Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 19

Little comments you make that are not only positive but very confidence boosting.  You once said that I was a good driver.  There was nothing to make you say that but it was something you just wanted to say and it felt really good because there aren't a lot of times that happen where a comment comes out without it being forced or a part of an event or situation.  You find things in my art or pieces I've made that you personally like that may not be what everyone chooses to like or one that maybe I just brush off and you comment the level of talent that needs to be harnessed for a future in a career I want.  You always let people know the good and positive things in their lives and whether it is meant that way or not, you offer everyone a confidence booster every day and that goes a long long way if you don't realize it.  You appreciate what people make you as well, talking from experience of course with my paintings and art I did for you like the Be-You-Tiful above the couch and the day of the dead pieces for the walls.  You care and know how it feels to have a good comment and you share it with others so we can all experience a day with a smile.  <3 p="">

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 18

You have a spectacular sense of humor.  You don't rely on or find it necessary to be very dirty or swear a lot and understand that that isn't what makes something funny.  You are smart and clever enough with jokes to make any situation have any kind of levity or humor and act upon something that you know the other person is picking up on as well.  You can recite movie quotes with just as much wit and even are able to encite fits of laughter by just a picture or GIF in a text.  The biggest comes to mind when I wasn't sure if I liked Force Awakens and the pictures you would send as a response had me rolling and when you broke the key to the apartment and just sent a picture to me at work saying 'so this happened'.  There is a subdued not overdone quality to your humor that is very skilled and raises whatever it is you are saying or doing to a level of humor that few can do without having to rely on swearing or making it very very dirty.

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 17

I love the many silly faces you do when you are on facetime or just want me to laugh during the day when we are both elsewhere.  Puffing out your cheeks or putting the phone camera extremely close to your nose so that I could possibly see inside of it.  This usually led to our goodnights.  You laying in bed all snuggly, sometimes sneakily trying to flash me some boob all the while we both would do our closing statements of the conversations we were having.  It became sort of a tradition with us to fall asleep together no matter where we were, I can't even count the number of times I left the facetime on while you fell asleep and just stayed with you until I myself fell asleep.  There was a feeling of guarding you and watching out to make sure you slept okay without any danger or nightmares and if something did occur and you woke up I would still be right there.  Even if you fell asleep before me I would mute myself and keep you on with me just in case my noises might wake you.  This led to some fun times as well with you waking up here and there or rolling around and one night even trying to get a bug that was on the ceiling, trapping it and running out of the room like it was on fire.  You would tease a little when you changed into your bed clothes and I would wait on the nightstand for you while you got ready and brushed your teeth.  The security and love of our nights was unrivaled and always something I looked forward to, no matter what I was doing from painting tables to gaming to watching Addams Family together over Netflix.  :*
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Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 16

The times when I would sit with you in the morning while you did your make up and got dressed before work.  You would put on your music and sit at the little vanity in your mom's room while I sat on the bed behind you and I would just watch you get ready.  You never needed any makeup or fixing up at all and have a natural beauty to you that few people get blessed with.  The same playlist that then seeped into a much louder seperate speaker that you set up in our room down south floated over the morning airwaves.  From the makeup to the dressing.  All the way down to your watch, necklace, earrings, and a pair of the many lines of shoes, even if they hurt your feet.  Through all times no matter what it was, you always donned the necklace with the heart, always a reminder that you had my heart with you at all times.  Not that you needed anything to remind you of that.  Sometimes depending on the weather I would go out and get the snow off of your car while you got ready or in another place I would make you your morning breakfast of eggs and toast before you ran out the door. The place was always so quiet and empty once you left like you took the sun with you and I had to watch camp while the darkness threatened with sounds of wolves and owls.  But it was always worth it when, and Sam can attest to this, we heard that car beep when you secured your car and we both came running to the door.

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 15

I love how short you are.  I know it's a small little comment, no pun intended but I love that our heights sort of compliment each other.  You can wear my clothes a lot easier and make what I wear look a lot sexier.  We can look each other in the eyes and not have to crane our necks.  Plus, it makes you so much more adorable.  I love how your body looks and we can hold and snuggle so much easier being a closer size.  We understand the real struggles of being short and also revel in it because we can fit in much better places and wear feety pajamas and not have to worry!  Height is something that attracts me and you are perfect in that regard, I love the fact that you are my height so much it's crazy, us little nerds will conquer the world.

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 14

I love the night rituals we had in our place.  Once we got super tired or woke up from passing out....when we didn't end up just sleeping on the couch....You would go to the bedroom and lay down while I shut the curtains and fixed the couch with the Marilyn blanket and pillows.  Tidied up the kitchen and finished any dishes while putting the rest in the washer.  Turned off the multi-outlet to conserve electricity behind the tv.  Shut off the light, checked the door to see if it was locked, then made my way into bed.  You rolled over into spidermonkey position and I listened to the outside noises with you attached on to me.  Mr. Doggert eventually joining under the sheets to be covered and begin the foot licking.  The more that memory flies around my brain the more I see just how relaxed, happy, and complete I felt.  I also loved when we went to bed on time and we either read or you played some cooking mama and did all your recipes while I looked up dumb stuff online.  Always reminds me of when you woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night or when we would make love at 4 in the morning in the dark seemingly both waking up then to do just that.  Sleeping was more than recharging and peaceful with you close by my side.

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 13

The times when we shared together.  I would go through all of my movies when putting them away and tell you what each one was and introduce you to movies that you never heard of but were interesting.  The fact that you now look at special features and behind the scenes now is such a great feeling.  You would share your books and pictures and tell me a story behind every single one from your favorite book (Pride and Prejudice) all the way to your favorite film (tie between Breakfast at Tiffany's, White Christmas, and Sound of Music).  You always treated me with respect and never like a child or just to appease me.  Book suggestions continued and I read through your Misery and you took a crack at Scott Pilgrim shhhhhhhhhhhhh
You're someone who growing old with would be more than sweet, it would be fun.  The kind of old couple who still hold hands and dress up to go to movies.  I genuinely don't feel embarrassed to share things I enjoy or like because with you there is a connection of interest and it goes beyond the objects but to the person themselves.  There is a reason I still collect and buy things for us and you.  Just the interest and kindness isn't all there is, there is a feeling and a look that you give off that while difficult to put into words, I can say that it is a warm welcoming feeling that even if it is something you aren't interested in, you'll stick by it for me.  We share to include and introduce and never to show off or feel uncomfortable for said interests.  I have a Christmas morning excitement every time i see your face to share anything and everything that I procure or do until we're ghosts and even then we'll be spooking around comic cons watching new movie trailers for Star Wars in the front row because we don't need no tickets when we are ghosts.  <3 p="">

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 12

I love how you always treat me like your equal and other half.  With you, you felt like we were actually in this together as a team and there was a genuine feeling about it all.  It was my own shortcoming if there were times when maybe I felt a little less reliable and should've been there more.  You always did a lot of the heavy lifting and I still feel bad about that. But no matter where we were or what we were doing you always made me feel like I meant something important.  You have a great ability to ensure that those you are with have meaning and carry significance.  It was almost as if you had eliminated the word I and lived from that point on as We and Us.  It meant a lot to me and affected me to a level where minute things upset me.  You are a beautiful example of what it means to fall for someone and start a path with them as one, not against one another or exhibit any kind of power over the other in any way shape or form.  You make me feel like I matter and that's something I want to devote the rest of my life to making you feel too.

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 11

You don't push change in a person.  Everyone has differences and little things that may not mesh perfectly but you have the kindest heart that you embrace those things and they become something unique, special, and quirky to you especially.  Clothes that may look silly or old are all kosher as long as they are comfy.  Movie and hobby interests can range from Pez dispensers to Tusk to collecting little paper towel rolls for an art project and instead of being called out as weird or stupid and being made fun of, they are turned into a charming aspect of the other person.  You are the embodiment of the phrase 'Never judge or criticize something that someone else enjoys'.  You were able to take all of those aspects of both of us and mold them into something we not only shared but we actually turned the other person on to and ended being more educated and enjoyable with them ourselves.  You are someone I cannot wait to share anything and everything with like a little kid who runs home from school wanting to tell all about what he did that day.  And the best part...you listen.  You actually care and listen and actively participate.  That is more special and rare than you would think.  The look in your eyes and the interest in your voice is unparalleled.  Truly beautiful.

