled my soul with sweet desire

You're all that I was dreaming of, Megels
For the web you spun
Was made of love
Capturing all of my love all for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Being With You There Is No Greater Pleasure

When first I looked into your eyes, Megels
Each breath became a thousand sighs
My heart drummed out a thunder beat
I glowed with joy from head to feet

The hand of love had touched my soul
As the bell of destiny began to toll
The tide of love began to rise
The world was filled with summer skies

My sodden clouds of cold and grey
Glowed with gold, then whisked away
A brilliant rainbow arched across
As waves of love began to toss

The air was filled with lovebird cries
When I first looked into your eyes

When I first looked into your eyes
All time and space were paralyzed
And in that instant, I was shown
A universe I had never known

I dwell there still in paradise
When I look into your eyes
Sweet darlin song of my heart
Hold my hand through the journey we start

Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness
And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness
Steadfast, honest and true
I am always here and will forever love you

It is my prayer and will always be
You are the one who brings joy and sets my spirit free
With my love I'll cover you and warm your soul
Give you pleasures like none you will find

Hear me Megels darlin and know in your soul
That there is no better future than with you to grow
Endless caresses, touches and kisses
Our passion a banner for our love's true existence

My hand I extend and my honor I offer
For being with you there is no greater pleasure

Your hand I will always accept
My heart sings so loudly all can tell
Hold my hand let us walk through this life
Being what we were meant to be
Together

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxxooxxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

The Moment Of Love Is Ours

I used to dream of eyes the color of autumn
And loving arms to hold me
I used to dream of beautiful princesses
And how gracious they would be

I used to dream of how I wouldn't settle
For anything less than best
I used to dream of how she would majestically
Lay all fears to rest

I used to dream of fairy tales
How wondrous would they be
I used to dream of story books
All patterned after me

I used to dream of a lot of things
But the moment I met you, Megels
I immediately stopped dreaming
Because all of my dreams came true

For when I gazed into your eyes
Such a beautiful brown and auburn
My heart whispered to me
And that's right when I knew

The waves had ceased crashing
On the sand at our feet
Time had stopped passing
My search was complete

I finally discovered
What I'd known all along
A mystery uncovered
That just couldn't be wrong

It wasn't our first kiss
Nor the day that we met
But I realize something
I will never forget

With the stars shining brightly
From high up above
One word could only describe it
That word is love

I knew then these feelings
For my darlin dew were true
The girl of my dreams
And my soulmate is you, Megels

I think of it every time
That I look at the stars
This memory is mine
But that moment was ours

Hoping one day that moment comes back
One I could experience once again
This time never letting go
My heart eternally yours darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxooxo

Never Find Another Love Like You

I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But that would never happen again

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could
Love would never enter there again
My heart was closed for good

Then you came into my life, Megels
And made me change my mind
Just when I thought that tiny key
Was impossible to find

That's when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong
Inside your palm was the key to my heart
You had it all along

If you could see inside my soul
See inside my heart
You would know how I long for you
Whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how I cherish you
How much you mean to me

In all the ways you comfort me
The way you hold me near
The way you know just what to do
To chase away my fear

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
Your smile, laugh, your touch
Are just a few of many reasons
I love you oh so much Megels

Knowing I can talk to you
About any and everything
And knowing together we will get
Through whatever life may bring

I could search the whole world over
And this I know is true
I would never find another love
Like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, new sunrise
We can't know what's in store
There is one thing I know for sure
Each day I love you more

So if you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how blessed I feel
To have you in my heart

Missing you like crazy darlin dew

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxox

I'll Be With You My Princess Darlin Dew

If I had a thousand pages
I could never name them all
The reasons that I love you
For the list would be too tall

I love you for the melody
I hear within your voice
The way your brown eyes held me
A captive, but by choice

I love you for your gentle hands
That melt away my pain
I love you for your loving heart
That made mind beat again

I love you for your loving smile Megels
With which my old heart soars
These are some of the reasons
Every second beat is yours

