There's A Reason We Met

My whole life
It seems
I've spent only waiting
For the perfect girl
My mind's always painting

I've searched and searched
But the end's all alike
I'll go to bed empty
Sleep alone for the night

Suddenly, my hopes grow limp
My portrait fades to bland
I realize that my search must end
There is no perfect girl

But you proved me wrong
You showed me what's right
And handed back that paintbrush
To paint again tonight

But there is no need to paint
My work is nearly done
Because of you the colors returned
The light of love was won

My whole life of waiting
Has someone to end my strife
My dream had been accomplished
The portrait came to life

That portrait became you
The Megels who reminded me how to smile
We shared Universal and starting a life together
No matter how difficult it became

I'm not happy without you
It pains me to even think of someone else doing our things
I can't imagine it's like we were
Can't imagine you share all the same interests

We were brought together for a reason
Took that trip for a reason
Never stopped talking and wanting for a reason
Always loved each other for a reason

He may be amazing now but it isn't us
He won't game with you in Mario Kart or Banjo
Won't quote with you or dress in pop culture wear
Be excited for Star Wars or wear feety pajamas

I would take you to the London Harry Potter exhibit
The big comic cons
Support your interests and hobbies
Create art for our child's room

We are kids at heart with the same interests
There is a beautiful girl with a young heart in you
Shared interests in life are so important
There's a reason we were brought together

A reason my heart still beats for you, turkey leg
Miss and love you so much

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Always Yours, Dew Drop

As I woke to the sun
Rushing through my window
My mind was filled
With thoughts of you
As the sun filled my room
With warmth it reminded me
Of the warmth I feel
From within your heart
I walk outside into the beautiful warm sunshine
A gentle breeze brushes against my face
It reminds me of your soft kisses
Your gentle touch
I stand and close my eyes
I feel your hands touch me
I feel your breathe softly on my neck
I turn and as I take you in my arms
I whisper softly
What a beautiful day
Your eyes, beautiful and dark
I take your hand
Lead you through the park
Along a path
Through the trees
I feel the cold
Autumn breeze
Everything slows down
As your other hand finds my cheek
My eyes sparkle with love
My legs go weak
Our lips press gently
The sun shines gold
Drops of rain surround us
My heart is sold
I can't think of anyone better
To grow old with and share adventures
I want to hold your hand watching Endgame
Feel our shoulders touch while we game
Your body spider monkied onto mine in bed

I think of your smile every day
I will give it all up to be with you
There was a reason we kept being put together
No distance is too far
No time is too long
Megels, my heart is yours
Hopefully my words reach you
And your heart listens

I'm truly sorry for all that I caused
But I want you to know
I am yours
No matter what

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The Rest of My Life For You

The sun rises
The sun sets
The night lights glow
One light shines brighter though
And she will stay with me forever
She is what keeps me going in cold weather
When the road gets rough
She is the one that holds me tight
When I see her
Hair in the wind
Looking like an angel
Eyes radiant in the sun
She brings warmth to my heart
Her bright soul
Her spirit so high
Like the wind
I will always find her
Wherever she might be
No matter what she thinks
Or what she does
She's perfect
And that is all that matters
She is the girl of my dreams
And I found her
The spaces between your fingers were created
So that another's could fill them in
That love and someone is you, Megels
My nerdy compliment
The voice singing in the car
Hopping up and down in feety pajamas
Matching pop culture T-shirts
Quoting every movie we know
Waving our Potter wands
Coloring Star Wars pictures
Creating memories and love others are jealous of
There is only one girl who matches me so perfectly
One girl who I devote every day to making smile
The girl who can be her true self with me
Two short nerds in love and having so much fun

All our dreams achieved together
In the funnest ways possible
My mind goes back to that day at the hotel
In the lobby watching the cosplayers walk by
You wanted us
You always did
I can't erase my mistakes and poor choices
But I can spend the rest of my life
Making it up to you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo

For You I Would Do Anything

For you Megels, I would make sure dew
Glides along a rose petal
Accompanied by the song of a lyre
With notes infinitesimal