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part Ten

Those little quirks and actions that you or we would do without pointing attention to it or verbally expressing how much we love it.  When we would be out on the balcony, you would bring out your blanket and put it over your feet and put your legs on to my lap.  How I would tidy up and clean up the living room and kitchen before bed and shut the blinds, fix the couch, tend to the dishes.  Your smile when I would look at you while you drove somewhere with your shades on.  Bringing out an in joke or past memory when one of us was down and stickin around one another when we took that sick time at home.  That time when you were cleansing and kept having to run to the bathroom or just needed to catch up on sleep, I would lay right under you and draw or do whatever, play a game on low volume, just so I was close to you.  Knowing I was watching you in the morning get ready for work naked and leaving messages on the fridge with the magnetic letters.  Having our little Star Wars backpack filled with our rations for a Universal trip.  Getting you the volumes of Supernatural and Vampire Diaries every Christmas.  We know each other like a pair of gloves we wear every single winter.  I still think about the little "nooo" when I see anything Sherlock Holmes related and it gives just a little bit more sunshine in my day.  :)

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 9

I love the set of circumstances that led to our meeting up again and again.  Understandable to meet at a workplace that was in the area for both of us and near our high school, but even then, you came into that place for just a moment and left an impact that had me wanting to see you and talk to you more than who I was even with at the time.  Then you went away and seeing your beautiful face for a quick moment in passing left another mark and wonder that planted a seed in my fertile brain that began to yearn for you without even knowing it.  To try and get an art job and just about make it and interview and ultimately not get it left me in the same position and the closing of that position to move me to customer service.  The fact that you didn't come home every single weekend and happenstanced to decide to shop that day, that hour.  Me having to work that same day, same hour and wait on you.  The events that led up to that were serendipidous in so many ways.  Seeking you out online and starting a conversation that led to me meeting someone who no matter what happened or how far away or anything humanly imaginable, I knew deep down in that planted seed that you were someone incredibly special.  I could respeak that story over and over and it would still blow my mind at how everything lined up in both of our lives to have us intertwine on that one day, one hour, one meeting.  Reliving that moment always makes me giddy and while you may not be aware, that moment kept happening to me with you.  Every time I saw you it was like the first time and I should've started wearing a parachute that's how often I fell for you.  I love that our lives are worked in such ways that divine intervention proves itself real in showing and proving that there is that one perfect special someone for everyone and I never thought when I was younger that I would ever find someone like that.  But, I was happily proven wrong on one special day, one special hour, one special meeting.
hey darlin  ;)

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 8

You know when to push me a little out of my comfort zone when we are out together or more specifically when we would go to Universal to certain rides.  You know when I should step a little outside my safe circle and when that step is too far.  You never push too much and when you know it's too far you let it be and it doesn't bother you or ruin an experience.  If it wasn't for your confident pushing, I wouldn't have ridden the Hulk coaster ever and I never would've tried my hand at an online store.  You know exactly what's needed and just how much little push is necessary to make me try things that always turn out fantastic.  I'm sure a lot of it comes from personal experience of your own and doing things on your own past adventures.  I'm always glad you made me do certain things in the end because not only does it introduce me to a new experience, you are right there next to me as my safety blanket.  I honestly can saw that I took more out of comfort zone steps at the Universal park with you than i ever did with anything.  I may have kept a little quiet about them, shhhh.
The Jurassic Park ride fall at the end scared me completely and I was always scared of roller coasters and there I was with your little prods, riding a bunch!  My love for you and your infectious safe personality helped so much when I tried out these various things and I always felt like I was going to be okay.  Plus, holding your hand during each one helped me drift off into the clouds on every ride, so that def helped too  ;)

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 7

I love the way you feel in my arms.  The way your skin feels softer every time my fingers went over it.  Your hair was and always is silky and beautiful and when I run my hands through those strands it's like weaving gold.  I can never keep my hands off of you and even got you annoyed at how much I would spank you.  Your legs when locked around me make me feel like I'm a God in my own world and I've earned you in the greatest ways possible.  You hug with all of you and the pressing of our bodies is a hug of which I never felt with anyone before.  Just the touching of elbows ignited a passion in the beginning down in my basement room and giving you massages in bed was more a treat for me to feel you all over than it was for you to receive.  That's not even including the physical type of the way you feel, from the outside of your body, the feel of your curves and breasts to the taste.  All the way to the inside of you and how you move when we are together moving as one.  Your body and you as a person meld together in ways that feel pleasant, dreamy, beautiful, and pleasurable, no matter where we are or what we are doing.

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 6

I love how much I would miss you during various points of any day or situation.  During work I would think about you and being back near you to feel you or just be around you.  When I didn't have work and you left for the day it would feel so empty and alone without you around like you took a part of me with you and I wasn't going to be whole again until you returned.  Once you did return I was excited for the night whether it was laying on the couch playing with your hair while watching a series or you doing your homework while I gamed away at your side.  Even when things went bad and I was on the couch for the night I could feel the missing from the other room.  There was an incredible sense of security and happiness knowing that looking over to the left or right I would see you there.  One of the reasons I would always try and visit you at work or bring you lunch, I missed you and it was a chance to see you.  I still remember certain pics you'd send me during the day, like the one after you did a workout and were sweaty and beat and I was so happy to see your face.  It brought my heart closer when i finally got to see you, feel you.  Missing you was a rare feeling of sadness and happiness combined in one little package that always felt the same every day.

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 5

I love your imagination.  You are able to come up with hilarious little comebacks and memes and pictures and even little stories that you imagine.  Your reaction to my inital watching of Force Awakens has stayed with me giggling and I even remember a little story about vampires that you had come up with from a dream that you wanted me to write.  Even if you aren't the one who starts it, you are great at keeping up and shooting right back.  Your 'fear' when I would walk to your house at night telling you how I was being chased by zombies or using your imagination to help craft a little makeshift tent in your room from bedsheets.  You aren't afraid to act young and be open and create fantasies.  It's so healthy for the imagination and using it to personify and give voice to game characters and Funko pops is creative and hilarious at the same time.  Just thinking of those moments now has me smiling and recalling the greatest hits of moments in my head.
Wallet!
Turkey Leg!
Juuuice!
and of course, naked man  ;)

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 4

I loved how you are able to turn any situation into a good fun one just by being you. If it is a situation I don't want to be in, I can at least look at you or be near you and it's like i'm somewhere else.  From a house party or bar that I don't want to be in to a crowded place or even just a shopping trip.  We found ways to make it our own.  Also goes for places I enjoyed too, you made it that much more unique and special to us like it was just ours.  Memorizing and creating our own map for Universal, knowing our path and what to get at the supermarket, and making cleaning weekends into something I actually looked forward to.  When it's raining it's shining near you, when it's dark it's bright near you, when i'm sad i'm uplifted near you.  You have a contagious goodness about you that feels so good and I felt it the second you said hey at that Giant Eagle counter.  Perhaps even before that at a little restaurant job as well  ;)


PS, got the SNES classic  :0

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 3

I feel a connection and a bond that I've never felt with anyone else.  The biggest example I can think of was when you took your little trip down to Florida and we had the evening before you left together.  We laid in your bed while you tried to sleep and I watched Clerks.  Not wanting the night to end and hoping something would happen for you to just stay.  You drove off in the rain and there was such a connective feeling like it wasn't goodbye and a very strong bond feeling that you carried with you.  Talking and facetiming and just spending what time we did together while apart showed a lot of example of those qualities and when you came back it was like you never left at all.  There was an instant lightning in a bottle feeling that began when you stepped foot into that Giant Eagle to the Marilyn Monroe book to that crazy serendipidous feeling that it was just plain right.  I've never felt that before or since and even from the outside it could be seen.  A day at the beach with friends and we went down to the water and fooled around and laughed and you could just see it in the faces of the people on the sand that they could see two people who were crafted in the same mold together.

