You're Perfect In My Eyes

Remember that day at the hotel comic con
You were staring and thinking to yourself
You said it would be easy to go right back
To pick back up and continue on

I never wanted to leave you
A mistake that pains me day and night
I would give up the rest of my life
For that chance to hold you again

Love is the most powerful feeling
An emotion you caught the best of
The words you wrote to me stick
They hold true and make me believe

The most common interests of anyone together
The funnest and best memories
A future where you could actually be yourself
I don't think you'll be truly happy with him

Will he game with you and let you be nerdy
Wear t-shirts and understand yours
Be first in line for star wars with you
Share in all of your loves

My heart screams out for you
Do not repeat your past
Your true self, no hiding or changing
Let me take your hand

All I ever wanted
was to be part of your heart
And for us to be together
To never be apart

No one else in the world
can even compare
You're perfect and so is our love
that we share

We have so much more than
I ever thought we would
I love you more
than I ever thought I could

I promise to give you
all I have to give
I'll do anything for you
as long as I live

In your eyes I see our present
Our future and past
By the way you look at me
I know we will last

I hope that one day
You'll come to realize
How perfect you are
When seen through my eyes

I miss you Megels
Really look at who you are
What our future can be
I'm right here waiting

We can be our best selves
Our nerdiest selves
That happiest couple that make others jealous
Darlin dew drop, I want you so much

I've never been so ready to come home

Always

Love, Your Edward
xooxxoxoxoxoxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxox

You Can Be the Real You With Me

Megels,

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do

You allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me

I want to wake up with you next to me
Go to sleep with you holding on to me
Bring you flowers to work just because
Travel the world hand in hand

Experience all our classic games together
Wear nerdy shirts that say hey listen
I want you to be there when we hit success
You're the muse I've always wanted

My love for you continues to stay
I know I'm biased but I have to say
Being with him, you won't be the real you
The girl who wrote me that letter

I miss and love you turkey leg
My heart and hand are always reaching for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

You're My Home

I lie on the ground
and stare into space
the stars start to move
into the shape of your face

I see you there now
looking down at me
with that cute little smile
that I like to see

You say "close your eyes"
"Tell me what you see"
I see only two people
just you and me

We're walking the shoreline
with our feet getting wet
the horizon turns pink
as the sun starts to set

We make love through the night
on that white sandy shore
then I hold you while thinking
I could want nothing more

Oh I wish I could be
in that one special place
as I lie on the ground
and I stare into space

Not a day goes by where
I don't wish for those days
Seeing you sweet Megels
Experiencing our happiness in many ways

Am I still in your dreams
Do you still miss us together
Know how we could be
Never letting go, forever

I miss and love you so much dew drop
You're my home

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoooxoxoxoxoxo

My Love For You is Real

The night brought no sleep
But it always brings dreams
Dreams always full of you dew drop
Sometimes at night
When I look to the sky
I start thinking of you
Then I ask myself why
Because I know the list could run on for miles
The whisper of your voice
The warmth of your touch
So many little things that make me love you so much
The way you supported me
Helped with my emotions
The way that you cared
And showed such devotion
The way that your kiss
Filled me with desire
How you held me
With the warmth of a blazing fire
The way your eyes shined
When you looked at me
Lost with you forever
Is where I want to be
The way that I feel
When you're by my side
A sense of completion and overflowing pride
The dreams that I dream
That all involve you
The possibilities I see
The things we can do
How you finish the puzzle
That lies in my heart
How that deep in my soul
You are the most important part
I could go on for days
Telling of what I feel
But all you really must know, Megels my darling
Is my love for you is real

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Remember Our Memories

In my future I see you and me

The Megels that felt true love

The Megels who listened to her heart

The one I always wished for

The one I traveled and moved for

The one I never wanted to leave

Candles flicker softly on a table set for two

There's no one on the Earth tonight except for me and you

A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine

And we are here together in a moment stopped in time

A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night

Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight

So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share

And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air

Thoughts of love like falling leaves

Swirling in the autumn breeze

Flow in our minds and in our eyes

A tender look and longing sighs

We touch and as the fire starts

That we have kindled in our hearts

We kiss and hear the angels sing

As heavens gift to me you bring

No more to live my life alone

And in your soul I found my home

At peace within your loving arms

Captivated by your charms

And happily I'd die for you

Here at this table set for two

I'm ready to continue our journey

The one we started just you and me

It's never too late and never too far

Would it be the same future as it would with me

All the same common interests and talents

Took a hard look and see who they really are

My heart is pure and true for you

Same nerdy equals who share every aspect of it all

I miss you darlin

Home is next to your heart

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxooxxo

Heart Crying Out for You

Last night I struggled to get to sleep
Depression had made me sick
My eyes are so tired but they long for yours
Losing so much interest in everything
My heart hurts knowing the damage I've done
What I would give to hold your hand again
I miss our smiles and our laughs
The way you loved how much we matched
How you could be yourself and not have to change
Something inside of me tells me
That you aren't able to be your true self now
Rushing out of fear
It would kill me for you to repeat past experiences
I want to give you the world you want inside
There's a reason our hearts kept reaching out
A reason I am on life support without you
The amount of things I miss is staggering

The sparkle in your eye
The warmth of your skin
Your breath on my neck
That quivers within

The touch of your hand
The smell of your hair
The kindness in your smile
That strength in your stare

Your kiss on my lips
Your body near mine
The stroke of your touch
That feeling inside

The sound of your voice
Compassion in your embrace
The serenity in your stride
The power in your face

The calming of your presence
The beating of your heart
The promise of tomorrow
That we may never part

The beauty of your kiss
And that magic in your touch
It is for all of these reasons and more
Why I love you so much, Megels

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxooxxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Angel Who Stole My Heart

As time goes on my heart only wants one
One who proved time and time again
To be the perfect match to be my other half
I miss you Megels, no words more true

There is nobody I would rather share
My life, my days, my moments with
Nobody more special than you
Only one angel who stole my heart

When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share
When you are sick, for you I will care

You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope
When you are confused, I will help you cope

When you are lost, and can't see the light
My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright
This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end
For you above all are my soul mate and best friend

These words I have written, speak of my love for you
From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true
God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine
Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine

Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows
I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows
Happily together, honored and loved
Blessed in unity by God above

With heart beating in my chest
I look up every night in hopes
For the one day your beautiful eyes
Read my loving words to you

To the prettiest dew drop I have ever laid eyes on
Our connection was not a leaf in the wind
My heart knows one true loving future
A future with your hand in mine

My home is with you
Your smile is my goal
Our memories the best anyone could hope for
You're the beating in my chest

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxo