You were in my dreams again. You're in there very frequently and pretty much the only time I do dream. I'm always looking for you or waiting in a room for you to come to the table.
I miss you so much, every day has a cloud of sadness over it without you. Every hour that passes at work I am always thinking of one of our memories and things I would give anything to do again.
Drive to Universal and spend the day there with you
Help you make your chili for dinner
Sit next to you while you gamed
The feeling of you holding me while you slept
Watching you get ready in the morning
Going literally anywhere with you
You are a beautiful that I have never seen before
We always stuck together no matter what situations came up
Your letter the most read thing my eyes have ever laid on
My heart beats every day hoping I can hold you again
If I had a thousand pages
I could never name them all
The reasons that I love you
For the list would be too tall
I love you for the melody
I hear within your voice
The way your brown eyes hold me
A captive, but by choice
I love you for your gentle hands
That melt away my pain
I love you for your loving heart
That made mine beat again
I love you for your loving smile
With which my heart soars
These are just some of the reasons
Every second beat is yours
I miss what we made together and our apartment we made our own
How you'd stand up for our love at bars when I wasn't there
Notes left on the counter or in letters on the fridge
Just looking at you. You are so stunningly beautiful, I could never stop taking my eyes off of you. I could pick you out of any crowd instantly.
I miss you so much
None of it feels right without you. Like we are in a different world. Everything made sense with you. Every single thing felt like that was what was supposed to happen. I would give anything to be yours. I know we connect better. I know we match better. I know we compliment one another better.
My heart continues to beat for my one true
The Megels of my everything
My heart is yours
Always
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxo
Thursday, February 28, 2019
Wednesday, February 27, 2019
Missing You So Much Dew Drop
To the beautiful Megels,
If you could see inside my soul
See inside my heart
You would know I long for you
Whenever we're apart
If you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how I cherish you
How much you mean to me
In all the ways you comforted me
The ways you would hold me at night
The way you know just what to do
To chase away my fear
The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
Your smile, laugh, your touch
Are just a few of the many reasons
I love you so very much
Knowing I could talk to you
About any and everything
And knowing together we will get
Through whatever life may bring
I could search the whole world over
And this I know is true
I would never find another love
Like the love I found with you
Though with each new day, each sunrise
We can't know what's in store
There is one thing I know for sure
Each day I love you more
So if you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how blessed you always make me feel
There is nobody I would want to share life with
But you
Always
Miss you so much
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo
If you could see inside my soul
See inside my heart
You would know I long for you
Whenever we're apart
If you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how I cherish you
How much you mean to me
In all the ways you comforted me
The ways you would hold me at night
The way you know just what to do
To chase away my fear
The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
Your smile, laugh, your touch
Are just a few of the many reasons
I love you so very much
Knowing I could talk to you
About any and everything
And knowing together we will get
Through whatever life may bring
I could search the whole world over
And this I know is true
I would never find another love
Like the love I found with you
Though with each new day, each sunrise
We can't know what's in store
There is one thing I know for sure
Each day I love you more
So if you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how blessed you always make me feel
There is nobody I would want to share life with
But you
Always
Miss you so much
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo
Tuesday, February 26, 2019
A Frozen Moment in Time
The sound of a small fountain outside our window
The soft sheets with the polka dot comforter
I feel to the left of me and there you are
Your eyes aren't open but you still smile at me
Whispering your name charges our hearts for the day
Good morning Megels my darlin
Your beautiful eyes open across a pillow top
It seems for this moment time will stop
The earth slows and sounds wane
A frozen moment without stain