PS omg if Rey turns to the dark side and don't let Luke die and why is Kylo questioning things and omg starwarsicantwaititssocrazyomgleiawillprobablydieandsomanyquestionsahhhhhhh

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 2

If you were going over your parents house for the weekend you would make sure you called me before you left and we got some good chatting in because your talk time would be limited while you were there.  It was a very sweet caring gesture that I always looked forward to but also made me sad because on the one hand I got to hear your voice and brighten my day but on the other hand the weekend meant less of you and two days of waiting until it was back to the talkin time.  The sound of your voice was very soothing and cheerful in ways that no matter how bad or boring the day was, just the tone of your vocals was able to lift it.  There was a genuine sense of appreciation and excitement that it was time to talk and a moment that didn't want to be missed as it was a moment that could've been lost in the ether.  Even the calls that you were on your way home so I could start my famous chicken dinners were exciting.  The voice that just keeps on bringing the excitement.


and seriously.....seriously....this....i can't even....this is like.....the excitement.  The questions.  The the the the....


https://youtu.be/Q0CbN8sfihY


i mean.....sweet jesus

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 1

I love your past life experiences.  They always bring with them a great story and gave me the impression that you had almost a second life before we began talking.  I particularly enjoy the stories of when you worked at the home/hospital and you running down the hallway in fright and the ghosts that inhabited the place.  How you lived in Ohio when we started talking and seeing your little photo you sent of you watching television while Sammy laid on the couch.  You had real life experience and seemed to be all over and it fascinated me and made my imagination go wild.  I had to know more and every time I heard something new I left with a big smile on my face, looking up to you.

PS Star Wars Last Jedi Trailer will be out when this is read.  ;)  Love you darlin

45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #1

#1
The number one thing I love about you is that you are the most perfect example of an other half.  You compliment in the best of ways and challenge in even better ways.  A yin to the yang is not descriptive enough.  For every Star Wars reference there is an equal Supernatural reference.  For every video game played is another beaten.  You share common interests in ways that don't just compliment but they open new doors once thought all opened involving sharing, introducing, and expanding.  Lists are made to watch television shows and movies to discuss.  Games are played and watched to experience new worlds and shared experiences down race tracks, watery depths, worldy travels, and neverending skies.  When a future is discussed it isn't with fear or trepidation, it's with excitement, wonder, and an optimism shared only with that certain someone that you know in your deepest of belly that there is a fire that burns for only that experience. There is and always was something that I saw when I looking into your eyes.  It was always too difficult to put into words but with deep thought and much recollection I now know what it is.  It's right.  With any other situation or person, the thought of a future with marriage and offspring was a scary thought that I never thought was something I would even have the capacity to manage but looking into your eyes I see it working and not just working but thriving.  The future is made of bright colors and page after page of a book that in anyone's hand would be the journey of a lifetime.  The safety of knowing that the other half not only had my parachute but made sure to check the safety belt frequently to ensure that nothing would become of it's passenger.  Five minutes with you is all the reminder needed that you are a unique special once in a lifetime person.  I've made more mistakes than I care to count or remember but as I climb this path into what's right and meant to be I am opening my eyes more and more.  Typing these qualities every day cements what I had already inside me and brings out more and more to fill in every single gap.  I was a fool and made decisions that were laughably stupid.  I hurt people, esp the ones I love and while there is no way to erase those from history, I can avoid more.  As I type these, the path to what's right has been moving along.  Ashamidly not as fast as I would like but way way more solid than it has in the past.  The cliche light at the end of the tunnel is finally visible on the horizon and thoughts of a reborn Christmas season brings a smile to my face unlike anything else.  So, without numbers I will continue my musings to the one I truly love while I continue to get myself into gear and push down this path that I should've a long time ago and a lot faster than before.  There is someone out there who was born today in ye ol' 1987.  I wish you the happiest of birthdays and while I am very upset I am unable to see you on it, I am very glad that you are the light at the end of my tunnel that keeps me running in the right direction.  I love typing things I love about you daily and I hope you don't mind if I continue because I feel as if it fuels my fire to make what's meant to be.  The steps are all  there and I've begun my descent, I'm excited as ever and i hope and wish you have a very very wonderful birthday.  I love you.
Yours exclusively forever (part two)  Me.

I've had a little playlist that I have been listening to lately that I crafted that reminds me of you with each and every track.  Feel free to adopt them for yourself as a sort of coded message of love through the speakerbox.  They make me smile and knowing it made you too would make me do it even more.


https://youtu.be/ru0K8uYEZWw

https://youtu.be/P160_odTwyY

https://youtu.be/mAVPYq8fc3k

https://youtu.be/LatorN4P9aA

https://youtu.be/o0VKU7HVH8g

https://youtu.be/NNjrBUzXDJk

https://youtu.be/QtXby3twMmI

https://youtu.be/5wRM-t7wvF0

https://youtu.be/Y2V6yjjPbX0

https://youtu.be/5pidokakU4I

https://youtu.be/cp42V938eBA

https://youtu.be/b_ILDFp5DGA

https://youtu.be/P21wZlVNQc8

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45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #2

#2
You are real.  You are a very real person with some of the best qualities and honest personalities that I have ever run into or even heard of.  You aren't greedy or full of yourself or even demanding of anything.  You know who you are and have very good smarts where it counts.  You are dependable, showing a will to be with or around and someone extremely reliable in any situation.  You care and use your heart more than anyone and those around you feel it like a gravitational happy field.  There are few truly nice, caring, honestly pure people still out there and it is not only refreshing but downright beautiful to behold.  The absence of revenge or self righteous bones in your body is immediately noticable just by seeing your face.  There is a safe feeling that you emit that the closer you get the better you feel.  You invite sharing and openness in ways that make any outsider feel like we are speaking with someone who is going to make it all better.  Life events are never missed and celebrated in fun and interesting ways and some of that is attributed to the personality you have combined with the never grow up nature in yourself.  You know how to be real and fun.  A knockout combination of someone you can trust, be open with, depend on, talk to, and open yourself up to in the safest and most relieving ways coupled with someone who will sing until you laugh, dance while they clean, walk down a theater aisle like they owned the place, game until they fell asleep, and dressed up like Princess Leia to walk proudly up and down a comic con.  One of the best qualities and rarest personalities making you the most real person I've ever seen.  Being real will always rise above any form of fake that can be conjured up at any time.

45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #3

#3
You are knowledgeable about an immense amount of subjects to make yourself a brilliant conversationalist.  I could, and have, talk to you for hours on end and still have more to discuss, talk, and share.  You are smart and well versed enough to have either an opinion or stance on a variety of subjects.  We could talk film and tv, growing up around the same time period and seeing the same things.  We could talk music, even though you annihilate me in that subject and like the same music, bands.  The fact that we grew up in the same time period opens doors to conversations that we can share and remember all the same things.  It is insanely interesting to see what you remember and your opinion on it and there is an electricity to a convo with us when one or the other bring up something we remember and you can see the light bulb above the others head in excitement.  Plus you have a beautiful voice.

45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #4

#4
You are very cute and unpredictable with surprises.  There is a quality in you that pays attention to what people like or are into and you do a good amount of research into what is out there and what that person likes to surprise them with something that they personally will get the most out of.  Speaking personally, I have been surprised with games such as Lego Batman 3, passes to Universal Studios, 2 little kittens, and a day full of adventure on the first bday I celebrated with you.  It shows not only an interest and attention but a care that is rarely seen in a lot of people.

45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #5

#5
I love that even though horror movies scare you, you are still willing to watch every single one with me anyways and jump right along with me.  There were a lot watched, even devoting every day in October to it but I shall never forget the experience that was Sinister and your reactions to the jump scares.  The way the title popped up on the screen for every Insidious movie in the loudest music cue in history.  I was very grateful and excited and proud when you were up for and interested in the older films all the way back to black and white and musicals.  The openness and genuine wanting to share meant worlds and continues to be a thought in my head when any movie enters my field of vision.
Where's Dalton!?!?

45 Things I love about you while I make what's meant to be #6

#6
I love the way that when I think about you, it's always a good feeling or daydream.  There aren't many people that you meet throughout your life that can have that effect on you.  Just a mere thought transports you to a memory full of smiles and a future vision that will bring with it another smile.  Any argument or upsetting situation is always overruled by a thousand other good memories and thoughts.  You leave a fantastic impression that is intoxicating like the best drug there could ever be.  Making you feel so very good and wanting more and more.  Not a day goes by that something becomes a reminder that puts a little pep in my step or something is procured that invites fantasies of future events and plans that energize the body and mind.  If ever there were inspiration, excitement, and drive transformed into life, it would be you.