You Are The Moon That Brightens My Sky

Time whirls a season with a burst of wind
That bellows through trees and dry autumn leaves
To fade in the twilight of your tears
And merge with the horizons of your soul
In alliance with all your dreams yet to come

I have heard your voice, Megels reflected in shadows
With words that flow like colors on canvas
Echo in my ears like soft violins
Of care, need, compassion, and desire
That ride on the sea of your longings

Your love breaks the silence of distance
And I feel the warm wind wrap me in velvet
With the harmony of  heaven and earth
Joy is not the road taken in the past
But the love that we pave for the future

As day bows to a heavenly night sky
I feel your thoughts from a soft gentle smile
As I listen to your dreams penned with sound
From your voice that emanates striking waves
And lightning flashes that kindle a fire

It is then you hold me in the palm of your hand darlin
You are like the snowflakes that fall upon my face
Bringing refreshing newness to a soul once arid and dry
You are like the song that seeps from the heavens
Bringing melodious grace to a soul once quiet and note less

You are like the sweet smell of earth that softens my step
Bringing assurance and blessing to a soul once faltering and alone
You are like the moon that brightens the sky
Bringing hope for a future and a longing for the morrow
You are like a breath, a whisper, a laugh, a tear

You are my life, Megels
My love
The one person I miss most of all
Constantly in my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
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I Never Stop Thinking About You Darlin

I look to the sun
I see the sun
The warm gentle glow
The spirit of fun

The walk in the heat
Down that once long street
The familiar face
I was soon to greet

The sun kept its light
Long after dark
That face lit me up
On my heart, it left a mark

It grew and it grew
And now covers my heart
Every little inch
Every little part

The sun gently
Faded away
Along came winter
And the long dull days

Night was day
And day was night
But you were still here Megels
Lighting up my life

Soon you became
My moon and my stars
Guiding me through the dark
And healing my scars

The clouds cover
But you still shine through
One of the many reasons
I never stop thinking about you

And now it's getting cold again
The clouds covering the shine
The months have changed
I remain waiting

The sun still tries to break through
A year has flown
The darkness still hovers overhead
And I think of you still

Closer and closer
Apart never
You're my soulmate
And I'll love you forever, Megels

Missing you
Missing us

Always

Love, Your Edward
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You Are All Of My Tomorrows xoxo

I close my eyes
And feel your salty lips
I reach out my hands
And hear your voice
Mingle with the waves
Lapping on the shore

Memories linger
Like tenuous beads of crystal dew
On silk-strand cobwebs
And beads of sea water
Caught in your hair
And glinting in the sun

Our love was the concentric ripples
Of pebbles lobbed
As we play ducks and drakes
And our laughter
Echoes across this corner
Of the Mediterranean

Each grain of sand
Shimmering in the sun
On a halcyon day
Is a precious moment
We have shared
Basking in forever

My love for you Megels
Is infinite as the horizon
My wishes, hopes, and dreams
Are sunbeams swirling and darting
Amidst spun sugar clouds
In the aquamarine reflections on the sea

You are all my tomorrows
I love you
I miss you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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A Perfection That Is You

It's a most daunting task
To find the words
That compare to the perfection
That is you, Megels

In your eyes
I can see a gentle warmth
That could comfort
Any tragedy there could be

In your smile
I can feel an elegance and kindness
That could remedy all the pangs and strife
Life can deal out

In your voice
I can hear a beautiful soundtrack
That I could listen to
For the rest of my days

In your body
I can touch a figure
That can be described
As nothing less than angelic

It is perfection
These elements, almost like paints
Used on a canvas to make a masterpiece
Unlike that which the world has ever seen

And I can gladly say until death
I was part of the world
In which perfection lived and breathed
Through you

Missing you so very much
Thinking about you daily
Not a night goes by without a dream of you
A happiness I could never replicate

Love was born with you
Opening my eyes to a love so unique
You are a rare instance in this life
One I have in my heart and mind

Always

Love, Your Edward
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May This Night Never End

I can't sleep
I'm lying here tonight
Thinking of you, Megels
Your image lingers behind my eyelids

Thinking about the way you move
So elegant, like an oak tree
Swaying on a spring breeze
Thinking about the way you talk

So calm, like tiny waves
Gently lapping at the shoreline
Thinking about your beauty
So glorious like the sunset

Which marks the end of another night
Another night which I'm unable to sleep
Because I keep thinking of you
It's always you

In my dreams I would say
We are here together at last
This night is for us
Two lovers bound with a passion so deep

Deeper than any ocean
Hearts soaring higher than any bird could ever fly
May this night never end
I pray

I caress your skin
Your beauty radiates from you like a shining star
So bright
So full of life

I hold your hand in mine, time stands still
I can feel my blood swiftly moving
From my heart to yours through our trembling hands
May this night never end

Your eyes, pools of autumn emanating a love so deep
That it burns my soul with desire
A kiss, so soft yet full of passion
Sends a warmth throughout my body

A feeling of euphoria overtakes me
The embrace, lost in your loving arms
I pray for this to always be
So secure, so unafraid, so much love

Yes, darlin dew, this night is for us
Two lovers sharing our hearts
Our dreams, souls, our desires
May this night never end
I pray

Always

Love, Your Edward
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A Moment With You Is Worth A Million Words

As the sun rises early
To kiss the morning dew
As the clouds dance so gracefully
Against the sky so blue

As the moon lights the ocean waves
That travels through the night
As the flame burns unwavering
And brings the dark to light

As the wind whispers softly
To stir the sleeping trees
As the rain gently awakens
The flowers up with ease

As the soul has a quenchless thirst
To be loved endlessly
So is your love that's captured my heart, Megels
And holds it eternally

Our skin touched
Our lips met
Our eyes found one another
And a force bigger than both of us

Overcame us with no warning
And in an instant it was if the world had disappeared
Nothing else existed
It was just you and me darlin

No words were spoken
No words were needed
Because no words could describe how we felt
Love is always indescribable

Our breathing slowed
Our hearts beat together
As if one heart
One love

And if what they say is true
That a picture is worth a thousand words
Then a moment like this is worth a million
Because in that silence we knew we were meant to be

Just you and me darlin dew
Together
Forever

Always

Love, Your Edward
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New Years Wish Is You, Darlin xoxoxox

You are like Christmas morning
Bringing happiness and warmth to the day
You are the gentle breeze
Cooling off the month of May

You are the sun rising in dawn
Giving life to every living thing
You are that cheerful, sweet-filled song
That every bird does sing

You are the sparkle in the stars
That shines so far and bright
You are the silent, mild whispers
The still and calming of the night

You are that charming, beautiful woman
That every man dreams of
You are the truth for all to see
Of a real and faithful love

You are the one I turn to
When my fears and doubts arise
You are the one who gives me comfort
And never tells me lies

You are my world, my heart, my soul
You are my light when I'm lost in the dark
You are every breath of life in me
You are every beat of my heart

Wherever you are I wish I were you teddy bear
That lay upon your bed
So that every time you cuddled it
You'd cuddle me instead

I wish I were the pillow
You need to fall asleep
So that every time you went to bed
We'd lie cheek to cheek

I wish I were the blanket
That keeps you warm at night
So that every time you went to rest
I could hold you tight

I wish life were a fairy tale
Where all my dreams came true
And that every moment spent
Would be one spent with you

On this new years, I cannot help but think of you Megels
I remember all of our moments
I would give anything to be on that beach with you again
Sitting there holding hands and watching the sun set
I miss seeing the way the wind blew through your hair
How we shared every single one of our interests
I still have the hand written letter you sent me
I read it every single day and wish every wish I have upon it
I know I made so many mistakes
Never let myself grow up to be the man you needed
Truth be told, I never thought I would ever be without you
Yet here I am, another year passing and I can't hold you
There's so much I want to share and do with you
I miss being near you, the way you feel, the way you smell
The way I fit so perfectly inside your body
How it made you feel
The crinkly nose smile you'd give me
All of our in jokes and sayings from Universal to video games
I once again make my new years wish
I wish to be yours once again
You were the best thing to ever happen to me
I didn't appreciate you enough or care for you like my queen
I could never replace you
Trying has only caused me such damage, depression, and pain
2020 brings with it new days and new futures
But mine brings more stars to wish upon
More wishes that one day I can look over at you again
Kiss those perfect lips, say I love you
You made me feel like I belonged in this world
I miss you darlin dew
No matter how many days pass with time
My love for you
How much I miss you
How much I want to be yours
Will  never change

Happy new year beautiful Megels
I'm thinking of you darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
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