The Twinkle in the Stars

When you're not here to share my days and nights
My life is so incomplete
For you are my heart, my soul
The oneness I had known to seek

Without you I merely exist from day to day
With you I know that I will find
All that I have been searching for
My completeness, my eternal peace of mind

You are the keeper of my dreams
The woman who holds my heart in her hands
The one I want to spend my life with
The one with whom I will always stand

Stand beside through thick and thin
Through all that life will throw our way
Knowing that this special love we share
Will guide us, each and every day

This journey was started long ago
Before this time and place
The journey of completeness
As two hearts and souls embrace

Forever is what I want with you
For the search is at an end
Our hearts have found each other
As lovers, as soul-mates, as truly meant for each other

You darlin dew drop are the twinkle in the stars
The one I whisper to before bed
The one I will always be ready for
A love so unique it is one of a kind

I miss you Megels darlin
Even just a thought of our time together
Brings a smile to my face
A life with you is perfection

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

My Everlasting Lovely Flower

A flower grows from beneath a blanket
Of fine and purest white
It reaches toward the sun for warmth
For heat and for the light

My love for you grows stronger still
Despite the surrounding cold
My heart is yours, noone elses
For yours has it been sold

Its petals shine from morning dew
Its stem grows stiff and strong
It stands strong through the freezing cold
It stands the winter long

I long for you, Megels, your soft touch
I miss the way you smile
The longer that we stay apart
The longer every mile

The flower stretches through the snow
It reaches towards the sun
And now without you the color is gone
The flower's petals brittle

But hearing you speak, as we learn
The flower came back to life
The snow melts and goes away
As you took away my strife

Spring arrived and growth abounds
As you and I were one
We together, we in love
The snow was done

I see the future, in dreams I have
Of our life, long and true
I see the times where all I need
Are comforting words from you

I see the times when winter comes
As winter tends to do
But we still love, and we still live
And I do still love you

And so we live, with children ours
And a life of much to see
With love we live, to live we love
Happy together are we

I see the flower, older now
But still strong with fresh new leaves
I see it growing, tall and strong
Reaching to the eaves

We are now old, as years have passed
But old together are we
And strong our love still today
As strong as it can be

Through all the highs and lows
No matter what we went through
My heart beats for you darlin
My only true love is you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxox

An Angel Does Exist

It is said that there are angels

In heaven above

And they shine with the light

Of an inner love

Of these things

I had not a clue

But that was

Before I found you

For in you I've found

A love that is so right

It shines all around

With the brightest of light

It comes from somewhere

So deep within

That it has no beginning

And knows no end

Your love is a light

That brightens each day

Of all the people

You see on your way

Where ever you go

Or whatever you do

All see the love

That you have inside you

That God sent you here

To a place where you'd be

Sharing such love

With someone like me

Is proof for me

That angels exist

And are filled with a love

That no man could resist

I think God each day

For finding the time

For looking down on me

And making you mine

So yes there are angels

In heaven above

I know because God

Sent me one to love

If I may ask Him again

Give me one more chance

Megels is my true love

My partner in life we will dance

I miss her like crazy

Every day hoping she hears me

My hand forever reaching for hers

No truer love will there ever be

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoooxo

Every Day Dreaming of You

Waking up in the morning
Not seeing you there beside
Always makes me feel sad
Then the work day begins

Through the day I day dream
Every day they all involve you
Your beautiful face Megels
The best dreams I ever have

Whenever I day dream
And day dream I do
In my secret garden
I day dream of you

I day dream of you
In a faraway land
Embracing me tight
And holding my hand

Holding my hand
And touching my face
Just you and me
In this peaceful place

In this peaceful place
A pristine river flows
Where the beautiful horses run
A breeze always blows

A breeze always blows
And sings of a song
Our love in a place
Where you've never gone

Where you've never gone
Is as it would seem
From dusk until dawn
Whenever I day dream

And whenever I day dream
And day dream I do
In my secret garden
I day dream of you

My heart continues to miss you
All of our funnest times
Nobody else can replace those moments
What I would give to have them with you

Singing in the car
Gaming at night
Amusement park weekends
Cooking together in the kitchen

Laughing before bed
Sharing all our common interests
Drawing for your eyes
Creating for our future

