Every Second My Heart is Yours

You were in my dreams again.  You're in there very frequently and pretty much the only time I do dream.  I'm always looking for you or waiting in a room for you to come to the table.
I miss you so much, every day has a cloud of sadness over it without you.  Every hour that passes at work I am always thinking of one of our memories and things I would give anything to do again.
Drive to Universal and spend the day there with you
Help you make your chili for dinner
Sit next to you while you gamed
The feeling of you holding me while you slept
Watching you get ready in the morning
Going literally anywhere with you
You are a beautiful that I have never seen before
We always stuck together no matter what situations came up
Your letter the most read thing my eyes have ever laid on
My heart beats every day hoping I can hold you again
If I had a thousand pages
I could never name them all
The reasons that I love you
For the list would be too tall
I love you for the melody
I hear within your voice
The way your brown eyes hold me
A captive, but by choice
I love you for your gentle hands
That melt away my pain
I love you for your loving heart
That made mine beat again
I love you for your loving smile
With which my heart soars
These are just some of the reasons
Every second beat is yours
I miss what we made together and our apartment we made our own
How you'd stand up for our love at bars when I wasn't there
Notes left on the counter or in letters on the fridge
Just looking at you.  You are so stunningly beautiful, I could never stop taking my eyes off of you.  I could pick you out of any crowd instantly. 
I miss you so much

None of it feels right without you.  Like we are in a different world.  Everything made sense with you.  Every single thing felt like that was what was supposed to happen.  I would give anything to be yours.  I know we connect better.  I know we match better.  I know we compliment one another better. 
My heart continues to beat for my one true
The Megels of my everything
My heart is yours

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxo

Missing You So Much Dew Drop

To the beautiful Megels,
If you could see inside my soul
See inside my heart
You would know I long for you
Whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how I cherish you
How much you mean to me

In all the ways you comforted me
The ways you would hold me at night
The way you know just what to do
To chase away my fear

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
Your smile, laugh, your touch
Are just a few of the many reasons
I love you so very much

Knowing I could talk to you
About any and everything
And knowing together we will get
Through whatever life may bring

I could search the whole world over
And this I know is true
I would never find another love
Like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, each sunrise
We can't know what's in store
There is one thing I know for sure
Each day I love you more

So if you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how blessed you always make me feel
There is nobody I would want to share life with
But you

Always

Miss you so much

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo

A Frozen Moment in Time

The sound of a small fountain outside our window
The soft sheets with the polka dot comforter
I feel to the left of me and there you are
Your eyes aren't open but you still smile at me
Whispering your name charges our hearts for the day
Good morning Megels my darlin

Your beautiful eyes open across a pillow top
It seems for this moment time will stop
The earth slows and sounds wane
A frozen moment without stain

Your body is close to mine
Our hearts beat in time
With a smile of simple pleasure
This moment should last forever

Some say perfection is unattainable
For most things that's explainable
But in your arms and with your heart's affection
I have found a brief moment of perfection

Later when we are sitting with our toes in the sand
Staring at the skies
The sun dipping lower
I look into your beautiful brown eyes
You see what I am feeling
I know you feel it too

We wanted time to just stand still
Then forever there'd be me and you
Why can't we freeze that moment
Return to it in time
Stay together through the years

Proclaim I'm yours and you are mine
So let us freeze this moment
Keep it and label it as ours
Nobody can take it away from us
Not as long as you are mine and I am yours

The secret is that every moment with you
Is that moment that time stands still
Perfect utopia and the happiest that can be
Only one person has ever made me feel that way

That person is you Megels dew drop
A love that conquers all
Missing you more and more
My heart beating ever longer

For you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxo

Your Beautiful Eyes Gazed at Me

When I came to your door Megels
And your beautiful eyes gazed at me
From the darkness within
The world around me came to a stop
For just a few seconds
As I saw the love from within you

You looked at me with your warm smile
Your brown hair around your face
And whispered softly "Hey darlin"
And once again
I was at your mercy

For when you look into my soul
And I hear the sound of your sweet voice
My heart opens to you my love
With all of my dreams now fulfilled

I never knew that a love like this
could ever exist
A love that consumes me
A love so powerful
And so overwhelming
That I fear if I were without it
My heart would no longer have a meaning
To its existence
For the love that flows through it now
Is what keeps me alive
Keeps me whole

As I gaze into your eyes my love
Down into the depths of your very being
I can see the love you feel for me
A love as strong as my own
A love that fills me so full of emotion
So full of hope for the future
That I pray I will spend the rest of my days
Gazing into your eyes.
Completely and totally in love with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo

Share My Unending Love With You

Love is patient, love is kind
And what our loves express is true
No amount of tragedy can tear
Or break the love I have for you

The nights we spent sharing memories
The days we spent on adventures
Sharing every laugh together
Taking big fearful steps together

Time has healed so many wounds
But has not erased the memory
But I'll hold on, always want to be together
We will get through this, you and me

Though we are still young and learning
About ourselves, our world today
In my heart I'll always love you
And in my heart you'll always stay

Kissing before you hold me in the night
Starting our new life together in our new place
The inside jokes and Universal trips
The way you'd look at me

As days go by, as time progresses
We will change, mature, and always grow
But as we grow, as we reminisce
There is on thing I will always know

My love for you will never falter
Never cease, for its always true
With love comes patience, but it's worth the wait
To share my unending love with you

I miss you and it's never too late
Pick up where we left off, listen to your heart
I will atone for all that has hurt you
Forever be yours and vow to never leave your side

I've lost you but never again
Your hand is the only hand I need
I love you Megels with all that exists
Let me be yours again
And we can define what dreams coming true really means
Happily ever after
Part Two

I am yours no matter what
No matter the wait
No matter the distance

Always,

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Most Beautiful Treasure

The missing treasure of this sinking vessel
On the seafloor, where it would nestle
Against the base for years it'd lay

Patiently waiting for that special day
When I would come to claim my prize
Hoping the chest to my surprise

Would hold the heart that I've been missing
The talks, the laughs, the hugs, the kissing
That day has come and now I'll find
What lies ahead, no longer behind

I've searched through darkness, to the deepest sea
And found that chest staring back at me
What lies inside, I do not know
Unlock the latch and open slow

I peek within, with nerves I'm shaking
The prize inside could stop the aching
Cause within the chest that I've searched for
I found the heart and even more

The talks, the laughs, they all were there
The hugs, the kisses, for me to share
The most beautiful treasure I've finally seized
Did not imagine I could be so pleased
I searched so long through the deep sea blue

I love you Megels, my prize is you

Always,

Love, Your Edward
xxoxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Hand in Hand

The sun sets

Upon the golden sand

We sit together

Hand in hand

We gently embrace

and look into each other's eyes

I wonder if you are

An angel in disguise

I hold you

Like there's no tomorrow

I suddenly forget

The past sorrow

I kiss your soft lips

And you kiss mine

I never knew

Loving someone could be this fine

I pick you up

And carry you to our room

How a love can blossom

And a heart can bloom

Your touch is so gentle

But your hands so strong

How could a love like this

Ever go wrong

My heart is beating

200 times a minutes

Because my love

You are in it

The sound of your heartbeat

All through the night

We fall asleep in each other's arms

And wake to the morning light

I look into your eyes

And this is when

I say thank you

For teaching me to love again

You Megels are the angel of my nightmares

The one place my heart feels at home

Why it beats day after day

For the one true love

You, my darlin dew drop

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxooxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxx

I Miss Being Near You

When I look up into the night sky
I think about you Megels
Every single star shining brightly
Countless wishes made to them every night
Hoping that one of them reaches their bright hands

I want to travel and see the world with you
Create and inspire along the way
Grab and achieve all of our wildest dreams
Every day with your hand in mine

Beneath velvet cloth of night and shadows
My heart confessed its thoughts to the wind
I could feel your smile from a distance
With the touch of your closeness profound

The sun reached behind a fading sky
So the moon could take its proper place
Day to darkness, brightened by the stars
Leaving upon the blue waters
A shimmering portrait of your face

You, with all your savoring sweetness
Tenderly pierced the walls of my soul
As you wove a new tapestry with
The golden threads of your hope and love

