The Way I Love Her

Megels the beautiful

Eyes so dark

Heart so pure

I could never love another

The way I love her

Gleam in her eyes

Like a candles flame

I love when I hear her

Call out my name

When she walks by

Birds stop their flight

The dead come to life

And the blind regain their sight

I could never love another

The way I love her

Eyes so dark 

Heart so pure

Skin so soft

Soul on fire

She fills me with

Complete desire

The way she moves

One glance at her

Was all it took

When she walks by

People stare

At her radiant face

And her ebony hair

She fills me with

Complete desire

Skin so soft

Soul on fire

Perfect body

A scholar's mind

Michelangelo would envy

Such a find

Beautiful smile

Always sincere

Whoever's around

Wants her near

When she walks by

Angels weep

Gods hide their faces

And lovers leap

Michelangelo would envy

Such a find

Perfect body

A scholar's mind

How I miss you

The way things were

My heart and anxieties

All higher than ever

Sleep is never as fulfilling

As it was with you

I would give anything to be there again

Next to you

Always

Love, Your Edward

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Your Heart is Warm Next to Mine

I'll never forget just how much you hated the snow, Megels
But you always looked so good in your winter outfits
That white woolly hat
The softness of your gloved hands in mine
It's crazy how bewitching it is tonight
Everything's frosted and still
The whole world is holding its breath
As we crunch through the softness
Hand in hand
The purple-grey sky is a blanket
And the world sleeps underneath
With sugar-plum branches
And sugar-snow icing
That frosts everything magical
The powdered ice-sugar sifts down
Catching my eyelashes as I look up
The air turns your breath to frost as you lean in
And your hand is warm in mine

It's crazy how bewitching you are tonight
As we lay her so close and so still
I feel your touch and I'm holding my breath
As we look to the future
Hand in hand
Tangled here in this blanket
Wrapped tight in your arms underneath
The touch of your skin
The scent of your breath
Suddenly everything's magical
Your soft lips graze mine
Catching my eyelashes as I look down
The night dances with our breath as we lean in
And your heart is warm next to mine

It may not be winter now
Warmer skies flying over your head I'm sure
But the air feels cold when you are not around
I am unable to share in any interests and find myself alone
What I would give to share them with you
Hear your laugh, see your smile, share the moments
Look into your heart and remember our bond
It may seem like what you feel it should be
But it isn't us
All those memories and laughs and adventures
I'm ready to pick them right back up darlin

My hand reaching out for yours

Always

Love, Your Edward
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You Are My Light In A Dark Starry Night

The beautiful Megels,

Love is so very special
Yet it can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost

You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share

Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up too easily
It will tear your love apart

Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might

Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive

Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare

I found true love in you
Our time has such a hold on my heart
I cannot see anything without a memory we share
I miss you so terribly

I pray and wish to all the gods above
To wake up and see your face next to me
Spend the days of my life all with you
To share in every moment, every adventure

Remember how much we laughed
How many things we had in common
How everything always lined up to bring us together
I will always be here waiting for you darlin

My love for you has no expiration date
I'm ready

Always

Love, Your Edward
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The Price I Would Pay, Darlin

While walking through a field today

I tripped upon a rock of gray

Then struck my head upon that stone

Where I blacked out there all alone

A dream soon took me to a place

A crisp clear vision of your face

Your auburn eyes shined their loving glow

Your brown hair was let to flow

Upon bare shoulders naturally

As it cascaded down on me

You placed a soft hand to my face

Which caused my heart to pound and race

You brought your breath so close to mine

Then whispered only one small line

You said "I Love You, darlin yes I do

I'll always be here just for you"

That forced my dreaming eyes to tear

For suddenly I had no fear

No fear of ever losing you

The one I've searched for my life through

The one so lovely, warm and kind

The one I thought I'd never find

I tried to force my lips to move

To say the words so I could prove

I love you so much Megels I would say

How I've missed you day after day

That all held feelings deep inside

Are feelings that I cannot hide

But words don't come so easily

While deep within a dream you see

Although I tried so desperately

To tell you what you mean to me

I failed for I just could not talk

That darned old stupid blackened rock

Then suddenly as I came to

A real world ended dreams of you

As birds were singing up above

To wake me from this dream of love

So there I was, standing tall

My head still clearing from the fall

Oh please just let me fall again

Return me back to where I'd been

Back to you within that dream

As crazy as that just may seem

Then suddenly I realized

And thought of you as I surmised

That I don't need a dream to see

If to have you in reality

The price I would pay to hold your hand at Universal again

To feel you hold on to me as we slept at night

See your face on my phone as I got through the day

Know the feeling of a true soul mate

Matching in all our favorite things

The price I would pay darlin

You are my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward

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You Bring Warmth To My Heart