Remember trying to push the bug off the railing of the balcony
You running in place in your feety pajamas
Hearing Lego Harry Potter from the other room in the morning
You looking into voice acting for my movie

Caught in the rain at Universal
Happening upon a comic con at a hotel
Your spider monkey hold on me for sleep
Looking at rings at the mall

How we both like the same things
Both nerdy kid gamers at heart
Saying turkey leg with the hand motion
Sending silly pictures to each other

The girl who wants to sing to me at the top of her lungs to NOW volume 1
The girl who would rather go to comic cons than concerts
The girl who wants to kick my butt at Mario Kart
The girl who is the Ramona to my Pilgrim

The girl who is my age range remembering all the same things
The girl who could be her real self with me
The girl who made a blue box of memories that I still have
The letter that I still read

The girl who has my heart
No matter what
We all make mistakes, look for the same heart in someone else
But I found my true heart other half
And that was with you Megels
My biggest mistake was being apart from you for even a moment
My heart truly lies with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxooxooxoxoxoxxoxooxooxoxoxoxoxo

To Always Love You

A beautiful girl named Megels makes me feel a certain way
Ways that no other person has been able to
The one person that is constantly on my mind
All my happiest feelings are tied to her

When the sun rises above the hillcrest
As do the joys of my heart
Rays of warmth and love
From her I would never depart

Fresh dew upon the grass
Young birds chirp in their nests
I would watch her gently sleep
My love to her I would silently profess

I always enjoyed the stillness and calm
Watching her as she smiled and dreamed
She brought me to stillness and peace
Like that of a slow flowing stream

My heart and soul flew with love
And I smiled as I quietly reflected
I'd been handed a sweet princess
A sweet princess to love and to protect

I was always hoping
That you would come along
Like the answer to a prayer
And the music to a song

Like the kind of thing that happens
At a special place and time
That would change our lives forever
Like a fantasy of mine

You were always my darlin dew drop
Even if at times I was my worst self
I would give whatever it took to embrace you once more
Never too late and never too long
I miss you with more love than ever before

A vow to myself I would make
As you quietly slept away
To love and always cherish you
Until my last breath
Until my last day

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxooxoxxoxooxxooxoxooxox

Love Forever in You

Feelings that once were hidden
Are now expressed to you
Days that once were stormy
Became the brightest blue

Times that once were lonely
Were then  filled with pleasure
All that once was mine alone
Were now things we both treasured

Nights that once were cold
Were now comforting and warm
Fears that once were very real
Were gone with the storm

A heart that once was broken
Finally mended by just your touch
A person once alone in life
Could then call you his one and only

Dreams that once were longed for
Were all coming true
The love I once thought was not possible
I had with and forever in you

There are many people on this planet
But our paths crossed with one another
We were brought together
Shown that love is true and powerful

To have you back Megels is my dream
The same I wish for every time I close my eyes
There is nobody quite like you darlin
The dew drop that sparkles above the rest

Lonely mornings give way to memories of us
The fuel to get me through the worst of days
My heart belongs to you
No amount of time can change that

While I sit and send my wishes to the stars
I hope that one day that star may fall
Glide past your eyes so that you may see it
Know that I am waiting for you with arms wide open

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Will Always Wait For You

I wish on all the stars every single night
To be snuggled together on the couch again
Planning weekends with laughter

It was me your heart always brought you back to
No matter how events panned out
We share a special connection

My mistakes and choices hurt everything
Each night I pray to hold you again
My biggest mistake was parting all those days ago

I love the way you touched me
So soft and sensuously
It made me tingle all over

I love the way you kissed me
It started a fire deep down inside of me
Made me yearn for you even more

I love the way you looked at me
It made me feel beautiful and treasured
Most of all I loved the way you loved me

When you walked in my whole day got better
And even when you weren't with me
You were in my thoughts always

It never mattered what we had or didn't have
The most important thing was we had each other
And nobody could ever take that away

I am the luckiest guy in the world with you
I didn't need or want anything
But you beside me loving me to the end of our days

Every time I open this site I look to see you
If my prayers and wishes reached you
The day I can call you Megels again with a smile

I miss you more and more every day
Our memories the best I've ever experienced
It would be my honor to make it all up to you
For the rest of my life

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxo