Sharing of some Memories with Chapter 16

My favorite memories could fill libraries around the universe

The smiles that settle across my face are the result of these memories

My heart sends signals to my body hoping that more memories with you are coming

Your hand isn't close and yet mine holds yours close

A dandelion is blown in the middle of the night after meeting up with you

Being lost while trying to find Ikea and inside seeing the Breakfast at Tiffany's print

The pieces of our Mario puzzle being placed together in a hot third floor room

Snuggling together in the same chair while watching Lego Movie

Turning on the AC in your room while I help you as best I can with your homework

Hearing Luigi call out "Maaarioooo" when you suck up ghosts

The only person I've ever built a tent out of bedsheets with

Going through the Star Wars movies with you is pure bliss

The anxiety you felt coming over with sexy lingerie under your coat to visit me

Watching Sinister in the dark, watching your arm shoot out in fear

Coming home from a morning Limited shift to see you in my bed playing Banjo

Looking it up to find out he says ouch my balls hurt

The surprises you got me with kittens, Lego Batman 3, and Universal

Running to the Terminator ride through a parade

Walking on the beach before we watched Insidious 3 and Minions

The broken key

Eating Boston Market, Fritos Pizza, Chinese food, and tacos

Going through my movies starting with the letter A

Sitting out on the balcony chatting in the night while you smoked

The hotel room near Universal that I want so desperately to do again

You in your witches outfit waiting for kids on Halloween

Downloading Ducktales on xbox to show you your favorite game remastered

Going to comic cons and visiting your friend at the bridal store

Universal park is ours, first time for both of us and the most special of meanings

Attacking a bug with a broom from the balcony door to your laughter

You playing cooking mama in bed

Hearing your music in the morning and joining you in the shower

You watching me draw and encouraging me to go for my dreams

Telling me I was a good driver

Talking about baby names on the overnight drive and who would go in the washing machine

Picking out how our wedding would look and what I would wear

Holding you while watching the movies on the waterfall show in Universal

Seeing you wear my tshirts and your Hey Listen shirt

The taste of your chili as we checked out all of Netflix

Introducing me to Supernatural and me loving it

Hearing your voice on the phone so so so so so glad to just hear me back

The surface just scratched of memories to share but all of them have the same thing in common

You

I miss you Megels darlin

Days are empty without you

My mind burns with creativity and future ideas and plans

My love for you exploding at the seams

The future is brightest with you at my side

I'm prepared with my sunglasses to take it on with the biggest smile

Hand holding yours tightly

Covering you with kisses and love

For you are my player 2

That final boss having no idea the team that's coming for him

I love you sweetness

Missing you like crazy

xoxoxooxoxlovetoyoudarlinmissyousweetestofdreamsxoxoxooxoxxoo

That Beautiful Girl along with Chapter 15

This girl, she was something truly special

Not one other was anything like her

She could stun you with her beauty and dazzle you with her wit

Humor was a strong arrow in her quiver

The way she could make me laugh was unrivaled

A great partner in Mario Bros that was without question

A worthy opponent in Star Wars trivia

This beauty could make a mean chili recipe loved by my tummy

Her support and praise for my art was unmatched

She made my Fight Club T-shirt look insanely good

The skills and talents she possessed numbered way above mine

A true intellectual woman with the credentials to prove it

A master of music would be selling her short

The words to every song she knew off by heart

A game of guess the song title would always come out in perfection

Shared common interests are the most important thing with someone else

This pretty lady had it in spades, continuing to dazzle me

The love of my life who could watch a Star Wars trailer over and over

Walk down the movie aisle with me like we owned the place

There isn't a more caring heart or person on this planet

Two people are placed on this planet with the task of finding each other

The final reward being true everlasting happiness

When you find that person you instantly know

Like we had known one another all along

That moment when I saw your face after so much time

The best hey there I had ever had spoken to me

In that instant I knew without question that my destiny had just given me the key

The key that I had to make it my sole purpose to find the door to

That door just happened to be the bringer of the key

Short, nerdy, beautiful, smart, amazing girl with brown hair and eyes

My heart hadn't known a strike of love like this

After that one single moment my life changed

Megels my darlin, the power that you have of clearing up an unfocused path

The power to make one person feel like they could conquer the world

You have that power in abundance

Refilled when I see your face, hear your voice, touch your body

Food tasted better, movies looked better, the sun shined brighter

The sky was bluer, clothes were softer, music sounded perfect

The many ways we are perfect for each other far outweigh the years left of the planet

My eyes reading over your letter every night

My brain filling itself with thoughts of you with every waking moment

This woman, this muse, this gift

I would want nothing more than to be perfect to you

Smooth over my cracks and imperfections

Become the shining knight to storm the castle for your hand

Every day that goes by without you is a day I pay for

The currency my shameful deeds that put forth pain into life

But every day that goes by I whisper my wishes up to the stars

Every hope in my body that those stars carry them over to you

To fall from the sky to your ears and hold you when I am too far to do so

I miss you with every beat of my heart

I love you with every cell of life in my body

Life blessed us with one adventure of a life

I wouldn't want anyone else to be my partner in that adventure

Nobody but you.

xxoxoxoxoxmissyouturkeylegloveyousweetestofdreamsxoxoxooxoxox

Love is a Dance in the Stars with Chapter 14

I remember walking to your house under the moonlight, the clouds making sure I could see my way.