Yesterday you offered me courage
Today you endowed me with your strength
Every moment together a gift
Every day a celebration of life

How lovely the music of your heart
You are the air I breathe
Every sound I hear
And the spirit that gently moves me
I don't wish for the moon

For when I'm with you
I have the stars

Miss you so much dew drop
I will stand at your door until every star burns out
Waiting to hold you close again
You are my soul mate
My one and only
Worth every moment until the end of time

Always

Love, Your Edward
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I Love You Each and Every Night

I sit with you on the beach
Our hands entwined with each others
Your brown hair blowing in the breeze
You call me dew drop
I call you Megels
The sun sets over the ocean
Colors sparkling out from the center
There is no other place I would rather be
Than anywhere with you
I make a solemn promise to you
To be your lover
When you need to be loved
Your doctor when you are ill
Your army when you go to war
Your umbrella when life rains down on you
Your rock when you get weary
Your shield when you need defense
Your spirit when you are drained
Your pillow when you need to rest
Your voice when no one can hear you
Your ear when no one will listen
Your comfort when you feel pain
Your hero when you are under duress
Your sunshine when darkness falls
Your answer when questions arise
Your inspiration to overcome obstacles
Your hand to hold when you are frightened
Your kiss that wakes you up every day
and your I love you each and every night
My eyes never leave yours
The warm air holds us close
You caress my hand with your thumb
We kiss and I hold you close
My one true love who I never want to let go
I miss you darlin
My heaven is holding you
The sun at our feet
Your heart with mine
I am yours
All of me

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I'll Get To You Some Way

There is a girl who is truly unique

One I have felt in my arms and in my heart

Megels, you brought love into my life

I want to wake up to you again

Look to my right and see you there

Achieve everything we've ever dreamed

Together

Through all time

Love has strung beautiful art

Does love now weave this vision in my heart?

Have two stars been taken straight from the sky

Do they look back at me

As I look into your eyes?

Love does separate us in lands so far

Love does make this a trial so hard

May I ask for one night to shrink this land

May I have you just one night

Just to reach your hand?

If my wish I may have not

Let us kiss with our minds

Let our words carry us together on winds of divine

Love does separate us

In lands so far away

But if love does ring true

I'll get to you some way

There is no distance that could seem too far

No amount of time that seems too much

There is something truly special between us

Something that kept us coming back to the other

When we were together everything just worked

Happiness was a guarantee

When I see your face I fall for you every single time

Your letter keeps me warm at night

The blue box keeps my heart beating

I miss you dew drop

I want to come home

You are my one and only

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxooxxxoxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Can't Sleep Without You

You're probably asleep, not thinking about this at all.  But I'm up and wide awake, can't sleep without you.  My stomach hurts and I've been up thinking about the thing we could do.  I never want to give up our adventure and the things I want to do with you.  I miss you Megels.  So so much.  I regret every mistake I made that brought me to this point without you.  It's not the same without our nights.  It's not the same without you.  I wonder if you ever dream about me.  Wonder if what you are doing is right and your perfect other half.  Remember how much common interests mean.  How important they are down the line.  I'm just not happy without you.  I love you so much.  I really hope my words somehow reach you.  It's never too late.  Never ever.  Not for true love.
I miss you darlin
Turkey leg
My player two.

Please kick my butt in mario kart
Please sing at the top of your lungs in the car
Please be my Ramona

I will always be your Scott

Always

Missing you

Love,
Your Edward
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Someone As Special As You

To the one Megels whom my heart is taken by
The girl who I would do anything for
Pay for my mistakes, each one day by day

You are my love, my life
My best chance to live free
My eyes when I watch the sun setting over the sea
My lungs when the cool breeze blows softly into me
You are my ears when I listen to my favorite music

My sweetest sweet
My dearest dear
My darlin dew drop
My trust and hope and my freedom of all fears
Always my love
No matter how far or how near

The oceans so vast as far as one can see
Under the sky so blue
Beyond the mountains' highest peaks
So far, deep and long my love for you
So strong and lasting
So real and true

The beauty of your eyes looking into mine
You skin, your hair all so soft and so fine
How lucky am I that you could be all mine

Alas my angel  I have found and she has found me
So far, far away but I still hear your heart beat
Beyond all hopes and more than any dream
I now believe in fate and in destiny
Someone as special as you makes me believe

I miss you so much
Our memories my favorite to get me through the day
I know all our dreams could come true
With your hand in mine
The one thing in life I'm sure of
Is that I'm madly in love with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

The Full Meaning of Love

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a love, a friend

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you

I miss you so very much my darlin
Sitting playing Ducktales
Making you laugh to hear the wonderful sound
I love you so very much

I would give anything to hold you again Megels
The sun doesn't shine as bright without you
I will forever wait to have your hand in mine
No matter the time, no matter the distance

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxox

My Will To Live

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me

There is nothing I wouldn't give
To have you in my arms again
Sitting here wishing on every shooting star
That my hand can be in yours once again

I miss you more than the sky misses the sun
More than the stars miss the moon
Megels you are my dew drop
Forever I will always yearn for your heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxxooxxoxooxoxoxxoxooxox

To Megels, My One True Love

On this most special of days
There is only one girl on my mind
That is you Megels, darlin dew drop
The constant beauty in my thoughts

You're the reason for these butterflies
That are fluttering uncontrollably inside of me
These butterflies will never calm
They've taken over my whole body

You're the reason for this smile
That brightens my whole face
This smile will never frown
You've unknowingly become my all

You made me feel alive once again
You erased my past with just a touch
Chased my fears with just one glance
You broke my mold with that first kiss

I thought my happiness was forbidden
Until you took my world and killed my demons
Read into all my deepest dreams
And gave them beautiful wings

You're the reason I believe in true love

I've kissed the lips of true love
I've gazed into love's eyes
I've felt love's arms around me
Love has held me when I cried

I've walked with love beside me
I've awakened to love's sweet face
I've made the sweetest and truest love
In the arms of love's embrace

I know what it is to love endlessly
And to know that I've found the one
I know how it feels to be complete
And know I'll never be alone

All my life love was just a dream
Then you made that dream come true
I know how it feels to believe
Because I believe in you

On this most special of days
There is only one girl who I would give anything to be with
To you Megels darling
To you I send every ounce of love I have

I miss you being the one I see every day
The voice in my ear, teasing my heart
My nerdy other half to compliment all our interests
The hand I held to feel complete

There's nothing I wouldn't do or give up
To spend another day with you
Walking the pathways of Universal
Watching your eyes laying on the beach

I think of you constantly
The pain I've caused
The smiles I brought
The dark depression I've fallen victim to

Your heart is the most important to me
I hurt it, broke it
Regrets and shame fill my every day
To hear you say I love you and always will lifts my darkness

I still hold out hope and believe that it is us
Soul mates to the end
Sharing inside jokes, movie quotes, and games
You are more than my player two

You are my reason to be
My better half
The person who gets me
My soul mate

We stuck together through big and small changes
Struggles and distance
But every single time and through it all
Our hearts always reached out to be together

My apologies are just words
I can't think of anyone I'd rather spend every moment with
To grow old together
Start a family together

There's only one person who has ever reached my true heart
That's you Megels
Whatever it takes, however long it takes
I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you
Making you feel that happiness we had
Picking out your ring
Holding me in bed
Watching me draw
Singing in the car

You are why I believe in true love
Why my heart loves you more than anything
I would give it all up
To be yours and hold you once again

Always

With all my love
Your Edward

Always and forever
No matter what
I'm always yours dew drop

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The One I've Dreamed Of

You were a dream

A dream that filled my thoughts

and my loneliest nights

You were the dream I held on to

the dream my heart longed to one day have

You were the dream that made me smile

an escape from my reality

a fantasy I longed to one day come true

Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy

came true the day when I first saw you

My dream that used to be

is now my reality

A fantasy waiting for its happy ending

is now a fairy tale come true

Once my only escape

is now the comfort that I live for

Together we have been through the heartaches

the pain of walking away or being left behind

Every new road we had to take

because of the choices we had to make

only paved the road

that brought us closer to one another

Life may not be easy

with all the burdens and drama

that life hands to us

but when you find someone

to share your life with

no drama is hard to handle

no burden is hard to bare

When you have someone

that one you've dreamed of

then your life becomes the escape you both take

to get away from the reality that surrounds

I know because

I found the love

my lifetime partner

my soul mate

in you Megels

The one person I've ever met

that made my heart

skip a beat

Miss you darlin

more and more each day

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxooxoxoxooxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo

Your Love in Return

I wanted a mansion once
That is, until I met you
Now the only place I want to live
is inside your heart
I once desired diamonds
Until I met you
Now the only sparkle I need comes from within
I used to crave the finest clothing
Until I met you
Now I want not a single thread
to separate our bodies
I once coveted a fancy car
Until I met you
Now I want nothing that would put miles between us
I once prayed for money
Until I met you
Now I want none of the things money can buy
I once yearned for a sense of security
Until I met you
Now my only security comes
knowing you are near
I once dreamt of a prestigious job
Until I met you
Now I find my success in making you happy
I once asked for the world on a silver platter
Until I met you
Now you are my world
and I want for nothing but your touch
Loving you has been my teacher
You taught me not to want
Being with you has been my salvation
I now understand grateful
But perhaps most importantly
Your love in return has been my everything
Megels my darling
You are my everything

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxxooxoxox

Together in My Arms

Before I met the beautiful Megels
I was lonely and somewhat lost
I wanted a companion and friend
nothing more
I took the plunge, in I stepped
Nervous and unsure, I waded in

Inexperienced and quite unsure
Feeling trepidation
I wondered if I did right
Feeling shy but needing your company
I took a chance, to see what would occur

Surprise, shock and so much joy
I found the woman of my dreams
I won first prize
Gentle, caring, trusting and sensuous, along you came
Into my life, you brought happiness, fulfillment
And everything I had secretly yearned for

Not sure how I would cope and react
From that first meeting I was complete
Such emotions flowed through me
That I believed I would never feel

Beauty, tenderness, faith, desire, and love came fast
All my hidden dreams were answered
By your marvelous presence

From that first meeting, who would believe
Such a strong romance would start
When we are together all I need
Is in my arms, in my heart

A beautiful brown eyed girl
Short and nerdy to match all that is me
I miss you more than the days the sun rises
My heart feels at home
When you are in my arms
My love all for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxxoxooxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoox

No Other Love but You

When I look back
on the dreams I left behind
Buried there in all my thoughts
It is you I always find

I saw you then as I see you now
through love's impassioned blindness
A heart so fashioned there within
filled with love and kindness

How often has my heart declared
with anguish, for my words are few
That the wind shall blow a little longer
to keep me here with you

Sweeter still are the pains of love
The bonds of love grow stronger
Even after the moonlight has gone to sleep
I shall always love you longer

No other can stir my heart so deep
or thrill me through and through
And in my dreams there will never be
No other love but you

When I look back at our times we shared
There is one sure thing I know
It is you my love, who stole my heart
To stay entwined in yours wherever you may go

I miss our life so much
Megels my sweet
Let's continue our adventure
Making me the luckiest man in the world

I dream of your heart every night
Your smile every morning
Your hand every afternoon
You every single moment

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxxooxoxoo

Love At First Glance

People speak of fate

and meetings of chance

Finding of soul mates

and love at first glance

Alignment of planets

Shooting stars up above

Fullness of the moon

and pairs of white doves

I've never taken stock 

in these symbols and signs

But having met you

proved I'd been blind

Poets write of hearts

eternal devotion

Flames of desire

and new found emotion

Love ever lasting

a lifetime of bliss

Heaven here on Earth

the passion of a kiss

I've never found valid

these words foolishly penned

Then you graced my presence

and proved me wrong again

Singers sing of heartache

and the one that got away

Internal emptiness

pain that still remains

Missed opportunities

the hollowness of night

Paths that never cross

timing that wasn't right

I never dreamed those songs

could ever ring so true

Until I thought of life

without ever knowing you.

