I Cannot Dream of Living Life With Anyone Else

I'd love to give you my whole life, Megels
To make you glow, make you my wife
I'd love to buy you diamond rings
Soft silk and satin, a clock that sings

Lilac and pearls and walnut curls
A painted sea that ebbs and swirls

I'd love to have just half a chance
To watch you laugh, click heels and dance
If I could take you by the hand
We'd run barefoot on sloping sands

Where once you swam as time began
Stole birthday kisses from this man

I'd love to leap into your arms
To catch your breath, capture your charms
I'd set you free to fly forever
We'd dive and swoop and soar together

We'd own the sky, the heavens high
And every cloud that ever cried

If I could give you yesterday
We'd never find a better way
To live and love and share our dreams
To give so  much until it seems

Our hopes and fears, our salty tears
Have flowed as one through all those years

I look upon the letter you wrote every single day
Stare at our blue box that sits on the shelf
Wonder if your dreams ever contain me at all
Do you ever wish it was still just us

Is he the same as it was with me
The way you said you could be the real you

I sit alone looking out the window
Hoping one day the wind carries my words to you
I have never met anyone like you at all Megels darlin
Not a one measures up to you in every single way

I don't want anyone but you at my side
I will live out my life alone constantly waiting

Because I cannot dream of living it with anyone else
But you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Did I Tell You Today How Much You Mean To Me

It was the stars you know
Me becoming one with you
I would wish on them everyday
And my wishes did come true

You were more than just my lover, Megels
You were my very best friend
I knew that I would hold your hand
Until our time on Earth ended

Darlin, did I tell you yet today
How much you mean to me
For you my perfect match
I would swim the deepest sea

I would climb the highest mountain
If you were stuck on top
Kiss me once again my dear
And please never ever stop

My love for you I hold in my heart
Is an ocean, deep and wide
So far I could never cross
So deep I cannot reach

Its beauty like a rose
Whose bloom is full and never fails
Ever it grows

There is magic there
I saw it in your eyes
When first we met
I see it still when you turn your gaze my way

I don't understand it but I don't care
It is magic, beauty, and it is wonder
Every day, every gaze
It is like new and quickens my heart

Our love was a fountain of youth welling up
Young we would ever be
Dancing and dancing
My love for you, Megels, never growing old

Always

Love, Your Edward
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You Are The Dream That Fills My Eyes

If I was a stream
Searching for the ocean
You would be my current, Megels
Keeping me in motion

If I was a seed
Buried in the snow
You would be my sunlight
Helping me to grow

If I was a spark
In the middle of the night
You would be my flame
Keeping me alight

If I were a ship
On a stormy morning
You would be my lighthouse
Flashing me warning

But I'm not a stream
Spark, ship, or seed
I am a person
And it's you that I need, darlin

I do not need a current
Lighthouse, flame, or the sun
All I need is love
And for me, you are the one

The sweetness of life
Expressed in many ways
As the passion of love
Always with you stays

The closeness of your heart
As I feel your body near
The sincerity of your smile
Every time you appear

The gentleness of your kisses
As they are laced across my lips
The taste of your love
As my heart slowly sips

Each and every moment
Is an endless paradise
Like drifting into a dream
You are the dream that fills my eyes

Missing you a lot darlin
Wishing to relive every single moment we had
Each and every day
My heart misses you so much

Always

Love, Your Edward
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My Heart Will Love You Until Eternity

In any hour, place, and all circumstance
Only thoughts of one do occupy my mind
They are thoughts of you, Megels
And forever to you do I myself consign

In your times of absence, I yearn for your presence
In your times of presence, I yearn for your stay
You seem to me as vital to existence
As the rising and setting of the sun each day

Although we would face a great many obstacles
I also know if our devotion is true
That these will prove to be of little consequence
And our love may be perpetually new

So time goes by, my love endures
I love you more with each breath
Each beat of my heart

Night goes by, my love is eternal
Every sunset and sunrise
Strengthens my love for you

