They Aren't You, None of Them Are, Darlin

I was lonely and somewhat lost
I wanted a companion and friend
I took the plunge, I stepped in
Nervous and unsure, I waded in

Inexperienced and quite unsure
Feeling trepidation, I wondered if I did right
Feeling shy but needing a lady's company
I took a chance, to see what would occur

Surprise, shock and so much joy
I found the woman of my dreams, I won first prize
Gentle, caring, trusting, and sensuous, along you came Megels
Into my life, you brought happiness, fulfillment
And everything I had secretly yearned for

Not sure how to cope and react
From that first meeting I was complete
Such emotions flowed through me
That I believed I would never feel

Beauty, tenderness, faith, desire, and love came fast
All my hidden dreams were answered
By your marvelous presence

From that first meeting, who would believe
Such a strong romance would start
When we are together all I need
Is in my arms, in my heart

You are on my mind every minute of every day
Not one goes by where I don't remember
Where we lived and what it looked like
How we went to bed every night

The way you'd look at me every day
Send me funny pictures and goofy faces
The way you said you loved me so much
How it will be us in the end you always hoped

I can't move on without you
There were words you said to me
I remember where I was and how cold I felt
Your voice on the phone in my ear

You didn't get with someone new
Because they weren't me
Those were your words
My heart practically exploded

The same words I speak to you now Megels
Nobody is you
No matter who or what happens
None of them are you

If it is my destiny to be alone for the rest of my days
Then so be it
Because there is only one space in my heart open
And that spot is for you darlin

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I'm Romeo, Will You Be Juliet, Darlin

The dance had begun, with but us two
I'd take your hand and walk with you
Take me to depths in the sea of love
Go with me further
I'll breathe in your perfumed scent
You intoxicate, invade my head, Megels

Give in to your senses
Follow me now, let your heart take control
Our time is short and death is nigh
To mountains and peaks, we must fly
Leave life behind in our own world
Get away from it all, run with me darlin
Forget all your troubles and walk in the moonlight
Gaze into my eyes, stay with me tonight

We need not fear, we must venture on
Pure angel of dawn, you've stolen my heart
You illuminate me, pierce the dark
Your purity, it leaves me numb
Your beauty, I long to touch your soft skin
To stroke your hair, give you everything

To pull you into my embrace
To hear you breathe, to see your face
To feel your heart beat softly with mine
To hold you tightly, leave reason behind
To draw you in, taste your kiss
All heartbreak gone
I'd lose myself inside your eyes
Stay in love forever, mesmerized

Run away with me, barefoot in the sand
Walk by my side, Megels darlin
Hear our hearts beating with love so wild
Our heads spinning with passion
There's untamed joy we can't explain
I'm Romeo, will you be Juliet
We can share a bond we'll never forget

We can clasp hands in the twilight
Hold each other, day and night
We can be alone, just me and you
Our souls entwined, you know it's true
We can do anything, if you'll take faith
I'll protect you, I'll keep you safe
We can be together eternally
We can live forever
So come with me
I will be waiting for you
Life just isn't life without you
My heart pines for you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

I'll Always Be Ready To Be Yours, Darlin

When I look back
On the dreams I left behind
Buried there in all my thoughts
It is you I always find

I saw you then as I see you now
Through love's impassioned blindness
A heart so fashioned there within
Filled with love and kindness

How often has my heart declared
With anguish, for my words are few
That the wind shall blow a little longer
To keep me here with you

Sweeter still are the pains of love
The bonds of love grow stronger
Even after the moonlight has gone to sleep
I shall always love you longer

No other can stir my heart so deep
Or thrill me through and through
And in my dreams there will never be
No other love but you

When I look back to times gone by
There is one thing I know for sure
It is you Megels, who stole my heart
All those years ago

When nights are long and friends are few
I sit by my window and think of you
A silent whisper
A silent tear
I love you with all my heart
I wish you were here

It is getting so difficult to handle the depression
You still inhabit my dreams at night
When I wake up I feel worse than ever
The dark quiet loneliness enveloping me

I miss you so much it's incredibly painful
Why do I think of you so much when you don't
I keep up all our interests when you have forgotten
You always told me you'd always love me no matter what

Always told me that you could be your real self with me
Did he force you to forget that and forget your loves
Hide the real you
The comic con, gamer, movie, star wars, cartoon lover

I miss the real you darlin
I continue to read your letter
Still saving our blue box of memories
Waiting for the real you to come back

I'll always be ready to be yours
Hold your hand at the end of our Universal days
Go to comic cons together
Share in all of our different video games

The real you has my heart Megels

Always

Love, Your Edward
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I Love the Real You, Megels

I thought that I'd seen beauty
I thought I'd witnessed grace
I thought that I'd known love
Until I gazed upon your face, Megels

I thought I'd felt my heart beat
I thought my knees were weak
I thought I'd heard a songbird
Until I heard you speak, darlin

I thought the rose was fragrant
I thought the sky was blue
I thought nature wonderful
Until I first laid eyes on you, dew drop

I thought my eyes were open
Yet now I'm not so sure
I think that I may be in love
Like I've never loved before

I'll hold on to these feelings
And keep them safe within
Until the time they're needed
And true love can begin