Miss you

my darlin dew drop

Every single day my love

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxo

A Love True and Rare

Megels I wish I could find the words
That would make the meaning clear
About why I just love you so
And why I want you here

Why I need you here with me
So I can shower you with love
Why it is so clear to see
You are an angel from above

An angel sent from heavens high
To bring the lords own prayer
That you and I on blue skies fly
Share a love that is true and rare

A love that is so truly pure
That it completely fills my heart
A love that will forever endure
And that we shall never part

A love that will last you see
Until the end of time
A love which joins us, you and me
And forever our hearts entwine

There is a place of peace
There is a place of joy
A place away from loneliness
A place away from pain

That place is next to you
A secret garden
Where black and white becomes a colorful place
Of loving, kisses, touching, caressing

There with you and only you
Cares of the world melting away
Anger and fear are not allowed
Prejudice cannot enter

A place where two hearts beat as one
A place where two souls are interwoven
Touching the inner place of one another
A place that I long to come back to again and again

A place of sweet abandon
A place next to you
I miss you so much
My love for you is the truest

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo

I Dream of You All Week Darlin

The most beautiful girl I love
Megels, who lives in my heart

I want to share my feelings
I don't know where to start
But every single word I say
Is coming from my heart

The first time that I met you
All you said was hey
It was really just a simple word
But it took my breath away

You were very fun to talk with
You were extremely sweet and kind
I was in love with every thing you said
You were amazing in my mind

You filled my days with brightness
You lifted me up when I felt blue
You made me feel like I'm someone special
So I'd do anything for you

For you I'd walk across the desert
So hot, without a breeze
For you I'd dive into the ocean
And be swallowed by the seas

I got to know you oh so very well
This will come as no surprise
There's nothing that you could do wrong
Because you're flawless in my eyes

I always wonder where you are
And I wish I could be there
You are far away now
But I can feel you everywhere

You're the constant beating in my heart
You're the blood rushing through my veins
You're the light glowing from the moon
You're the crystal droplets in the rain

You're the colors in the sunset
You're the rustling of the leaves
You're the twinkling in the nighttime stars
You're the very air I breathe

I care for you each hour
I dream of you all week
You're the last person running through my mind
Before I drift to sleep

I want so badly to have you in my life
Someday us being together again
I love you, and only you
I always will dew drop
Forever

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Our Hearts Never Apart

The evening sun shining down upon your face
Your dazzling hair flowing softly in the gentle wind
Your shapely cheeks filled with rosy plumes
Your stunning eyes melting me with but one look

The midnight moon brightly luminescent
My love for you made clear in the night
My passion blazing through the darkness
My desire for you, unmistakable

The morning dew gleaming radiantly
Your intoxicating smell captivating me
Calling to me drawing me near
Pulling me into you losing myself

The afternoon rain bringing life to all
Standing in the showers, waiting for your man
To take you away, to a wonderful place
Where all your cares disappear

I caress your face, my hands, through your hair
Your tears slowly away, never to return
My arms around your delicate body
Relieving all fears, all worries

Our eyes, once met, never leaving
Our lips, once pressed, never yielding
Our minds, once merged, never apart
Our hearts, once one, together always

The most beautiful of names belongs to you
Megels you are the beating of my heart
I want to continue our adventure, our laughs
Your smile is the fuel to my soul

Always

Love, Your Dew Drop
Edward
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One True Soulmate

To the most beautiful Megels there is

If I could, I would give you the sky

but all I have, is my breath

to bring new heights

If I could, I would give you the ocean

but all I have is my heart

and the depths of my love

If I could, I would give you the sun

but all I have is my body

and its warm embrace

If I could I would give you the moon

but all I have is my soul

to light the dark

If I could, I would give you the stars

but all I have are these dreams

that we'll reach them one day

If I could, I would give you all the beauty found in this world

but all I have are these hands

to paint your picture

If I could, I would give you the heavens

but all I have to give

Is the intent of you with every breath that I take

Every beat of my heart, only for your sake

The warmth of your body, your sheltering place

The light of my soul, the darkness will fade

The space in my mind, in dreams and awake

And my hand, reaching out, a future we'll make

So take my hand, and together, our heaven we'll create

I give all that I am, to my one true soulmate

I continue to think about you and the fun we had every day

I miss you so much

I've never had such a perfect other half

My heart reaches to the stars to you dew drop

Always

Love, Your Edward

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Color of Love

I've been thinking of a painting
That I've created in my mind
It's a painting of something special
For which colors are hard to find
I've searched all over
Even the rainbow that leads to the gold
In hope of finding those special colors
For my canvas to hold

I know this painting would turn out right
If I had those colors to start
Special colors full of emotions
From which I could paint from my heart
I'm not the best of painters
Just a person with an empty palette of dreams
Someone searching for the color of love
And searching forever as it seems

What is the color of love
And why is it so hard to find
I know exactly what it looks like
But I only see it in my mind
Perhaps those colors are already with me
Somewhere deep inside
And can only be released through my emotions
Which I know I just can't hide

There's a masterpiece in my heart
Which my canvas will soon acquire
And with every brush stroke that I'd make
It soon would be ready to admire
Where is that special color
That I need so very much
To add to my palette
And give my paintings its one final touch

This vision I have in my mind
Is really a painting of you
There's no need for rainbows
Only feelings that I know are true
I believe with all of my heart
That love is any color you want it to be
For a masterpiece painted with love
Can be very special, for you and for me

The most beautiful masterpiece of love
Every color used to its fullest
The end result would be the same very time
You, Megels
That masterpiece is you
Missing you and loving you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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My Wonderland Named You, Dew Drop

Admiring the beauty of the ocean waves
Drifting towards the land
I wondered about the journey they traveled
To eventually reach the sand
I've always dreamed about taking a journey
To a place along the sea
Where every moment is timeless
In a world of magic and mystery

You and I were hand in hand
Watching the seabirds in flight
Appearing like a silhouette
Against the backdrop of the moonlight
We found ourselves on a magical journey
To a place we wanted to be
When we ventured into the darkness
Towards the sounds of the romantic sea

We walked along the shoreline
Pausing to write in the sand
As we engaged on this timeless journey
To a special wonderland
Some kind of magic took over my heart
When you looked into my eyes
As we held each other very close
Waiting for the sun to rise

I said how much I loved you
And you said the same to me
As we drew a heart in the sand
And creating another memory
We wrote our initials inside the heart
Knowing the tide would soon be in
To carry our love into the sea
And let this romantic journey begin

We will always share a moonlight
With the sounds of the romantic sea
When we hold each other in the darkness
For now and eternity
The wave that carries our special love
Will always drift on forever
As we journey to that magical world
Through the sands of time together

Megels I think about how you smiled when we drove to Universal
How you'd drink and fight anyone who stood in our way
No matter what happened
No matter how far apart we were
We always made our way back to each other

I can't stop thinking about how you'd smile
I truly don't believe he is what your heart beats for
You wouldn't be being your true self
The way you always could with me

My heart will never stop beating for you
Sun up to sun down
Don't do something you know deep down isn't perfect
Not the way it would be with me and you

You are my one and true
I'll never stop waiting for you
Every day missing you more
Every day loving you the way you truly are

Always

Love, Your Edward
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You Are the Dream

The sweetness of life
Expressed in many ways
As the passion of love
Always with you stays

The closeness of your heart
As I feel your body near
The sincerity of your smile
Every time you appear

The gentleness of your kisses
As they are laced across my lips
The taste of your love
As my heart slowly sips

Each and every moment
Is an endless paradise
Like drifting into a dream
You are the dream that fills my eyes

When you came over after our summer apart
We watched a movie holding each other
Our hearts were bonding into one
The way your eyes looked into mine

I can still see them now
Wide eyed and full of love
Megels you reached a part of my heart
That I had no idea even existed

We overcame so many things thrown our way
We traveled and struggled
An adventure that was us against the world
I would do it all again and again

I miss you so very much
Every day something reminds me of you
I'm always hoping the same happens to you
I love you completely true and whole

My biggest wish is to hold you again
Continue our happiness
The way we did before
My future includes you in every way

Always

Love, Your Edward
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