With You I Always Felt Home

How simple my life was when you were there, Megels
How I cherished each breath
How I craved the light
The laughter you brought me

I have fallen in love without taking a step
Fallen into the sweetest of dreams
How I hoped no one would wake me
The simplest gesture wrapped itself around my heart

Where I hold it forever

Each time we said goodbye
A part of me wept
Though I knew it was not forever
To my aching soul, it was an eternity

I saw my happiness in your eyes
Every time you held my hand
My heart skipped a beat
How sweet life was to be yours

How meaningless life is without you

They know nothing of the loneliness before you
Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day
How did you did it I ask myself
How did I banish the fear, the darkness

You made me see that nothing is bad
That I was strong and worthy of happiness
You had saved me from myself
You always were my star, Megels

Every day I woke up and smiled to myself
Knowing you were waiting for me
Knowing you couldn't wait to see me
How would I go on if you weren't there

You bless me with your love and light darlin
I was so so so glad to have found you
My life with you is complete
With you I always felt the same way

Like I was home

Always

Love, Your Edward
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The Path That Led Me To You Darlin

Our love was that of a red rose, Megels
Whose splendor rose as the sun shown its face
Whose petals expanded further and richer
Whispering secrets of happiness and affection

And even though with the fall of dusk
All contentment is swept away
And the rose's petals unite as one
Reflecting any light that may endeavor to shine through

The sun will always rise
And the rose's petals will eternally broaden
Until they fully blossom into a stunning creation
Our love was that of a red rose

Possessing a few imperfections
That may cause evanescent wounds
But the internal radiance
That will everlastingly bestow healing and comfort

So take my hand darlin and we will go
Said the man above
I'll take you to a place of joy
Where you will find true love

If you let go, go on your own
But mistakes you will make
For many other ways there are
Which you are sure to take

When you feel that you are lost
All you have to do is pray
And I'll be there once again
To help you on your way

I did pray and just as said
He shined his light from above
That showed me the way down the golden path
That led me to your love darlin

Missing every part of you every minute
The world is just too boring without you
Sadness knocks on my door
My love for you keeps them at bay

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Holiday Wishes For the Beauty That Is You

It began as all fires do
A spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colorful delight
You held my hand, became my friend, Megels
Earned my trust and my future once again looked bright

Loneliness turned to hope
Emptiness filled up with dreams
Hunger was satisfied
And the darkness lit by love's moonbeams

Tears no longer hit the ground
They fell on your loving shoulder
I felt younger
As our love grew older

When sorrow left me wilted as a sun-parched rose
Your comfort was a river that flows and flows
The sun's light, the morning dew
They are all the beauty that is you darlin

When passion ebbs
As tides do
Love fills the wake
And carries us through

Your strength is as the oak
But if it is my need you bend like the willow
My heart is filled
Like a lucky sail with wind to billow

Harsh cold winters
Wet springs, blissful summer heat, and the fall of time
They'll weather my spirit
With grace and peace, your hand in mine

Our love's sweet creations, joyous children
Blessed am I thanks to god and you
What greater beauty could shed light
On the love that came from two

Love's sweet reflection
Laughing, growing, thriving, learning
Words cannot express what my heart feels
How strong my love is burning

When our lives parted times ago
I felt my heart would never again see the sun
But you, my love, walked with me, through the sadness
And together we shared the memories that kept our happiness intact

The lines of age will etch their mark on us
And time will take the strength from our bodies
But love's brush will paint for us a picture of such beauty
That a hundred lifetimes could not remove their glory

Once again Thanksgiving has presented itself
And once again I am spending it without you, Megels
I still dream of that dinner we had down in Florida
When I felt I could start my new family with you

Nobody has such a place in my heart and soul like you
Each day a reminder of the happiness we shared
How we could be ourselves and not fake
Share in every single one of our interests

I still hope and pray for that day to come again
Wishing on every star every night
Depression may sit on my shoulders every day
But the thought of you darlin, keeps me going

Always

Love, Your Edward
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The Place Where Our Two Souls Are One

I think I that I might fly away
In my hot air balloon
And hid from worldly worries
On the dark side of the moon

There's but one thing I need
Before I float into the blue
I need a sky companion
I want that to be you, Megels

We'll fly beyond the storm clouds
We'll watch from up above
I'll cover you in rainbows
As we fell each other's love