I would make rain drops fall
With chimes of crashing crystal
Splashing in a dance of pieces
So pristine and ephemeral

For you Megels, I would convince butterflies
To perform aerial ballet
Every time you wander among flowers
To make a bouquet

I would charm the robins
To beautifully crochet
Using ferns, tulips and crocuses
A little beret

For her, I would entice
The pure lady of the lake
To allow the water lilies
To bloom earlier for your sake

I would assure the coy goldfish
To daintily shake
Their flimsy tails
Near your naked feet so delicate

For you Megels, I would whisper music to the fir cone
For them to pirouette
I would play flute for the dandelions
To flutter their fragile silhouette

I would compliment the snowflakes
For them to sparkle on the minaret
And, for you Megels, I would try to sing
A lifelong melodious duet

For you Megels, I will give every beat of my heart
Every breathe inside of my lungs
Until the stars burn out in the sky
And all that's left is hand entwined in love

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Forever My Model Girl

I didn't know love

Could be this way

Or maybe I never knew love

Until I loved you

Whichever it is

It's a feeling I've never before felt

I don't think I could ever feel it

With any other human being

I want to breathe it in

I can't get close enough to it

It draws me, lifts me up

Possesses me

And I don't want to remember

What it's like to be without it

Love is a mirror

It sees and reflects back

It even has the ability

To show you sides of yourself

That you never knew existed

And if love is true

Every side is your best side

Your heart so fragile yet warm and strong

Like the most enchanting of songs

Causes me to stumble and fall

Like a baby's first attempts to crawl

Your very being excites me so

Like a fairground ride, my senses glow

You'll be forever my model girl

And I'll be forever in a whirl

Megels is the beating of my heart

Every day filling my body with warmth

I miss you so very much

Wishing on every star

Just to hold you again

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxxoox

Your Love Forever Inside Me

To the beauty that is Megels

How we matched so perfectly

The one person with all the same interests

Who I would do anything for

Her love is like a dawn

And the promise of the day

It fills my heart with hope

Pushing the dark away

Her love does come

Into my cold, dark night

Filling my soul with warmth

From her glowing sunlight

As the sun does rise

With each new morn

Her love gives life

As though reborn

As  the sun always wins

And covers the night

Her love conquers me

And all seems right

As there is no greater beauty

Than the rising of the sun

There's nothing more alluring

Than the love of this one

As it peeks over my horizon

And rises in my sky

The majesty of her love

I know can never die

Try as you may

To thwart the rising sun

There's no way to stop it

Like the love of this one

For as the morning is sure

And certain as can be

Her love is ever-present

Forever inside of me

So, no matter my lot

No matter my place

Her love will shine

And brighten my face

When night seems endless

And all hope seems gone

I can dream a dream

The return of dawn

My dreams continue day after day

Does he make you smile with references

Appreciate your ninja turtle and Harry Potter love

Support your gaming and movie quotes

My heart beats true

Day after day

No future could be so fulfilling

Except one with you

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxox

Love is Life With You

Megels darlin
My heart is yours
I love you
I need you
My heart screams to yours

The mouth fails to let you know
What the heart longs to convey
The body responds to the love within
That is pushing against the skin
This love that wants to be unleashed
But is held back by the mouth that refuses to speak

I love you
I need you
My heart beats louder
With the hopes that yours will hear

The rhythm increases
I fear my chest will tear
But
Slowly
My heartbeat returns to normal
As the melody from your heart finally reaches mine

I love you
I need you
Our hearts sing together

What the mouth could not say
The heart dared to sing
Love is words that cannot be written
Feelings that cannot be explained
Love is that moment when you cannot speak
Because so much wants to be said

Love is when you cannot imagine your life any different
Love is friendship that cannot be broken
Love is two souls wrapped in one
Love hurts so wonderfully you cannot let go

You are love in every single sense of the word
Both physically and emotionally
There's nobody I have felt a stronger connection to
Nobody who shares all the same interests and loves in life
A life without you is a life without air

A life with you
A dream my heart has every night
Missing you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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