You always see movies or read books that say head over heels or infatuated and growing up I always wanted to experience that. Little did I know all I had to do was not be successful in art after college and hang around a grocery store for a while to end up running into that feeling one weekend. It's crazy to think that one person can create such a permanent home within someone else and give reason after reason as to why life can be the greatest adventure conceived. Every minute that goes by in a day has some print of you instilled into it. There are moments where almost reflexively I want to go out and dust snow off your car or make sure I vacuum before you come home and put a blanket over you when you've fallen asleep watching TV.....or playing a game, yeah i've seen you. So many things and factors finally falling into place and ending bring a feeling that I have only felt with one person in my growing life. You. There is a future and life that I see with you that I remember texting snippets of to you while I ate dinner and you would read and ask back 'and then what' with a smile I'm sure even if I couldn't see it. While it all finally ramps down and I put together my plan, I definately want to do that again for you. I'd be lieing if I said I hadn't already thought of it and maybe even wrote it down. We've lived seperate lives apart from one another and gone through a lot and while there were moments of good times during those periods, there is a reason that the only person I have even been able to construct a future in my head with almost on a year to year basis has been you. As you will see in these last upcoming posts, I see quite a detailed happy life. But Edward, wouldn't that require you to take the step and find me? Why yes. Yes it does. It's been hell and I can honestly say that it's all ready to come to a close and my feets will be a moving towards the most beautiful woman I've ever set eyes on. What would I do with said woman? Well, allow me to take you on a magic carpet ride. Show you the world. Shiny, sparkling splendor....ahem, i mean....open my heart's dreams for one special person. God does things for a reason. You are my soul mate and I believe that I was meant to go through what I have to show me growth, maturity, and to clear my mind and set me on the path of exactly what I should and need to be doing. To which I will gladly pontificate here.
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