I would tease you saying that I was being chased by zombies and may not make it alive

You would play along all frightened but at the same time hoping I was safe

The light of the moon was the spotlight on our dance

The stars the lights on the runway leading up to the stage where we danced together

I held you close, our hands held with invisible strings to guide us

Our feet expertly avoided the others making sure never to be in the way

As we moved along our predetermined path, the piano paved out our course

Each note a memory and new adventure that we took in stride

Your smile was the star of the show and worthy of all the applause

Standing next to you I looked like the luckiest man in the world

In all honest truth....I was

The way your body felt against mine was the fuel I needed to keep the dance going

You were warm and comforting, the softest blanket to ever wrap oneself up in

The lower parts of the notes brought your head to my shoulder

Your hair tickled my nose and aroused it with the fruity smells of your shampoo

It was intoxicating

The closeness of your body allowed our hearts to be closer than ever

I could feel the beating of your heart against my chest as a second lifeline

When the music took a more romantic tone you brought your face up to mine

Looking into your eyes I knew the man I wanted to be

Yours were special and unique in ways I could look at for years and never grow tired

Your lashes swatted to my eyes a morse code only they could understand

The way your lips formed the most tantalizing invitation I had ever seen

When we kissed I could feel a millennia of stress and worry being erased from life

An adrenaline shot that filled my body with energy and power

You taste the way all food strives to taste like..perfection

Our fingers do their own dance against each other in movements we can't replicate

Putting my cheek on yours we almost become one

When I'm with you I don't see the world as anything but perfect

No matter how far you were, the walk was always worth it

To see you sitting on that porch waiting, face lit by your phone

I knew my day was about to hit its highlight just spending the rest with you

Ascending the stairs was like making my way up to the gates of heaven

An angel waiting for me at the top

The two most beautiful words in the English language greeting me

Hey darlin

If anyone saw me they would swear they would see a floating person

Seeing you Megels is like meeting a hero for the first time

Our embrace is my favorite part and you provide my favorite quirk of yours

A nose crinkling smile

Nights are complete as we dance amongst the stars

The moon our spotlight and the sky our stage

Miss you like crazy dew drop

Love you with everything in me and more

xoxoxxoxosweeetdreamsbeautifulmissyouloveyoutonsxoxoxoxoox

You are to Me with Chapter 13

You're the feeling someone gets when they feel the first warmth of spring

You're the clothes right out of the dryer on a winter night

You're the breeze blowing through my hair when the sun beats down on me

You're the sweet taste of my favorite candy

You're the perfect melody of a classic symphony

You're the most beautiful flower in the whole bouquet

You're the face I want to see when I wake up in the morning

You're the ease that takes me to the most peaceful night sleep

You're the brightest star that leads me home when I am lost

You're the most page turning book in the whole library

You're the feeling of a cold drink after a long workout

You're the hand that I hold to complete me

You're the turkey leg that makes me smile every Universal trip

You're my favorite movie that I could watch time after time

You're the best song on every CD that never gets overplayed

You're the centerfold of the magazine

You're the bell at the end of the longest day of school

You're the waves splashing on the sand relaxing me

You're the one I think of every day all day

You're the one I want to be with

You're the tastiest meal of any restaurant

You're the rainbow after every thunderstorm

You're the girl singing perfectly next to me

You're my other half that I cannot live without

You're the one I base my life on

You're the first snowflakes in the winter season

You're the flowers that bloom in the spring

You're the spider monkey holding me throughout the night

You're the person who makes me smile most

You're the moon lighting my night

You're the kiss that takes away all pain

You're the warmth during any fit of cold I may feel

You're the one that makes my heart beat like no other

You're the most unique person I have ever met

You're why I never give up

You're who I write to every single day

You're who i will do whatever it takes to give you a happily ever after

You're the Megels who I try and make laugh every night before bed

You're the one who makes me speechless in all the right ways

You're the one who I will stand in the doorway waiting for

You're the one I have my hand reached out to 

You're the one I want to spend the rest of my days with

You're the one.

xoxoxoxosweetdreamsdarlindewdropmissyousomuchloveyoubeautifulxoxooxxooxxoxo

Let's with all the love my heart can beat

Let's watch the sun go down and chat the night away
Let's finish that puzzle we started
Let's take that walk on the beach hand in hand with our feet in the water
Let's lay on the hood of the car and look up at the stars and share our dreams
Let's write a story together where me and you are the main characters
Let's watch all of our movies from A to Z
Let's make art together so we share all of our creations
Let's walk for a cause
Let's travel the world and set foot on every continent
Let's check off our bucket lists
Let's lay together at night and catch up on seasons of shows
Let's start a business together knowing no profit for the first two years
Let's read to each other all of our favorite books
Let's facetime when we are apart to see the other's face
Let's discuss baby names and which ones would fit both genders
Let's cosplay at every comic con we go to to dazzle the other guests
Let's try every restaurant in the area and share our findings with friends
Let's conquer every video game from our childhood no matter how difficult
Let's take photos as often as possible to wander our favorite memories later
Let's snuggle together every chance we get
Let's hold each other like spider monkeys in bed so we are our security blankets
Let's shower together to be uninhibited with one another
Let's cook meals to eat together at night while we pick a movie to watch
Let's write love notes in the morning to find before or during work
Let's hold hands and never let go
Let's sit out on the porch and make wishes to the stars
Let's lay in the park looking up at the clouds and what they look like to us
Let's share every common interest we have
Let's not waste any more time
Let's make others jealous with how in love we are
Let's experience everything the area offers no matter how small
Let's go on road trips with hands out the windows and snacks in the seats
Let's reminisce about our favorite past memories together
Let's laugh before bed every single night
Let's steal kisses when nobody is looking and even when they are
Let's not let another day go by without the other
Let's hold each other in a way nobody else can
Let's be as one
Because you are my one
My wishes and writings go out to you beautiful every day and night
My heart lives and breathes Megels, pouring itself out in every single post
The way my eyes look at you aren't how they look at anyone else
To be yours is an honor and privilege I ask for and nothing else
A hero is nothing without his princess
An unhappy miserable dark life is not what is meant
The brightest clearest truest life was by your side
I reach out to you, speaking to the sky to travel miles to your ears
Let's look at each other every time for the first time
Let's fall in love with every day we spend together
Let's take advantage of every moment
Let's achieve every dream and passion
Let's love the way poets write about
Let's be as one
Truly
Madly
Deeply
I love you dew drop
Missing you always
xxoxoxoxosweetestofdreamssweetnessxoxoxoxxo

Missing the Beautiful Dew Drop with Chapter 12

I think of you and my day immediately becomes brighter

You are the one person I would do anything for

No distance is too far for I would walk until my feet bled to be near you

I want to be the shining star of your life

The man who supports you with love, kindness, and thought

The woman who my life brought me to

Toxicity had poisoned my vision and brought my life dark

Doing whatever it takes to be with you is the promise I give

I am not the man I can be if not for you

I stare out across the country hoping you look up at the same time

Your voice tells me that I can accomplish anything

My touch promises care and happiness for the rest of your days

Just speaking the name Megels gives me butterflies in my stomach

My adrenaline boosts thinking of all of our common interests

You are the woman who can be herself without fear with me

Any song you sing loudly I promise to join right in or slow head bang as your backup

If you whisper I will listen

If you are sick I will fetch any medicine no matter the distance

I am the man who wants to bounce child names off of even if yelling to stay out of the dishwasher

The man who knows not to touch your neck

Not to laugh when you have trouble reading aloud

The man who will give massages to you before bed

My joy is your smile and hearing you say I love you

I promise to be your gaming wingman to help you in any stuck situation

No matter if it is banjo, diddy, or luigi

You are the woman I want to make run down the hall giggling

Thinking I may jump out and grab you to tickle

You will always have breakfast and flowers to decorate your day

I want to be your nerd, your geek, your comic con man

Waiting in line for Star Wars, Marvel, and Disney

The woman who I steal kisses with while waiting in line at Universal

Holding hands during every ride hearing you laugh on the fast ones

The man who wants to pick out furniture and dinner with you

I love your presence and how you make me feel

I sleep best knowing I made you laugh and curl up on to me

We are a match made in heaven and I beg forgiveness

I give my undying promise to uphold my word to make you happy

Happily ever after part two, this one being the happiest

The highlight of my day is writing to you my darling

I ask God in hopes you read them and your thoughts speak with your heart

There is a woman out there who my heart is hers through and through

I wish I was with her and will do what it takes

She is beautiful and smart and the most perfect human in my world

Every night I cross my fingers and hope and pray

Every night I write smiling because I am writing to you

Reading your hand written letter is my most cherished possession

The door that will never close

Me standing in that doorway no matter how long it takes

My hand isn't complete unless it is in yours

I bid you the sweetest of dreams my darlin dew drop

I love you with all of my heart until we are ghosts

I miss you so much the world doesn't turn

Goodnight my lovely, kisses to you every minute of every day

xoxoxoxoxloveyoumissyouneedyoudarlinturkeylegxoxoxooxoxxxoo

Insomnia of Love

Impossible to sleep without you by my side
I try but only end up tossing and turning
When I look out the window I hope that you are too
Hand to the glass I reach out with emotion across the stars
My only thoughts are of you and what you are dreaming
Head tucked onto a soft pillow, canvas art watching from above
I whisper your name into the night on a prayer
My only wish on every night is that it reaches your ears
Without you the world is dim
A constant haze where nothing seems quite right
Lifelines are made on certain frequencies
Your vibrations perfectly tune into mine creating perfect harmony
One life filled with one adventure
You are the partner I choose for that journey
One chance, one path, one person who resembles all that is beautiful in the world
The wind blows at just the right speed when our hands are held
Adulthood and family thoughts permeate the brain in your presense
Night dreams contain races to find you in foreign places
Waiting and calling out your name so that nothing moves on without you
There are no words to tell you when you know your one
Just feelings and emotions and your heart telling you as loud as it can
The beautiful megels is the cloud that I cherish and look up to daily
Her face the prettiest, her voice the most harmonious
Making her laugh was a gift I was more than happy to always deliver
Not a single day goes by where I don't reread her letter over and over
Committing it to memory does it no justice, seeing her handwriting seals the deal
I pray thoughts of me swirl still, reminders around her every day the sun shines
Tears are shed hearing songs that are only shared with her
Love is sent no matter how many miles away, no matter the weather
Common interests number in the hundreds
Memories challenge that number
A blue box upstairs is looked at with great care and love
You aren't just a girl darlin dew drop, you are love in physical form
The brightest part of my day is reading to you
Our sanctuary is here where we can call our own special place
My feet scream to walk down to you and be with you
My heart hears their cries and sends word that it agrees with every cell inside it
When I think of beauty I think Megels
When I think of two who are meant to be I think of you
A future with you is what I pray and write for every single night
My heart will never give up on what it believes as its soul mate
I always wish you sweet dreams whether through here or in bed
My place is not here in a life not made for me
The heart knows where it belongs and issues emotions to sail the seas towards it
When I think of true happiness I think of you
When I think of true love in all the senses of the word
I think of you
I miss you
I love you

xoxoxooxxoxsweetdreamsbeautifuluntiltomorrowdewdropxoxoxoxoxoxoo

Missing You Close with Chapter 11

As I lay here all that is running through my head are thoughts of your beautiful face.  The stars may be shining above me but the only thing shining inside me are heartbeats in your name.  Missing you like nothing in the world that can compare is an understatement.  I turn this way and that to try and get comfortable and squeeze the pillow in such a way to mimic the feeling of your body next to mine.  Dreams become twilight hunts to find you, each one continuing a story.  One moment searching for you, another running to spend any and all time with you.  Rain passes through in intervals and with each session the noises of the drops hitting the windows serve as the best reminder of the sounds behind our heads through the window of our apartment.  The flowing of the fountain or the windy rain brought about from the ocean.  My body turned to the side, arms around your waist, I feel the rise and fall of your chest as you breathe silently in your own slumber.  The morning birds chirp away songs reminiscing of walking through the summer heat to your house, your cute face sitting on the front porch scrolling through your phone waiting for my arrival.  I'd be lieing if I said I didn't still look up at that porch every single day.  The comfiest under my sheets is when I imagine those black and white polka dot blankets of yours and the warm lump of dog by my feet who occasionally licks toes clean.  I miss hearing the sound of the xbox turn on and the familiar harry potter theme carrying over the air as you got up quietly before me to jump back on to play more.  That moment in the morning before work when you got up and took a shower and got ready in the bathroom in front of me and I watched out of one half open eye to catch every glimpse of you I could and try my best to handle my arousal.  Whether you are right next to me in my arms or a thousand miles away, you are what gets me through every single day.  You are what makes me, me.  The darkness of the night brings forth the emptiness of not being able to look over and see your face but my mind sings to you and hopes that the sound carries over the wind and reaches your ears.

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
there's a land that i have heard of once in a lullaby
somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
and the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

Someday i'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt like lemon drops
way above the chimney tops that's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow high above the morning dew

not a day goes by without a Megels I love you

xoxoxoxomissingyoudarlinloveyousweetnessxooxoxoxooxox

Alphabet of Love and Chapter 10

A for always thinking of you

B for beautiful

C for caressing your hair as you lay in my lap

D for darlin dew drop

E for Edward being in love with you

F for Frank Wizowski

G for giving support and encouragement

H for heavenly is how you make me feel

I for I love you

J for joking with laughs before bed

K for knowledgable

L for lyrical and singing to all the tunes

M for Megels

N for Nintendo gaming player 2

O for ouch my balls hurt

P for pursuing a masters degree

Q for quite possibly the most amazing girl in the universe

R for romantic

S for smart and sexy

T for turkey leg

U for Universal trips together

V for very happily being in all my dreams

W for the wallet you got me that is on me every day

X for x-tremely making my heart beat

Y for you are the one

Z for ze only person I want to ever be weeth  (French)

I Love You with Chapter 9

I love how you looked at me before you turned the corner

I love how many interests we share starting with reading the same Marilyn Monroe book

I love the pictures I draw for you and how you watch

I love the way you hold my hand, your thumb rubbing my palm

I love that you visited me at work even if it was on the way home from yours

I love how much you like my art and encourage me to do more

I love how scared we got watching horror films in my room at night

I love how you got me into Supernatural, How I Met Your Mother, and Big Bang Theory

I love the way you say my name and look into my eyes

I love the way you wear my shirts especially my Fight Club shirt

I love how you would text me pictures of you making faces to make me laugh

I love that you kept me on facetime until you fell asleep and I stayed until I did

I love our geeky excitement for any Star Wars movie that came out

I love how we play games together and compete in Mario Kart and Diddy Kong Racing

I love that I heard you turning on lego harry potter in the morning to continue playing

I love tidying up the apartment when you went to bed or before you got home

I love the way you cling on to me when we lay down to sleep

I love driving places with you and watching you in the sunlight

I love hearing you sing to every song and try my best to keep up

I love going to Universal with you and going on our memorized paths

I love how our luck ended up with the hotel and we saw a comic con

I love that you said I was a good driver

I love how much you like my blue eyes

I love your crinkly nose smile and how it makes me feel

I love bringing you flowers even if they are fake and put in your car door handle

I love kissing you before I go to work

I love making you breakfast in the morning

I love the way you join me in the shower when the time allows

I love how gleeful you were to pop my infected shoulder

I love how you liked my chicken dish and complimented me on it

I love the way your hair lays on your face when the wind blows

I love the way your voice sounds as it can calm me no matter where I am

I love the way you call me darlin, dew drop, and naked man

I love the way you say wallet, juice, and ouch my balls hurt

I love your eyes and how beautiful you are every second of the day

I love every adventure we have ever been on even getting lost to Ikea

I love the way you lay on me while on the couch and i play with your hair

I love our shopping trips and how we bought things for tacos and chili

I love making you anything because it is more special to you

I love how you value my opinion in things and consider my thoughts

I love how you put up my art to look at every day

I love the way you make me feel any time I think about you

I love complimenting you and being proud of your achievements

I love hearing your stories from present and past

I love the personality of your dog

I love how intelligent and thought out you are

I love the dreams you have and your bucket list 

I love every single thought of you

I love every moment spent with you

I love being with you

I love the way I love you

I love everything you stand for and who you make me be

I love you Megels

I miss you my darling

xoxoxooxoxoxsweetdreamsbeautifulmissyoulikecrazyloveyoumorexoxoxoxoxoxo

Cooking with Love and Chapter 8

Evening had arrived and he had gotten home first.  He made sure to stop at the store before he got home to pick up a lot of the supplies he would need.  This was a bit of a first time he was attempting making something like this and it wasn't under him to try and follow a little bit of a walk through on his phone while he did it.  He had two hours before she would be there, giving him plenty of time to get it all done and ready.  He set the bags down on to the counter and before he could begin to go through them, a small white dog came waddling out from the bedroom and looked at him.  The dog's head turned to one side as if to wonder what the human was doing.  The face was too adorable to say no to and he reached for the cabinet that housed his leash.  The pup knew immediately what it was and raced over and sat ready to be harnessed up.  They both walked out into the warm afternoon and down the stairs to start their walk around the complex.  Passing all the other tenants balconies they walked on taking in the fresh air, warm sun, and breeze that amazingly made it all the way there from the ocean waters close by.  The dog was loving it and did his business before deciding that he was ready to go in.  Once back inside, he began unwrapping all the ingredients he had bought and following the recipe he found to the T.  To his surprise and excitement, she called on a short break to talk to him.  Anytime his phone showed the wonderful name of Megels he couldn't wait to press answer.  She spoke about her day and who would need to cover what and how the other workers praised her.  She deserved it and he was proud of her, inspiring him to want to do more with his own career path.  The food was on its way going by the recipe and turning out better than expected.  He had to make sure none of the sizzling sounds made their way to the phone receiver so she would suspect what was being done.  After they shared their chat and exchanged I love yous, they hung up and he jumped right back into his chefly duties.  The apartment smelled wonderful as his chicken began to soak up all the delicious ingredients.  He had never cooked for a girl he loved before so he was hoping it would come out great.  The meal was coming to the finish line and just in the knick of time too as he heard the familiar beep of her locking her car outside.  The dog took off to the door and began whimpering, unable to control its excitement to see his human mommy.  He quickly did what he could to finish the meal and got out the two plates.  He covered everything just as she opened the door.  Hey darlin she said and began to sniff the air.  Smells amazing, what's going on?  He took her hand and brought her over to his workstation.  I'm making you dinner he said and it was met with his favorite response of hers, an audible ooooooooooh.  She changed in the bedroom and he tried to peek where he could and he got everything ready so that when she came out it was ready to eat.  It looked amazing and she took the first bite and her eyes lit up.  This tastes amazing, what did you put in this.   He responded that he followed the recipe and was so glad she enjoyed it.  Funny to him was that no matter how many more times he tried to cook her the meal again, he just couldn't get it right or to match the deliciousness of how it tasted that first time.  It was a joy to cook for her and a joy to make her smile, his love for her was infused into every single bite.

xxoxoxoxoxxomissyouturkeylegloveyousweetestofdreamsxoxooxxoxoxoxo

Sweet You wrapped with Chapter 7

A chance meeting at a grocery store

Long messages talking about shared interests and art

Excited to set up days to hang out, talk, and more

You looking so cute and fascinated by my work, taking my heart

Weekends were special when you visited from your place

I'll never forget when you were pulled over on the way back

We shared our first kiss after a game of mario and Luigi floating in bubbles through space

One of the best moments of my life was my lips meeting yours, the most memorable of the pack

You bragged to your work friends about your upcoming zoo date

I would sing and dance looking forward to seeing you that day

The amount of times things worked out had to be more than fate

Being near you filled in the piece I had no idea I was missing in that way

You as my girl is the one dream that is worth every wish

Zoo date to birthday up the incline and dinner at the hard rock

When I held your hand I could see fireworks of every color for me to relish

The way our fingers caressed the other's hand said more than we ever could in just talk