My soul forms the words
My heart ensnares them
Locking them in its warm chambers
My mind knows these words
Yet my lips
The dastardly things
They find no valor
And can not form the words

How is it that I can feel these words
With so much hope and admiration
Just for you, Megels
Yet my lips can not speak them
To tell you
Of your shy smile
And your crystal eyes
I am enamored by you
By your words and your laughter

You leave me breathless
As the air leaps out of my mouth
Twirling and bowing to your charms
Enchanted by your congeniality
Your face is imprinted in my mind
Never leaving
Never fading
Your smile warming my heart
And your eyes entrancing my soul

I wish I could form my feelings
Into articulate words
Of love and wonder
And tell you of my feelings
Let you know of my aspiration
To be held securely in your arms
Where I long to be
Sitting serenely with you
Basking in the sweet resonance of stillness

And everyday I linger
Hoping for some acknowledgement
A fleeting look or a petite hello
Perhaps to even hear you speak my name
Would bring warmth to my heart
And joy to my days
As I wait for you to discern
That I quietly
Admire you
Loving you with each day
Missing you even more

My heart waiting patiently
For you darlin dew

Always

Love, Your Edward
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I Miss Every Second of You

Stumbling over words to express how I feel
My pen takes over as my emotions replace the ink
That has slowly begun to fill this page

Boldly seizing my voice
It verbalizes how your kisses mesmerize me
How I thrive on your caresses
How I love looking in your eyes
And how I can't seem to let go
Symbolizing my fantasies and dreams
It writes to you of my intentions
How you are the first one
Who I've found myself willing to learn and grow with
Of my plans to not only be a part of your present
But to be essential in your future

Invading my heart it reveals my inner secrets
My greatest hopes and my biggest fears
It speaks to you of the walls
That with time I have let envelop my heart
And how with you I have seen them slowly crumbling
Because this feeling I feel is stronger
Than the walls that have taken me so long to build
It conveys to you my fears of getting hurt
As well as the fact that I don't care anymore
Because my heart has taken over
And that is what I choose to follow

Representing my thoughts
This pen listens and rejoices
As it tells you something that I've never felt before
But that is so strong
That it cannot be mistaken for anything else
I love you Megels
My voice says it
My dreams see it
And my heart feels it

Stumbling over words to express how I feel
My pen takes over as my emotions replace the ink
That has slowly begun to fill this page
When I look to the future, I see us
Those nights in each other's arms
I hadn't grown the way I have now
Seeing the way I can see now

When I look to the future, I see you
The Megels who was with me through it all
Who I would give it all up for time and time again
You my darlin dew drop are always worth it
I miss every second we shared together
I will always be right here to pick back up
Show you, the real you, what happiness we had

Miss you darlin
I will never fill my player two spot without you
Standing at your door
My hand to your heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Will Wait Forever For The One You Love

Love is a strange and beautiful thing
It spans time and space
Distance is no object to love
You will wait forever for the one you love
Travel wherever you need
To be with them
When you are in the arms of the one you love
That love can make a moment last a lifetime
Yet make a lifetime seem no more than a moment
When love is distant
It grows strong
When it returns it flowers
People crave it
Strive for it
Fight for it
Die for it
And when they find it
They know they are complete
For in the arms of the one we love is wholeness
Belief, completeness, passion, and security
The one we love is someone
For whom we would do anything
And never ask for anything in return
It produces a love of all that person is
And will ever be
Regardless of what that may mean to me
Love knows that when you are away
That you are still loved
Cherished
Thought after
And missed
By the one you love
And they know that you love them back
That is love
Love is like a gentle breeze
That cascades through your entire being
Filling every fiber with emotion so deep
Your heart grows wings

My heart has wings for you Megels
Every day I remember a memory I wish I could live again
Driving with you anywhere, even looking for Ikea
Cleaning our apartment while you are at work
Passing the time quickly to see you faster
Walking hand in hand into Universal
Hearing the music overhead and wondering where to start
Laying on the beach and peeking at you out of one open eye
Making you dinner and seeing you smile
I feel like I am in a prison serving a sentence
Being without you is a punishment full of loneliness
I can only look out of the barred windows at night
Gazing at the moon and the stars
Wishing into the sky to reach your ears
Hoping one day I can hold you in my arms again
Missing you more than anything in the world
Loving you so much more, dew drop

Always

Love, Your Edward
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