You'll shower in the stars
At midnight in our special place
I'll dry you with a comet's tail
And kiss your beaming face

Dreamy drifting panorama
Changing every day
Every night your loving smile
Will be my milky way

The moon will wane before us
Sailing there in heaven's height
For nothing else can challenge
Our love's everlasting light

Venus shining on us
Glowing soft at our devotion
Our daily drifting dalliance
In love's celestial ocean

I'll write you lovers poetry
And you will be my muse
Orion and Andromeda
Will oversee our cruise

We'll sleep with clouds as pillows
Maybe steal an angel's wings
Then fly as magic lovebirds
Sliding around Saturn's rings

And should we tire of drifting
Around the stars all floating by
We'll hook onto a meteor
And soar across the sky

Will you consent to be my mate
On our celestial ship darlin
I'm ready, heart all packed with love
To last us for the trip

Take my hand and step aboard Megels
We're heading for the sun
We're flying until we find the place
Where our two souls are one

Join me in my ship darlin dew
Space is just too vast
Without you next to me
Forever in my heart

Always

Love, Your Edward
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The One Who Stole My Heart

Such a sweet beautiful angel
Sent from above
I was so grateful to have found you
I gave you all my love

You must have come from heaven
Because you have pretty little angel eyes
When you gazed at me with them
My heart began to fly

Your sweet angelic voice
Continuously rings in my ears
With you by my side
There was nothing I feared

Whenever we were together
You shined with a heavenly glow
Your beautiful angel face
Raised me up from feeling low

Heaven is missing an angel
Because you were here with me
You're my sweet beautiful angel, Megels
I will love you for eternity

To lay a kiss on your lips
So gentle and delicate
Was like picking the drops of dew
Off the petals of a rose

I would hold you close and feel safe
Sheltered in from the rain
From the storms that grew and surrounded me
I took your hand and looked into your eyes
I saw a heart made of gold and a soul so pure

You are an angel to me
I could not help but fall madly in love with you
The one who stole my heart

I'm glad you did
Because I could never find one such as you
Someone who makes each day the best
Each laugh the longest
Each tear the saddest
And a life
My life
Worthwhile

Missing you so very much darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
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I Give Myself With All of My Heart

Where are you tonight darlin Megels
What is it that you are doing
It's true my heart is torn apart
When I'm not with you

What enchanted thoughts swim through your head
Are any of them of me
When you go to bed
Is it my face you see

Who is honored with your presence now
And do they even care
The thought of you not being admired
Fills me with despair

Do they appreciate your loveliness
Do they marvel at your splendor
Do they love to hear your velvet voice
Do they adore your smile so tender

If they do not
Then they are a fool
And had you been with me
Every day, Megels, you'd be a queen
Because that's what you are to me

I'm at your feet
And I come with gifts
My body, my heart, and my soul
They're yours to do with as you please
To command and to control

I give myself with all of my heart
I'm yours for all of time
Your slave, your king, your anything
Only say that you are mine

If I could just once a thousand years
Love but a single soul
And none else dared to speak to me
Until the years had passed in whole

I would spend my time in silent peace
Happy as could be
To know that you are the one I loved
And that you, in turn, loved me

I miss the days we could be having
How you said you were the true you with me
I still have it all, all in our blue box
Still read your letter every morning
It gets me through the day
My heart waiting in hopes for one day

One day to hold you
Be with you

Always

Love, Your Edward
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You Made A Permanent Place In My Heart

I never felt a love
Like the one with you Megels
It's a love like no other
Something I have always hoped for

A love with friendship
Humor and heart
A bond so strong
It would never part

A love that makes me smile
From ear to ear
A love that is joyful
Without any fear

A love that is beautiful
From the inside out
A love with no tears
Pain or doubt

A love with soul
So tender and true
A love that I have found
Only in you

You came into my life unexpectedly
And everything took a turn for the better
Your warm eyes, your laugh
The sincere way you spoke

The kindness you showed me
All became a part of my life
As you unfolded yourself to me
I discovered more and more beauty

I have never seen so much
Gentleness in one person
Without even knowing it
You were making a place in my heart

It used to seem so hard at times
To feel so close in a relationship
But it's so easy to feel close to you darlin
I can't tell you how nice that felt

I realize now that I had never known
What it meant to be loved
Until I was loved by you, Megels
I miss you so damn much

Always

Love, Your Edward
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