Nights with you are amazing whether its netflix or snuggling close up

The way you hold on to me I miss like nothing else ever told

When you speak my heart listens and drinks it up like a cup

I went as far as to give you the nickname Megels after feeling so bold

Your laugh is the medicine to cure any illness

Your touch is the sunlight that fights away all darkness above

Your eyes fill my body with the fulfilling feeling of tranquilness

Every moment with you is why we are alive in this world full of love

I love drawing for you while you watch and admire

I love your smile when I bring fresh flowers to you

Making love to you is so intense I can't help but perspire

I love our interests allowing everything for us both to do

You are the angel that guides my ship home

You are the shooting star that grants every wish filled dream

You are the princess I want to cherish with every chromosome

You are the one I want to make happy every second giving her face a shiny gleam

I love you more than anything in the world above and below

I love everything about you no matter how small

I love being with you making sure every day I let you know

I love you with every last breath and I'll always give it all

I miss you sweet darling morning noon and night

You are in my dreams, fantasies, and thoughts every single day

I love you with all of my heart, you give it precious light

You are all the words that my soul could ever say

xoxoxoxmissyoudarlinloveyousweetestdreamsbeautifulxoxoxooxxo

A Beach Rendezvous and Chapter 6

The wind picked up blowing the leaves all around the trees as they held on for dear life.  The temperature was lowering little by little thankfully, the humidity of the day was becoming unbearable.  Her toes felt their way around the sand outlining a path in the soft Earth towards the noise of the crashing waves.  The sun was nowhere to be found and dark clouds had taken over the sky above.  She stood looking out over the water, her dress blowing in the wind performing a dance that only it knew all the moves to.  He said he would meet her here, the way she had made him feel was something out of a movie where the audience applauded the ending teary eyed.  She had brown hair and it flicked through the wind awaiting the downpour of rain that was soon to come.  When he first saw her he couldn't believe his eyes as someone this beautiful was actually talking to him.  When she wanted to see him again he just about threw himself a party like he had just won the lottery.  Her voice carried through his ears repeating the same phrase over and over that calmed his nerves and lifted him to cloud nine.  Hey darlin she had said, her eyes matching his and making his heart race in ways that would win the olympic gold.  The way their eyes had met was like two people who had set off on opposite ends of the Earth and were finally reunited after dozens of years.  The clouds rolled in harder and the first signs of a storm were beginning to show.  He arrived in the area and just knowing that she was close sent his body into fits of excitement.  The ocean called out in protest to the storm, the waves crashing around her in response to the winds above.  Her eyes darted around the beach around her looking for any sign that he was near.  Inside, her heart told her that he was close and beat extra hard sending signals all throughout her body.  His feet joined the sand, feeling each grain pull him towards her.  The wind blew around him carrying him to where he needed to be and it wasn't long before he saw her form in the distance.  She was beautiful beyond words.  A painting come to life with her hair and dress dancing in tandem with one another seductively calling him to her.  His feet picked up faster, his heart reaching out beyond his chest so that it could speak to hers.  As he approached she felt him and turned to face him.  Just seeing him made her face light up and she was powerless to fight back a smile.  He reached her and his arms went around her hips and pulled her close.  She uttered his favorite words.  Hey darlin.  Their hearts now closer than ever beat in unison as they celebrated with one another.  The couple kissed, their lips meeting like two puzzle pieces made for the other half finally completing a picture that was missing its most crucial last piece.  Their love exploded around them like fire works, the storm holding off to let them enjoy their moment.  They held hands together, each one the other's soul mate as the storm let loose its many rain drops.  The rain did not matter or even bother them as this was one couple who went so well together that no matter how dark the storm clouds were, they were the brightest sunlight in the other's life.

xoxoxoxoxloveyoumissingyoucrazilysweetdreamsbeautifuldarlinxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

Sweet Dream Love Poem to You

The best part of my day is writing to her with memories of us.
Making more would be the most amazing dream come true.
Anytime my mind thinks of her it is immediately happy and takes away all the fuss.
The most memorable times of my life are all involving her and what we would do.

Missing the way I made her breakfast in the morning including eggs and toast.
Receiving pictures of her making faces to lighten any bad day.
The way you say hey darlin that energizes me more than the sun does coast to coast.
Our shared excitement for nerdy things and trailers for movies and Star Wars day.

I miss cooking her dinners while she was at work, trying to replicate that chicken dish.
Watching a movie during dinner and rating it afterwards was super cute.
The evening smoke breaks on the balcony where we got closer, granting my wish.
Making her laugh and giggle before bed while she played cooking mama serving up fruit.

The way we would look at each other out of the corners of our eyes while laying on the beach.
Our fingers finding one anothers and holding on while we roasted our skin.
The way I would make sure she was breathing every time I joined her in bed, always within reach.
How much I loved her in my arms I counted every time as a personal win.

We got afraid of bugs and frogs on banisters and spider nests in our door way.
Spent an hour cleaning the apartment to songs that she knew every word to.
Coming home from work on Halloween to see her in her adorable witch outfit made my day.
Even if she was upset nobody showed up for candy but it was our first and it was new.

Unpacking and watching Supernatural on the tv on the floor eating boston market together.
Her sending me a picture of the key she broke off in our lock.
Sweating in the heat and watching it storm for ten minutes every day was interesting weather.
Looking forward to every night being able to see her face and enjoy every talk.

Knowing how much we loved each other and how amazing of a person she truly is.
I still picture the magnetic alphabet on the fridge saying I love you naked man.
Her closet was lined with all of her high heeled shoes, the bathroom with towels for hers and his.
The many dates I want to whisk her away on, so many i cannot wait to plan.

Speaking with her over bluetooth in her car making sure she made it home safe.
Challenging each other in Mario Kart, classic Mortal Kombat, and Lego Harry Potter.
She is the angel of my nightmares and the woman that popped my back sore when I so did chafe.
The night we laid in the bathtub together with candles soaking in all the water.

To say I was in love with this woman would be the understatement of the year.
I would cross deserts, climb mountains, and to the moon I would have flew.
I miss you like crazy, every moment dreaming of you my darlin dew drop dear.
My heart goes out to you, sweet dreams and all, every moment saying I love you.

xoxoxooxoxosweetdreamsbeautifulmissyouloveyouneedyouxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

She is Love with Chapter 5

If he could put her into words it would have to be in the form of feelings and comparisons.  She was everything you ever thought you wanted and more.  The way the wind blows just right before a calming afternoon rainfall.  The crashing of ocean waves on a warm summer day surrounded by the cool refreshing waters.  She was the dreams you had when you woke up feeling better than you ever have in your life.  She was the thoughts you have to pump yourself up before a big contest or event.  The way your heart seemed to be trying to burst through your rib cage.  When a child sees magic for the first time.  She was the fire that ignited your creativity and drove your passions towards a success you only thought possible by professionals.  She was the brand new feeling of your skin after a nice long hot shower on a cold winter night.  The smell of freshly baked cookies and flour covering your hands and nose.  The rolling back of the eyes as a result of a great massage or a particularly spectacular round of love making.  She was the one person who remained on your thoughts throughout the entire day and wanted to share every moment with.  She was the feeling of warmth knowing that no matter when you woke up at night she was there to hold.  The way ice cream cools down the body on the hottest day of the summer.  The way the leaves to to browns and golds and oranges when fall arrives.  She is the most beautiful creature God had ever created to inhabit the Earth.  She is the one who makes you work harder than you ever have before just to get her to notice you from across a crowded room.  The way success feels when you finally are able to get a kite into the air.  The way you can share anything and everything with her and not feel judged but want to share more.  She is the perfect partner in crime who will follow you to the ends of the Earth if it means to spend more time with you.  She is the one who will run around a parade just to cross over to a 3D theater at an amusement park.  The way she feels when she gets to peel sunburn skin off of your body.  The way fans get excited for a new installment of Star Wars after a long wait.  She is someone who is worth everything no matter what the price.  She is what makes your life complete and strive to become the best you can be just to put a smile on her face.  The way she holds on to you in bed like if she let go you would both fall off into another galaxy never to see the other again.  The way she can hold a note with the best of them and sing every song no matter what radio station.  She is the most fun you'll ever have and then surprise you with even more.  She is so beautiful you have to pinch yourself every chance you get just to be sure it isn't just a very long dream.  The way she calls you darlin and how it makes your toes curl like she touched you in the most intimate of ways.  The way she crinkles her nose when she smiles that you could write books about for the rest of your days.  She is able to be herself around you and not have to hide or give up anything because you have so much of the same common interests.  She is the one person you could look at all day and never run out of wonderful things to say about.  The way she makes you feel is one of a kind and unique like nobody else ever has.  The way she elevates you to places reserved for the truly blessed and energizes you to shoot for the stars.  She is everything you've ever wished and prayed for and so much more than that.  She is what keeps you going

She is what love truly is.

She is beautiful

She is one of a kind.

She is you, my love.

xoxoxxoxosweetdreamsdewdroploveyoumissyoulikecraaaazyxoxoxoxoxxo

Afternoon Love Walk with Chapter 4

The afternoon was bright with sun and one of the most gorgeous of days.

Work was over and he was free to do what he wanted for the rest.

He hoped and prayed for a message to him so he could gleefully read what she says.

The familiar ding went off and his wishes were granted and he felt his best.

Her message was cute written in a way you could tell she couldn't wait to see him.

She wanted to take a nice little walk and tag along her awesome dog.

It wasn't too far for them to meet up even if they did it on a whim.

He dressed quickly, making sure to smell good, no sense smelling like a hog.

Out of his home he began with a giant smile on his face not hiding his glee.

Just a few more streets and he would see the prettiest face he ever set eyes on.

He would be lieing if he said he didn't try and run to see her faster, silently saying yipee.

The weather was perfect and their walk would be full of sunshine way before dawn.

Their paths were drawing closer and his butterflies were going crazy in his tummy.

Around the corner and there she was, an angel in blue jeans with a smile to match.

He waved when he saw her and practically jumped in place like a dummy.

She giggled and crinkled her nose and blew a few kisses for him to catch.

They met up and immediately traded kisses, their embrace full of love.

The dog watched in wonder quickly becoming bored looking for food.

You look beautiful he would say to her making her cheeks red, her heart in the clouds above.

I missed you she replied which rose his happiness and elevating his mood.

I look forward to seeing you so much during the day.

I count down the hours and minutes until your voice delights my ears.

I love you with my entire being every day you will hear me say.

I know we are meant for one another for the rest of our years.

She smiled and squeezed his hand as they walked together happily all night.

I would give anything for this day to never end and you to be in my arms always.

In the darkest days I can always count on you to be my guiding light.

For you to be mine would make me complete for the rest of my days.

A princess I would treat you and support you to be the happiest girl in the world.

Flowers will be given and kisses received, your hand in mine a dream come true.

Our nights would be spent in each other's arms together in love and under sheets curled.

My heart is crazy for you and every minute I can I want to say I love you.

xxoxoxoxoxowishicouldholdyounowloveyoudewdropxoxoxoxoxoox

The Weekend Where Lovers Clean House

The afternoon sun shined brightly and the weekend had started off to a great start.

This afternoon was the day the apartment was chosen to have its annual clean.

To begin the ritual of cleaning, the most important part of the process had to be started.

The music.

Not just any music mind you, the music that was chosen by her and memorized by her.

She set her playlist up herself and connected it to a small portable speaker.

That way they could hear the tunes no matter where they may be in the apartment.

With a click of a button the process was up and running with the first song in line.

As the tunes cycled through she sang along with each singer and matched every note.

She was powerful with Cher and every single member of the Spice Girls.

He watched her dance and move to the guitar riffs of Journey.

Her beautiful face singing to him with the ever memorable Manilow.

He had been shy at first and cleaning away while watching her.

It didn't take long before he was looking forward to the next song and holding her hips feeling them coast off of every lyric.

He joined in slow motion to the sweet sounds of Hello.

They took hands and moved together in harmony when a love ballad would join the party.

The kitchen was quick and the vacuum was done fast as to not drown out the songs.

Dusting was done with expert dance moves, the little kittens watched on in amazement.

Bathrooms were disinfected and clothes were laundered with all the care in the world.

His favorite moments were when she danced up to him and bounced the side of her butt on to his.

Laughter filled the air as the mundane chore was completely with smiles on their faces.

The reward wasn't just a clean apartment but a blast of fun times with the woman he loved.

The kissed between every song and when they passed one another during their paths of cleanliness.

Once they were all done they showered away themselves and made love soaking in soap and water.

She looked beyond words whether she was in clothes or just in the curves of her naked body.

The way she felt was like tasting candy for the first time.

His love for her was unmistakable and incalculable.

I love you like crazy he would say to her and she would say it back in a way that you could never argue.

She kissed like an angle blesses a human with gifts only God could grant.

He held her hand at the end of the day, exhausted from the chores but happy to no end.

I love you so much Megels was his new catch phrase that he could never tire of.

I love you too naked man, please don't get dressed she would counter with a devilish smile on her face.

They exchanged massages before curling up into bed.

Him on his back and her snuggled on to him, grasping on to never ever lose her love whether they were awake or asleep.

Sweet dreams I say to her and kiss her forehead as we both drift off to sleep with dreams of one another to come true when we wake.

xoxoxoxoxomissyoumylovesweetdreamsdewdroploveyouxoxoxoxooxoxo

Love to You with a Chapter Two

The best thing was getting text messages from her that included a picture of her making a face.
She is hilarious and the sharing of interests escalated things to such happy levels.
My head is bursting with the best memories and craving more of them.
The truest sense and meaning of being a partner and a better half.
I've never been so happy to have someone sing near me and hit every note.
It would take a musical mastermind to defeat her at guess that song.
My Fridays were always looked forward to because she would make sure she called and talked before her weekend with parents.
She's beautiful and sexy and I am able to be my actual self around her.
She's the one person who reignited my passions and drove me to be excited and never give up on my dreams no matter what they were and she would be there to support them all the way.
In my room I painted her a picture of a couple walking down a pathway in the fall and made the couple us. 
It warmed my heart how much she loved that painting and how she still hangs the day of the dead art around her at night.
My heart jumps for joy when I think of her all day at work and it cannot sit still for sleep at night remembering her next to me.
The way you feel in my arms is a feeling I wish I could share with the world to promote peace in all countries.
The look on your face when you finally defeated that boss in the ninja game on N64.
The way my heart gives me butterflies any time I see anything relating to Supernatural, video games, Star Wars, and Harry Potter.
I miss you more than anyone could ever dream of missing anyone.
You are warm
You are gorgeous beyond words
You are smart and supportive.
You are real
You are love

xoxoxoxoxoloveyoudarlinsweetdreamsmissyouxoxoxoxoxox

Dreams to Find Her End in Happiness

He woke in the middle of the night and found himself in the quiet of the dark.

The only noise that he could hear was the fan above him and the soft sleeping sounds of the beautiful girl by his side.

She had rolled away from him after spending the evening clasped to him in her favorite sleeping position.

He hadn't had a nightmare per say but something had awoken him in fear.

The room was dark and quiet, the ceiling fan spun above him.

He could hear the cars driving by on the road that was across their way, some late night motorists going to an early destination.

His feet took him down a small hallway lined with his artwork, carefully framed and hung up.

The living room and kitchen shared a space with a balcony attached by the side.

He found himself out on the balcony now with the slow breeze blowing through his hair.

Normally the pond outside had a fountain shooting water above and creating a nice ambiance but it had been turned off for the night.

Crickets kept him company as the night calmed him down and back to a sleepy state.

When he went back inside he took a moment to look at the photos of them.

She was beautiful, both of them sharing smiles and in love.

He was happy and couldn't ask for anything more, why had his body woken him up?

The longer he stayed up the more his dreams began coming back to him.

In his dream he was searching for her, there was a dinner party starting and the seat in front of him was empty.

He didn't want to start without her and didn't know where she was.

Could something have happened to her?  Where was his lost love?

The scariest thoughts crossed his mind and he began to fear the worst.

What if something had happened to her?  What if she was hurt or alone and he couldn't see her again.

The scariest thoughts of all revealed itself in his mind.

As if on queue the doors to the room opened and there she stood, radiating light.

She was prettier than ever and he could feel all of his worry melting away.

He reached out for her and that was when he woke up.

Walking back into the bedroom he saw her there wrapped up in the sheets.

His angel, his love, the woman who he planned on making his wife.

He thanked God for the opportunity to be her other half and promised to make her the happiest she had ever been.

Slipping back into the covers, she awoke slightly and rolled on to him, holding him tightly.

In her sleepy state she spoke reassuringly "I love you darlin."

He smiled with tears of happiness in his eyes, never had he thought all of his dreams could come true.

"I love you more sweetness." He whispered back to her.

Even in the dark he knew she was smiling so he closed his eyes too and joined her in the sleepy dream filled adventures together for the rest of the night.

xoxoxooxowishiwasholdingyoutonightMegelsloveyousweetdreamsxoxoxooxooxox