Your body is close to mine
Our hearts beat in time
With a smile of simple pleasure
This moment should last forever
Some say perfection is unattainable
For most things that's explainable
But in your arms and with your heart's affection
I have found a brief moment of perfection
Later when we are sitting with our toes in the sand
Staring at the skies
The sun dipping lower
I look into your beautiful brown eyes
You see what I am feeling
I know you feel it too
We wanted time to just stand still
Then forever there'd be me and you
Why can't we freeze that moment
Return to it in time
Stay together through the years
Proclaim I'm yours and you are mine
So let us freeze this moment
Keep it and label it as ours
Nobody can take it away from us
Not as long as you are mine and I am yours
The secret is that every moment with you
Is that moment that time stands still
Perfect utopia and the happiest that can be
Only one person has ever made me feel that way
That person is you Megels dew drop
A love that conquers all
Missing you more and more
My heart beating ever longer
For you
Always
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxo
The soft sheets with the polka dot comforter
I feel to the left of me and there you are
Your eyes aren't open but you still smile at me
Whispering your name charges our hearts for the day
Good morning Megels my darlin
Your beautiful eyes open across a pillow top
It seems for this moment time will stop
The earth slows and sounds wane
A frozen moment without stain
Your body is close to mine
Our hearts beat in time
With a smile of simple pleasure
This moment should last forever
Some say perfection is unattainable
For most things that's explainable
But in your arms and with your heart's affection
I have found a brief moment of perfection
Later when we are sitting with our toes in the sand
Staring at the skies
The sun dipping lower
I look into your beautiful brown eyes
You see what I am feeling
I know you feel it too
We wanted time to just stand still
Then forever there'd be me and you
Why can't we freeze that moment
Return to it in time
Stay together through the years
Proclaim I'm yours and you are mine
So let us freeze this moment
Keep it and label it as ours
Nobody can take it away from us
Not as long as you are mine and I am yours
The secret is that every moment with you
Is that moment that time stands still
Perfect utopia and the happiest that can be
Only one person has ever made me feel that way
That person is you Megels dew drop
A love that conquers all
Missing you more and more
My heart beating ever longer
For you
Always
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxo
Monday, February 25, 2019
Your Beautiful Eyes Gazed at Me
When I came to your door Megels
And your beautiful eyes gazed at me
From the darkness within
The world around me came to a stop
For just a few seconds
As I saw the love from within you
You looked at me with your warm smile
Your brown hair around your face
And whispered softly "Hey darlin"
And once again
I was at your mercy
For when you look into my soul
And I hear the sound of your sweet voice
My heart opens to you my love
With all of my dreams now fulfilled
I never knew that a love like this
could ever exist
A love that consumes me
A love so powerful
And so overwhelming
That I fear if I were without it
My heart would no longer have a meaning
To its existence
For the love that flows through it now
Is what keeps me alive
Keeps me whole
As I gaze into your eyes my love
Down into the depths of your very being
I can see the love you feel for me
A love as strong as my own
A love that fills me so full of emotion
So full of hope for the future
That I pray I will spend the rest of my days
Gazing into your eyes.
Completely and totally in love with you
Always
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo
And your beautiful eyes gazed at me
From the darkness within
The world around me came to a stop
For just a few seconds
As I saw the love from within you
You looked at me with your warm smile
Your brown hair around your face
And whispered softly "Hey darlin"
And once again
I was at your mercy
For when you look into my soul
And I hear the sound of your sweet voice
My heart opens to you my love
With all of my dreams now fulfilled
I never knew that a love like this
could ever exist
A love that consumes me
A love so powerful
And so overwhelming
That I fear if I were without it
My heart would no longer have a meaning
To its existence
For the love that flows through it now
Is what keeps me alive
Keeps me whole
As I gaze into your eyes my love
Down into the depths of your very being
I can see the love you feel for me
A love as strong as my own
A love that fills me so full of emotion
So full of hope for the future
That I pray I will spend the rest of my days
Gazing into your eyes.
Completely and totally in love with you
Always
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo
Sunday, February 24, 2019
Share My Unending Love With You
Love is patient, love is kind
And what our loves express is true
No amount of tragedy can tear
Or break the love I have for you
The nights we spent sharing memories
The days we spent on adventures
Sharing every laugh together
Taking big fearful steps together
Time has healed so many wounds
But has not erased the memory
But I'll hold on, always want to be together
We will get through this, you and me
Though we are still young and learning
About ourselves, our world today
In my heart I'll always love you
And in my heart you'll always stay
Kissing before you hold me in the night
Starting our new life together in our new place
The inside jokes and Universal trips
The way you'd look at me
As days go by, as time progresses
We will change, mature, and always grow
But as we grow, as we reminisce
There is on thing I will always know
My love for you will never falter
Never cease, for its always true
With love comes patience, but it's worth the wait
To share my unending love with you
I miss you and it's never too late
Pick up where we left off, listen to your heart
I will atone for all that has hurt you
Forever be yours and vow to never leave your side
I've lost you but never again
Your hand is the only hand I need
I love you Megels with all that exists
Let me be yours again
And we can define what dreams coming true really means
Happily ever after
Part Two
I am yours no matter what
No matter the wait
No matter the distance
Always,
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxo
And what our loves express is true
No amount of tragedy can tear
Or break the love I have for you
The nights we spent sharing memories
The days we spent on adventures
Sharing every laugh together
Taking big fearful steps together
Time has healed so many wounds
But has not erased the memory
But I'll hold on, always want to be together
We will get through this, you and me
Though we are still young and learning
About ourselves, our world today
In my heart I'll always love you
And in my heart you'll always stay
Kissing before you hold me in the night
Starting our new life together in our new place
The inside jokes and Universal trips
The way you'd look at me
As days go by, as time progresses
We will change, mature, and always grow
But as we grow, as we reminisce
There is on thing I will always know
My love for you will never falter
Never cease, for its always true
With love comes patience, but it's worth the wait
To share my unending love with you
I miss you and it's never too late
Pick up where we left off, listen to your heart
I will atone for all that has hurt you
Forever be yours and vow to never leave your side
I've lost you but never again
Your hand is the only hand I need
I love you Megels with all that exists
Let me be yours again
And we can define what dreams coming true really means
Happily ever after
Part Two
I am yours no matter what
No matter the wait
No matter the distance
Always,
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxo
Saturday, February 23, 2019
The Most Beautiful Treasure
The missing treasure of this sinking vessel
On the seafloor, where it would nestle
Against the base for years it'd lay
Patiently waiting for that special day
When I would come to claim my prize
Hoping the chest to my surprise
Would hold the heart that I've been missing
The talks, the laughs, the hugs, the kissing
That day has come and now I'll find
What lies ahead, no longer behind
I've searched through darkness, to the deepest sea
And found that chest staring back at me
What lies inside, I do not know
Unlock the latch and open slow
I peek within, with nerves I'm shaking
The prize inside could stop the aching
Cause within the chest that I've searched for
I found the heart and even more
The talks, the laughs, they all were there
The hugs, the kisses, for me to share
The most beautiful treasure I've finally seized
Did not imagine I could be so pleased
I searched so long through the deep sea blue
I love you Megels, my prize is you
Always,
Love, Your Edward
xxoxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
On the seafloor, where it would nestle
Against the base for years it'd lay
Patiently waiting for that special day
When I would come to claim my prize
Hoping the chest to my surprise
Would hold the heart that I've been missing
The talks, the laughs, the hugs, the kissing
That day has come and now I'll find
What lies ahead, no longer behind
I've searched through darkness, to the deepest sea
And found that chest staring back at me
What lies inside, I do not know
Unlock the latch and open slow
I peek within, with nerves I'm shaking
The prize inside could stop the aching
Cause within the chest that I've searched for
I found the heart and even more
The talks, the laughs, they all were there
The hugs, the kisses, for me to share
The most beautiful treasure I've finally seized
Did not imagine I could be so pleased
I searched so long through the deep sea blue
I love you Megels, my prize is you
Always,
Love, Your Edward
xxoxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Friday, February 22, 2019
Hand in Hand
The sun sets
Upon the golden sand
We sit together
Hand in hand
We gently embrace
and look into each other's eyes
I wonder if you are
An angel in disguise
I hold you
Like there's no tomorrow
I suddenly forget
The past sorrow
I kiss your soft lips
And you kiss mine
I never knew
Loving someone could be this fine
I pick you up
And carry you to our room
How a love can blossom
And a heart can bloom
Your touch is so gentle
But your hands so strong
How could a love like this
Ever go wrong
My heart is beating
200 times a minutes
Because my love
You are in it
The sound of your heartbeat
All through the night
We fall asleep in each other's arms
And wake to the morning light
I look into your eyes
And this is when
I say thank you
For teaching me to love again
You Megels are the angel of my nightmares
The one place my heart feels at home
Why it beats day after day
For the one true love
You, my darlin dew drop
Always
Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxx
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