The Rest of My Days Gazing Into Your Eyes

When you came to my door that night, Megels
And your beautiful eyes gazed at me
From the darkness within
The world around me came to a stop
For just a few seconds
As I saw the love from within you

You looked at me with your warm smile
Your brown hair around your face
And whispered softly 'hey darlin'
And once again
I was at your mercy

For when you look into my soul
And I hear the sound of your sweet voice
My heart opens to you my love
With all of my dreams now fulfilled

I never knew that a love like this
Could ever exist
A love that consumes me
A love so powerful
And so overwhelming
That I fear if I were without it
My heart would no longer have a meaning
To its existence
For the love that flows through it now
Is what keeps me alive
Keeps me whole

As I gazed into your eyes my darlin dew
Down into the depths of your very being
I can see the love you felt for me
A love as strong as my own
A love that fills me so full of emotion
So full of hope for the future
That I pray I will spend the rest of my days
Gazing into your eyes

Whether it be soon or later
No matter how long I have to wait
It will always be worth it
Just to experience a future with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Love That Will Last For All Time

When memories cry
When memories fade and die

I'm going to grow old
My passion
My fiery passion
My flaming lust is going to grow cold

But my heart will always flow with a molten, love lava
In your name, Megels, this lava flows through my veins
My heart beats for you
My heart will never cease to beat your name

When I lose my charm and my glamour
When I lose my physique and my game
When I'm old and wrinkly
When I cannot look myself in the mirror
I'll still stare at you

When memories fade
When I forget the days of the week
And the months of the year
When I mix names and faces
The memory of you
Will always shine bright and clear
Your image
Has been burnt to my memory
I will never forget your radiance and beauty

I will die happy, darlin
With the image of your sweet smile
On my mind
And love
On my lips and in my heart

My love for you is like a red, red rose
It started as  a seed but it has grown and grown
Its roots reach deep down inside my chest
And it grows even more with each passing breath

The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure
All the doubt that I've had, you have since cured
For all the thorns that this proud rose bears
They are softened by the thought of your care

Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies
But the love that helped grow it will last for all time

I had a dream last night
I was in your home trying to talk to you
Everything was red
From the furniture to the cars

Tears in my eyes I explained how I felt about you
You looked at me, tears in your eyes
How sorry I was
How badly I wanted to be yours

Waking up without the resolution hurt
The darkness and quiet around me
You are still in my dreams and I am still hoping
I'm glad you are still in there
You are the best dreams I've ever had
Missing you so very much

Always

Love, Your Edward
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My Heart Calls To You Every Night

I remember that day when all with the world was right
Everything seemed so very , very bright
As we traveled for hours along that winding road
Stopping here and there for photos to upload

The autumn colors as beautiful as a sunset
It was that very day our spirits finally met
In a place finally free from dark subdued light
Suddenly, we were finally shining so bright

A little overwhelming, I had said it could be
You needed to breath, take a break from me
And now you understand those dizzy thoughts
The ones you created with the love you brought

The love I hold finally to be shared
With my darlin for whom my love has been bared
This love not to be hidden, but now open for all to see
My heart freely given, please take all of me

Your heart too my love you gave for me to hold, Megels
And it's safe, deep within my hearts stronghold
Forever to be cherished and nourished
For what a day it will be to see that heart flourish

Keep that smile upon your face my love
And those sparkling eyes keep them looking above
For those shooting stars that I'll send tonight
Will keep our love pure and shining throughout the dark night

There are so many days when I'm driving home
The music playing and my imagination racing
I think of you every single time
My eyes filling up with tears

I know that I'm going home and you won't be there
You'll be somewhere else, Megels
The tears wonder if he sings with you, shares your interests
Or if you settled because of my mistakes

My heart begins to hurt knowing I could never financially beat them
He can offer you the easy life with anything you want
You're his trophy, it's hard not to be destroyed
But I sit every single night and continue to hope

One day I may run out of tears to shed
But it doesn't seem like anytime soon
No matter how many nights go by
My heart calls to you on every star in the night sky

Always

Love, Your Edward
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A Fantasy Waiting For Its Happy Ending

You were a dream
A dream that filled my thoughts
And my loneliest nights

You were the dream I held on to, Megels
The dream my heart longed to one day have

You were the dream that made me smile
An escape from my reality
A fantasy I longed to one day come true

Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy
Came true the day when I first saw you darlin

My dream that used to be
Became a reality embodied in you

A fantasy waiting for its happy ending
Was a fairytale come true

Once my only escape
Was then the comfort that I lived for

Together we had been through the heartaches
The pain of walking away or being left behind

Every new road we had to take
Because of the choices we had to make
Only paved the road
That brought us closer to one another

Life may not have been easy
With all the burdens and drama
That life hands to us
But when you find someone
To share your life with
No drama is hard to handle
No burden is hard to bare

When you have someone
The one you've dreamed of
Then your life becomes the escape you both take
To get away from the reality that surrounds

I know because
I found that love
My lifetime partner
My soul mate
In you, Megels

You're the reason for the butterflies
The ones fluttering uncontrollably inside of me
Those butterflies will never calm
They've taken over my whole body

You're  the reason
The reason I believe in love
The reason I'll always save my heart for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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I Would Do Anything For You Darlin Dew

As I sit, staring out the window at the grey skies
My mind drifts back to this time with you, Megels
The crowd fell away and I saw only you
No more than a glance but my heart somehow knew

Before I met you, I'd had my share of sorrow
So I was instantly guarded and full of bravado
You were never fooled and you saw the real me
And I realized I can only be the best I can be

We shared our first laugh, our first kiss, our first smile
And I tried to not love you, at least for a while
We became friends and lovers, I bared my soul
It was only with you that I began to feel whole

When you declared your love you broke down my defenses
Happiness and hope overwhelmed my senses
Ever since then our love had continued to grow
And with you by my side I would always know

That you would laugh at my tantrums, you would kiss my tears
You would hold my hand to allay any fears
Each night we would lie in bed entwined
Our dreams, our hopes, our souls are aligned

And as we sat in the light of the sun above
I need to convey how much you mean to me
Let us freeze those moments and take time to treasure
Years full of laughter, love and pleasure

Thank you for all the love you bestowed
And although the rest of our story's untold
I would trade a lifetime without you for our last year together
You have changed my life, infinitely, for the better

The way I feel when I'm with you darlin
I forget my troubles like there's just us two
You make my heart beat fast and strong
You make me feel like I truly belong

You filled the gaps inside my heart
Like I'd finally found my missing part
I sink in your eyes, warmed by your smile
The world is perfect just for a while

You make life better than it used to be
You are the sugar in my cup of tea
Whenever you need me, I'll always be there
I'll be there to talk to, I'll be there to care

Because for you, Megels
I would do anything

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Yearning For The Day I Can Be Yours Again

I was lonely and somewhat lost
I wanted a companion and friend, nothing more
I took the plunge, I stepped in
Nervous and unsure, I waded in

Unexperienced and quite unsure
Feeling trepidation, I wondered if I did right
Feeling shy but needing a girl's company
I took a chance, to see what would occur

Surprise, shock and so much joy
I found the woman of my dreams, I won first prize
Gentle, caring, trusting and sensuous, along you came
Into my life, you brought happiness, fulfillment
And everything I had secretly yearned for

Not sure how I would cope and react
From that first meeting I was complete
Such emotions flowed through me
That I believed I would never feel

Beauty, tenderness, faith, desire and love came fast
All my hidden dreams were answered
By your marvelous presence

From that first meeting who would believe
Such a strong romance would have started
When we were together all I needed
Was in my arms, in my heart

All I ever needed was you
Every mistake haunts me
Every day I can't be near you pains me
I don't know what keeps my heart beating anymore

No new experience or memory can replace
Not a single one of ours
I miss them so much
Yearning and hoping that one day
One day
I can be yours again, Megels

Always,

Love, Your Edward
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A Place Where Our Hearts Are One

Mystery, it clouds your form
Ecstacy, it keeps us warm
The dance has begun, with but us two
I'll take your hand, I'll walk with you
Take me to depths in the sea of love
Go with me further, never enough
I'll breathe in your perfumed scent
You intoxicate, invade my head

Give in to your senses, here we go
Follow me now, let your heart take control
Our time is short, and death is nigh
To mountains and peaks, we must fly
Leave life behind in our own world
Get away from it all, run with me, Megels
Forget all your troubles, walk in the moonlight
Gaze into my eyes, stay with me tonight

We need not fear, we must venture on
Forsake loneliness, drink in our love's song
Pure angel of dawn, you've stolen my heart
You illuminate me, pierce the dark
Your purity, it leaves me numb
Your beauty, where does it come from
I long to touch your smooth, soft skin
To stroke your hair, give you everything

To pull you into my embrace
To hear you breathe, to see your face
To feel your heart beat softly with mine
To hold you tightly, leave reason behind
To draw you in, to taste your kiss
All heartbreak gone, nothing amiss
I'd lose myself inside your eyes
Stay in love forever, mesmerized

Run away with me, barefoot in the sand
Walk by my side, rule all the lands
Hear our hearts beating with love so wild
Our heads spinning with passion
There's untamed joy we can't contain
Hypnotizing ardor we can't explain
I'm romeo, will you be juliet
We can share a bond we'll never forget

We can clasp hands in the twilight
Hold each other, day and night
We can be alone, just me and you
Our souls entwined, you know it's true
We can do anything, if you'll take faith
I'll protect you, I'll keep you safe
We can be together eternally
We can live forever, so come with me darlin
To a place where our hearts are one

Always

Love, Your Edward
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