So there I am standing on the stairs
In a magnificent ballroom
My suit flawless that I bought just for this
Tailored perfectly with long black tails

At the bottom of the stairs you're waiting for me
You gracefully float up for all to see
You take my hand and I touch your face
You're the only one I notice in the expansive space

We're now dancing in the shadows of flickering light
Holding each other close, holding each other tight
I kiss your neck and then you touch my face
Then our lips come together in a loving embrace

Time stands still while we are together
Feeling so good, it seems like forever
I look at the clock
The bells start to chime

But there's no need to leave
From the ball tonight
I'll be with you my princess Megels
For the rest of our life

A dream and a wish I carry with me

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxooxooxoxoxooxooxo

That Feeling Will Never Change Darlin

Your whispers are gentle echoes, Megels
That sway ardent winds of harmony
And in the symphony of life
Each word is wrapped in rhapsody

We travel separate roads of life
Gather flowers along the way
And share the music of their fragrance

We exist between two winds
I here under a pale moon
You, the other end of somewhere

Sometimes when wind blows through trees
I pause to listen and in its passing
I hear the tenderness of your voice
That fills the spectrum of my soul

You are the chime of warm rain darlin
The moon that glows through the trees
And within the luster of evening
Your aura fills the scene

I hear the whispers of the wind
See the stars shine in the sky
But I hold the sunrise in my pocket

Dance with me within the wind, Megels
Then just let me love you

It's been years since we first met
Since we looked into each other's eyes
Not realizing that we were meant to be toether
It's been years since we shared our first laugh

Our first smile
Since we shared our first kiss

I remember how strong your arms embraced me
How soft you held me
How warm and gentle you were
I remember how passionate that first kiss was

Now my heart is yearning
Knowing it's been years
Since we first met
And you are not here kissing me just the same

Still here holding me just the same
What I felt for you is still the same
It's been years
And that feeling will never change darlin
I can't stop missing you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoo

I Have Found A Brief Moment of Perfection

Your love for me is like a summer breeze
At the end of a hot day
It makes me smile

Your love for me is like sweet rain
In the midst of a long drought
Something longed for and cherished

Your love was that of the falling of snow
In the mountains
Peaceful and beautiful

Your love to me is like the ocean
Its waves on the beach
Strong and passionate

Your love to me is like the sun by day
The moon by night
Constant and unending

Your love to me is like the stars in heaven
Always there
Always more than I could ever imagine

Your beautiful eyes open across a pillow top
It seems for this moment time will stop
The earth slows and sounds wane
A frozen moment without stain

Your body close to mine
Our hearts beat in time
With a smile of simple pleasure
This moment should last forever

Some say perfection is unattainable
For most things that's explainable
But in your arms and with your heart's affection
I have found a brief moment of perfection

What is there
To believe in during life
Nothing lasts
Aside from strife

Life may perish
Life may end
Our soul we may give
Our soul we may spend

But our love darlin
That eternal flame
Will never dim
Will never change

It will last forever
When all other lights leave
For you light my life
You make me believe, Megels

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxxxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

A Love That Fills Me With Hope For the Future

Love is patient
Love is kind
And what our loves express is true
No amount of tragedy can tear
Or break the love I have for you, Megels

Time has healed so many wounds
But has no erased the memory
But I'll hold on, wish to be together
To get through anything, you and me

Though we are young and still learning
About ourselves, our world today
In my heart, I'll always love you
And in my heart you'll always stay

As days go by, as time progresses
We will change, mature, and always grow
But as we grow, as we reminisce
There is one thing I will always know

My love for you will never falter
Never case, for it's always true
With love comes patience, but it's worth the wait
To share my unending love with you

When you came to my door that night
And your beautiful eyes gazed at me
From the darkness within
The world around me came to a stop
For just a few seconds
As I saw the love from within you

You looked at me with your warm smile
Your brown hair around your face
And whispered softly, hey darlin
And once again
I was at your mercy

For when you look into my soul
And I hear the sound of your sweet voice
My heart opens to you my love
With all of my dreams fulfilled

I never knew that a love like this
Could ever exist
A love that consumes me
A love so powerful and so overwhelming
That I fear if I were without it
My heart would no longer have a meaning
To its existence
For the love that flows through it now
Is what keeps me alive
Keeps me whole

As I gaze into your eyes my love
Down into the depths of your very being
I can see the love you feel for me
A love as strong as my own
A love that fills me so full of emotion
So full of hope for the future
That I pray I will spend the rest of my days
Gazing into your eyes

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

My Heart You Forever Stole xoxo

A memory burned within

From a heartfelt second long ago

A moment, a single moment

That only a heart can remember

A fleeting thought gone astray

But the feeling looms inside you

A boy and a girl

So far apart, so long the days

That it took their hearts to remind them

How fortunate they are

That a heart

Can return a fleeting thought

One single moment

Or a memory burned within

So they can now live as one

As only inside true love can such a past remain

Until it's found again

For no river's span is quite as vast

No mountain's reach so high

No rose's scent is quite as sweet

As the love I hold inside

Every time I see your face, Megels

Every time you smile

Every time I kissed your lips

My love grew all the while

I was the luckiest man to walk the earth

To know a love like yours

Loving is so easy now

You've opened my heart's doors

And I'll love you until my life has ceased darlin

And still more with my soul

Because that fateful day we met

My heart you forever stole

That morning whisper

A gentle kiss

A suspended moment

Of perfect bliss

That precious feeling

As eyes first meet

Bodies entwined

In sleepy heat

Fingers touching

Breath as one

Hearts in rhythm

We greet the sun

Content in truth

Just to be

Simply enjoying

You and me

Missing our adventure Megels darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I Long For You To Be Near

The sun sets
Upon the golden sand
We sit together
Hand in hand

We gently embrace
And look into each other's eyes
I wonder if you are
An angel in disguise

I hold you
Like there's no tomorrow
I suddenly forget
The past sorrow

I kiss your soft lips
And you kiss mine
I never knew
Loving someone could be this fine

I pick you up
And carry you to our room
Oh how a love can blossom
And a heart can bloom

Your touch is so gentle
But your hands so strong
How could a love like this
Ever go wrong

My heart is beating
Two hundred times a minute
Because my darlin, Megels
You are in it

The sound of your heartbeat
All through the night
We fall asleep in each other's arms
And wake to the morning light

I look into your eyes
And this is when
I say thank you
For teaching me to love again

It is perfect and touches me deep
First thing in the morning
When I hear you speak
And the last thing at night before I sleep

The brush of your lips lets me know
All of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together
And when you're away

I think of you always darlin
Imagine your touch
Think how to show you
I love you so much

So when we're apart
And I long for you to be near
I try and remember
You're already here

Deep in my heart
Where no one can see
You'll be forever
Together we'll be

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

All My Thoughts End Up On You

Autumn eyes stare out at me
Silky locks of burnished brown
Poise, elegance, and aristocracy
Statuesque, splendor, and magnificence
All words pale
All words fail
To bind the beautiful, Megels

Beauty be not lonely
Virtue is her friend
Gentle, sweet, with wits abound
Her voice so sweet, has songbird sound
Yet the lexicon pales
The language fails
To bespeak beguiling Megels

I'd cross not mountains for you
I'd move them one by one
I'd walk not burning sands
Instead I'd seed your lands
Your world would fill with statues
And gardens at your feet
These things I say would happen
Each time we came to meet

You make a man become a man
Make him strive for more
You make him wish for worthiness
Remake his very core
Thus I pay my homage
Poetic tribute not mere prose
I give to you this piece of me
And not some dying rose

I am lying on my bed
And I cannot get you out of my head
I close my eyes but I still see you
I'm trying to breathe
And still smell your perfume
You got into my dreams
And all my thoughts end up on you

This is what I live through and for
Every single day and night of life
I miss you
I love you
Megels, you are why I go on living
The memories and joys we shared together
Not a single one replaceable

You are on my mind darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxxooxoxoxxooxoxoxo

With You I Have Everything I Would Ever Need

When memories cry
When memories fade and die

I'm going to grow old
My passion
My fiery passion
My flaming lust is going to grow cold

But my heart will always flow with a molten love lava
In your name this lava flows through my veins, Megels
My heart beats for you
My heart will never cease to beat your name

When I lose my charm and my glamour
When I lose my physique and my game
When I'm old and wrinkly
When I cannot look myself in the mirror
I'll still stare at you

When memories fade
When I forget the days of the week
And the months of the year
When I mix names
And faces
The memory of you
Will always shine bright and clear
Your image
Has been burnt to my memory
I will never forget your radiance and beauty

I will die happy
With the image of your sweet smile
On my mind
And love
On my lips and in my heart

My darlin dew drop, my soul is my gift to you
Your smile, your love is the only reward I would want
Precious like a gem made by angels
Releasing the passion inside of me that burns for you
Intertwining our destinies so that we are soul mates

Now and forever, can live out our hopes and dreams
Creating our own bond of life to overcome all challenges
Exploring mysteries and to enjoy life as it should be
Sharing the peace and love that everyone looks for
So in the end I want nothing

Because with you I would have everything I would ever need
You, Megels are the greatest gift in life
I miss your  soul next to mine
And your smile most of all

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

My Angel I Had Found in You

The first time I laid eyes on you, Megels
A seed was sown within me
Since then it has grown
Its creeping tendrils ensnaring my heart

Filling my head with thoughts of you
Now a fiery blossom is blooming
Radiating passion, stirring up longing
Each day with you

These feelings grow stronger
Standing near you I am enchanted
For I am in the presence of an angel
No longer can these feelings be held in

From my chest they burst outward
In this confusion only one thing is certain
I love you
That has never changed through it all

You are my love, my life, my best chance to live free
My eyes when I watch the sun setting over the sea
My lungs when the cool breeze blows softly into me
You are my ears when I listen to music so sweet

My darlin dew drop, my dearest Megels
My trust and hope and my freedom of all fears
Always my love, no matter how far or how near

The oceans so vast as far as one can see
Under the sky so blue, beyond the mountains' highest peaks
So far, deep and long my love for you
So strong and lasting, so real and true

The beauty of your eyes looking into mine
Your skin, your hair all so soft and so fine
How lucky I was that you could be all mine

My angel I had found and she had found me
So far, far away but I still hear her heart beat
Beyond all hopes and more than any dream
I now believe in fate and in destiny

I miss you darlin
I think about us constantly
I hope beyond hope that you still do too
My heart belongs only to you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I Miss You With Every Cell of My Being

I remember like it was yesterday
The day I first saw your face, Megels
I remember your smile so vividly
Your beauty and your grace

But little did I know
I could not comprehend
That you would touch my life so much
By becoming my best friend

Your hand embraced with mine
The star lit sky did see
How, although my chest was pounding
I dropped down to one knee

I didn't think my heart
Had room for my love to grow
There's just no way to love you more
But how little did I know

Dressed in white, our eyes met
Standing in that sacred room
When we both agreed to be together forever
My love for you did bloom

I cannot explain, my heart just grew
I've never felt this way
But little did I know
That I'd love you more each day

The memories remain
Yet those days are now long past
The time has gone so sweet and slow
But at the same time fast

My love for you is greater now
Than it ever was before darlin
But little did I know right now
How much I'll love you more

So I close my eyes and there you are
You dazzle me from near and far
Your silhouette strikes me too
No other like it, uniquely you

All perfect curves from head to toe
From hips to calves, eyes to nose
Both inside and outside
Your brilliance flows

I crave your kiss as my heart explodes
Still strong without you I remain
Though hard it is with each passing day
I am bolstered too with each sunless night

I want you now, Megels
Stay near to me
Eyes open wide
Still you I see

I miss you with every cell of my being
Constantly remembering all of our happy days
I am more depressed and miserable than I've ever been
But I still hold out hope for that one day

That one day I can hold you again

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxooxooxooxoxoxox

You Make Me Feel Complete, Darlin

I remember that day when all with the world was right
Everything seemed so very very bright
As we traveled for hours along that winding road
Stopping here and there for photos to upload

The autumn colors as beautiful as a sunset
It was that very day our spirits finally met
In a place finally free from dark subdued light
Suddenly, we were finally shining so bright

A little overwhelming, I had said it could be
You needed to breath, take a break from me
And now you understand those dizzy thoughts
The ones you created with the love you brought darlin

The love I hold finally to be shared
With my friend for whom my love has been bared
This love not to be hidden, but now open for all to see
My heart freely give, please take all of me

Your heart too my love you gave for me to hold
And it's safe deep within my hearts stronghold
Forever to be cherished and nourished
For what a day it will be to see that heart flourish

Keep that smile upon your face, Megels darlin
And those sparkling eyes keep them looking above
For those shooting stars that I'll send tonight
Will keep our love pure and shining throughout the dark night

For I've kissed the lips of true love
I've gazed into love's eyes
I've felt love's arms around me
Love has held me when I cried

I've walked with love beside me
I've awakened to love's sweet face
I've made the sweetest and truest love
In the arms of love's embrace

I know what it is to love endlessly
And to know that I've found the one
I know how it feels to be complete
And knew I would never be alone

All my life love was just a dream
Then you made that dream come true
I know how it feels to believe
Because I believe in you, Megels

My heart forever in your hands

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Sitting Alone, Waiting to Share It With You

You're the reason for these butterflies, Megels
That are fluttering uncontrollable inside of me
These butterflies will never calm
They've taken over my whole body

You're the reason for this smile
That brightens my whole face
This smile will never frown
You've unknowingly became my all

You make me feel alive once again
You've erased my past with just a touch
Chased my fears with just one glance
You broke my mold with that first kiss

I thought my happiness was forbidden
Until you too my world and killed my demons
Read into all my deepest dreams
And gave them beautiful wings

You're the reason I believe in love, darlin

We dwell on the past while living in the present
But I admit, the past was unpleasant
Full of ups and downs, less pleasure more pain
We wished for the sun, but only got rain

We both made mistakes, put pain in our hearts
But there we were, promising to never part
Counting our blessings and letting go of the past
Starting all over and making it last

Feelings and memories flow deep in my mind
Of those days our love was genuine and kind
Holding you close, feeling your skin
You look into my eyes and make my head spin

Those feelings are back, but stronger than ever
I know you're the one I want to hold on to forever
We both smile again, nothing's better than that
Kissing you again was like our second first kiss

An opportunity to be with you again would be heaven
I would treasure you like the queen you are
The only person to make me feel truly complete and happy
There almost feels like there's nothing to life anymore

The things we could be doing or traveling to
The amount of things I want to share with you
It has piled up so high I've built a castle for us
There I sit alone, waiting for the day I can share it with you, Megels

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

You Were the Dream That Made Me Smile

You were a dream
A dream that filled my thoughts
And my loneliest nights

You were the dream I held on to
The dream my heart longed to one day have

You were the dream that made me smile
An escape from my reality
A fantasy I longed to one day come true

Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy
Came true the day when I first saw you, Megels

My dream that used to be
Is now my reality

A fantasy waiting for its happy ending
Is now a fairy tale come true

Once my only escape
Is now the comfort that I live for

Together we have been through the heartaches
The pain of walking away or being left behind

Every new road we had to take
Because of the choices we had to make
Only paved the road
That brought us closer to one another

Life may not be easy
With all the burdens and drama
That life hands to us
But when you find someone
To share your life with
No drama is hard to handle
No burden is hard to bare

When you have someone
The one that you've dreamed of
Then your life becomes the escape you both take
To get away from the reality that surrounds

I know because
I found the love
My lifetime partner
My soul mate
In you, Megels

I miss you very much
It's so hard to deal with depression
I miss being loved
I'm so cold and lonely
My heart is in such pain
I miss being loved so much
You were and are the best feeling
My heart has ever felt

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxooxxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoo

Until I Met You, Darlin Dew

I wanted a mansion once
That is until I met you, Megels
Now the only place I want to live
Is inside your heart

I once desired diamonds
Until I met you
Now the only sparkle I need
Comes from within

I used to crave the finest clothing
Until I met you
Now I want not a single thread
To seperate our bodies

I once coveted a fancy car
Until I met you
Now I want nothing
That would put miles between us

I once prayed for money
Until I met you
Now I want none of the things
That money can buy

I once yearned for a sense of security
Until I met you
Now my only security
Is knowing you are near

I once dreamt of a prestigious job
Until I met you
Now I find my success
In knowing that you are happy

I once asked for the world on a silver platter
Until I met you
Now you are my world
I want for nothing but your touch

Loving you has been my teacher
You taught me not to want
Being with you has been my discovery
You are all that I need

Finding you has been my salvation
I now understand grateful
But perhaps most importantly
Your love in return has been my everything, darlin

Missing you with every breeze of the wind
Wish upon every cloud in the sky
For that one day I can be yours again
Holding you in my arms
All my love for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxox

For You, Megels, I Would Do Anything

Deep into the green of the forest
I once took a safari
To discover the secrets of the wild
Among the thickets and the bushes
I saw a flower in blossom
Shining like in its first day of bloom

That was one time my eyes fell on you, Megels
Among the population in my home town
Like the flower that I saw
It was you shining among them
You comforted my heart
Making me come up to you

That was the day
Like a dove that had lost its partner
How you made me discover my lyrics again
To you I sang and danced
Song after song I spoke my heart to you

Little did I know wild flower
You would return love in abundance
Like the sands of the sea
Day after day I shovel for love
Ever abundant, never ending
The reason my heart follows you

Tempted and pleased with your ways
In the wild I would never let you be
With care and utmost wanting I dug you up
Planting you in the garden of my heart
There you flourish
There you bloom and shine

The way I feel
When I'm with you
I forget my troubles like there's just us two

You make my heart beat fast and strong
You make me feel that I truly belong

You fill the gaps inside my heart
Like I've finally found my missing part

I sink in your eyes
I'm warmed by your smile
And the world is perfect
Just for a while

You make life better than it used to be
You are the sugar in my cup of tea

Whenever you need me
I'll always be there
I'll be there to talk to
I'll be there to care

Because for you, Megels
I would do anything

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxxooxoxxooxoxoxo

To Have Those Years Back Together XOXO

As I sit, surrounded by Thanksgiving decorations
My mind drifts back to this time back with you, Megels
The crowd fell away and I saw only you
No more than a glance but my heart somehow knew

Before I met you, I'd had my share of sorrow
So I was instantly guarded and full of bravado
You were never fooled and you saw the real me
And I realized I can only be the best I can be

We shared our first laugh
Our first kiss
Our first smile
And I tried not to love you
At least for a while
We became friends and lovers, I bared my soul
It was only with you that I began to feel whole

When you declared your love
You broke down my defenses
Happiness and hope overwhelmed my senses
Ever since then our love continued to grow
And with you by my side I would always know

That you will laugh at my tantrums
You will kiss my tears
You will hold my hand to allay any fears
Each night we would lie in bed entwined
Our dreams
Our hopes
Our souls were aligned

And as we sat under the light of our Christmas tree
I needed to convey how much you mean to me
Freezing the moment and taking time to treasure
A year full of laughter, love and pleasure

I had never felt love in the ways that you bestowed
The rest of our story being left untold
I would trade a lifetime without you, Megels
To have those years back together
You changed my life, infinitely, for the better

It is getting colder outside
The sun going down earlier
Sometimes I fail to notice
It has always felt like that without you
I don't know how many tears are left
I have cried so much for you

I miss you so very much darlin
Hoping you aren't too gone
Not a completely different person
The real you who has my heart

The rest of my life mapped out to be alone
There's nobody that could ever take your place
I would give the rest of my days up right now
To spend just one more with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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