Daylight fades, my love is everlasting
I awake and you're sleeping beside me
My heart swells

Weeks pass by, my love is timeless
I hold your hand
Love shines in your eyes, a mirror of passion

Months disappear, our love is unchanging
We become one and share our hopes and dreams
And future

Years fade, our love is evermore
We vow to love and cherish each other
Till the end of time

Decades vanish, our love is ageless
We ripen and wrinkle like autumn leaves
Our love matures while our life light fades

My heart will love you until eternity
We will shine beyond the earth as infinity of stars
Souls entwined, heavenly sparks of love

Always

Love, Your Edward
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My Light In The Shadows

I have this thing, Megels
Way up in the sky
It is my fortress
So very high

It is made up of my love
It is as real as can be
For you are my dove
The reason my fortress came to be

With each passing day
It grows more and more
Steadily rising
We begin to soar

My love are you ready
For this is where it all begins
Are you ready to fly with me
To my fortress in the heavens

I will guide you there safely
With my undying love
Come and soar with me
My beautiful dove

My light in the shadows
My shelter from the storm
The air when it's hard to breathe
That keeps me going on

The stitches when I'm hurt
The way home when I'm lost
The clear blue of the river
The bridge so I can cross

The moments that become memories
The sound so I can laugh
My protector when I'm threatened
You are my other half darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
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My World Stopped In Your Wake Darlin

In my dreams as a boy
I saw glimpses of your face shrouded in mist
I yearned to lift the veil Megels
But you'd always linger beyond my senses
I could almost reach out and touch you
But my fingers seemed to vanish into nothingness

Born a child of the heart, my love was destined to be true
Were it in my power, I should not have waited so long
The hourglass kept me company
As my imagination ventured where I could not
To strange lands always with you by my side

To have chanced upon you
While the youth still flowed through my veins
So many fantasies and visions so close but so far
Always a prayer on my lips for deliverance
To know that you are but to be in darkness
While your light shone from afar
My heart ached to beat with your own

When I had all but forsaken the hope of this romance
You walked into my eyes, my world stopped in your wake
Every desire seemed to spring to life in you
Every secret dream unfolded before me like a rose in bloom
The waiting had ended and the face that never was
I now beheld in rapture

Eyes that burned the very core of my being
Mesmerizing me with every word
That leapt forth from that delicate mouth
Music in my ears as we conversed, discovering out past and present
Unwilling to believe that I was finally home

To be crowed with your queen on the day you were born
Is a joy very rare
Our first kiss shook the very foundations of my being darlin
I was awash in a magical glow and lightning pulsated through me
I wanted to cry out in exhilaration
But I was numbed by the happiness that enveloped me

You understood me as I knew myself
I was complete in your love Megels
Our thoughts intertwined, fused together
The storms across my path I did not fear
For my heart beat steadily with your own
You are my beginning, you are my journey
You bear witness to my life's purpose
I am one with the universe and you are one with me
The fulfillment of a divine will

I try and forge ahead through this wonder
Not knowing what the future would bring
For the time that you had loved me
I had known a true miracle
It changed me, I was reborn never to be the same again
I love you as I live each day
Your dreams mine to soar
May the mystery that is life, unravel as we walk the path
A dream that you wish, will come true

Always

Love, Your Edward
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I Long For Your Comfort Darlin

My love in a billion
Can't be here this day
Alone here on this cold afternoon
But knowing one day hopefully

Our love was so precious
No words could ever describe
How so much I want to
Be there by your side, Megels

When all is so quiet
I lie here alone
And remember the things
That remind me of home

Your beautiful smile
So honest and true
Not one thing but thousands
Remind me of you

My darling my sweet
My one true love's heart
Has been mine for the keeping
Right there from the start

Your voice pure and loving
A thought I hold dear
I long for the comfort
When you hold me near

Things change in an instant
Some people may say
But our love felt forever
Right here to stay

Our memories continue to float in my head
Every day yearning for more
The thought standing out most
Is the thought of being with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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