For you are a beautiful lady with eyes on fire
That sparkle and laugh that can smile and cry
I love your eyes so clear and true
Beautiful lady I adore you

A twinkling look that bubbles bright
With a heart to care and a heart to love
With hands to hold and hands to help
Beautiful lady there to give

Beautiful lady, a smile so bright
So warm and gentle, so soft
A voice so clear
That calms and soothes, a voice that wipes all fears

Beautiful lady, Megels
I'll give to you, my thoughts, my hopes
I offer my heart, my strength
My love is yours forever

I love the real you
The nerdy, movie, gamer, crafty girl
Who can make me laugh with a star wars quote
Wearing her chewbacca shirt

I love the real you, Megels
Not the one you hide for a future
With someone who doesn't share your interests
Like I do

I can only wait for you
Whatever it takes

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoooxoxxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I'll Follow You Wherever You Lead, Darlin

Our love was the long lasting kind
We were together quite a while
I loved and continue to love you for so many things
Your voice, your touch
Your kiss, your smile

You accepted me as I am
I could relax and just be me
Even when my quirks came out
You thought they were cute
You let me be me

With you there was nothing to resist
You were irresistable to me
I'm drawn to you in total trust
I gave myself to you willingly

Your sweet devotion never failed
You viewed me with a patient heart
You loved me darlin, no matter what
You've been that way right from the start

Those are just a few reasons why
I'll always love you like I do

You're one in a million
My most special one
Your radiant smile bright as the sun
You're smart and caring

You have so many great charms
My heart really sings when you're wrapped in my arms
I was so happy you chose me from all the rest
Proud because I knew that I got the best

You're so cute and sweet and glow like a pearl
I love you so much, Megels

When you're away from me
I long for you in my thoughts
In the center of my soul
I yearn to see the affection in your eyes

I crave the safe warmth of your arms around me
My cave of comfort, ease and peace
My body aches with hunger for you
The exquisite torture of delayed ecstasy

I long for you, I yearn for you
I ache for you
I miss you more than anything in life
More than the air that I breathe

No one loves me like you do
I've never felt like I did with you
You pleased me in so many ways
With a word, a caress, a kiss

No one understood me like you do
You see me deep inside
You chose to overlook my flaws
The ones I try to hide

No one satisfies me like you do
When our bodies intertwine
You give so much with your tender touch
You're amazing, more than you know

No one loved me like you did
You filled my every need
And that is why, darlin dew
I'll follow you wherever you lead

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxo

I Didn't Know Love Until I Met You, Darlin Dew

I've held others before
But it was never like you
Where my body inhales you
And quivers with bliss

Where my senses are reeling
From the strength of desire
And if I can't have you soon
I'd be consumed by the fire

If not for you I wouldn't know
What true love really meant
I'd never feel this inner peace
I couldn't be content

If not for you, I'd never have
The pleasures of romance
I'd miss the bliss, the craziness
Of love's sweet silly dance

I have to feel your tender touch
I have to hear your voice
No other one could take your place
You're it, I have no choice

If not for you I'd be adrift
I don't know what I'd do
I'd be searching for my other half
Incomplete if not for you

Bonded to you in emotional bliss
United in physical rapture
I realize my dreams and fantasies
Engulfed in contentment

I know heaven in your arms
My intense hunger nourished
Deep yearnings fulfilled
I am open to you in total trust

You are my refuge
My everything
You are my soulmate
The only one I ever have thoughts for

Before I met you, Megels
I thought I was happy
And I was
But I had never known
The rich contentment
And total fulfillment
You brought to me

When you came into my life
Before I met you
I felt a lot of things
Good things
But I had never experienced
The indescribably intense
Feelings I have for you

Before I met you
I thought I knew myself
And I did
But you looked deep inside me
And found fresh new things
For us to share

Before I met you
I thought I knew about love
But I didn't
Until I met you

Missing you and all of our adventures
All of our laughs
All of our shared interests
Everything

Always

Love, Your Edward
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Never Dreamed Of Not Knowing You Darlin

People speak of fate
And meetings of chance
Finding of soul mates
And love at first glance

Alignment of planets
Shooting stars up above
Fullness of the moon
And pairs of white doves

I've never taken stock
In these symbols and signs
But having met you, Megels
Proved I'd been blind

Poets write of hearts
Eternal devotion
Flames of desire
And new found emotion

Love ever lasting
A lifetime of bliss
Heaven here on Earth
The passion of a kiss

I've never found valid
These words foolishly penned
Then you graced my presence darlin
And proved me wrong again

Singers sing of heartache
And the one that got away
Internal emptiness
Pain that still remains

Missed opportunities
The hollowness of night
Paths that never cross
Timing that wasn't right

I never dreamed those songs
Could ever ring so true
Until I thought of life
Without ever knowing you

Days waking up and hearing you gaming
The laughs we could share all through the day
Making each other dinner
Making you artsy things

The way you would smile at me
Crinkling that beautiful nose of yours
There's an endless list of things I miss about you
But, Megels, just you I miss the most

Too much of my heart is yours
Hoping and wishing that one day
I can give the rest to you

Always

Love, Your Edward
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo