Sunday, October 29, 2017

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 19

Little comments you make that are not only positive but very confidence boosting.  You once said that I was a good driver.  There was nothing to make you say that but it was something you just wanted to say and it felt really good because there aren't a lot of times that happen where a comment comes out without it being forced or a part of an event or situation.  You find things in my art or pieces I've made that you personally like that may not be what everyone chooses to like or one that maybe I just brush off and you comment the level of talent that needs to be harnessed for a future in a career I want.  You always let people know the good and positive things in their lives and whether it is meant that way or not, you offer everyone a confidence booster every day and that goes a long long way if you don't realize it.  You appreciate what people make you as well, talking from experience of course with my paintings and art I did for you like the Be-You-Tiful above the couch and the day of the dead pieces for the walls.  You care and know how it feels to have a good comment and you share it with others so we can all experience a day with a smile.  <3 p="">

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 18

You have a spectacular sense of humor.  You don't rely on or find it necessary to be very dirty or swear a lot and understand that that isn't what makes something funny.  You are smart and clever enough with jokes to make any situation have any kind of levity or humor and act upon something that you know the other person is picking up on as well.  You can recite movie quotes with just as much wit and even are able to encite fits of laughter by just a picture or GIF in a text.  The biggest comes to mind when I wasn't sure if I liked Force Awakens and the pictures you would send as a response had me rolling and when you broke the key to the apartment and just sent a picture to me at work saying 'so this happened'.  There is a subdued not overdone quality to your humor that is very skilled and raises whatever it is you are saying or doing to a level of humor that few can do without having to rely on swearing or making it very very dirty.

Saturday, October 28, 2017

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 17

I love the many silly faces you do when you are on facetime or just want me to laugh during the day when we are both elsewhere.  Puffing out your cheeks or putting the phone camera extremely close to your nose so that I could possibly see inside of it.  This usually led to our goodnights.  You laying in bed all snuggly, sometimes sneakily trying to flash me some boob all the while we both would do our closing statements of the conversations we were having.  It became sort of a tradition with us to fall asleep together no matter where we were, I can't even count the number of times I left the facetime on while you fell asleep and just stayed with you until I myself fell asleep.  There was a feeling of guarding you and watching out to make sure you slept okay without any danger or nightmares and if something did occur and you woke up I would still be right there.  Even if you fell asleep before me I would mute myself and keep you on with me just in case my noises might wake you.  This led to some fun times as well with you waking up here and there or rolling around and one night even trying to get a bug that was on the ceiling, trapping it and running out of the room like it was on fire.  You would tease a little when you changed into your bed clothes and I would wait on the nightstand for you while you got ready and brushed your teeth.  The security and love of our nights was unrivaled and always something I looked forward to, no matter what I was doing from painting tables to gaming to watching Addams Family together over Netflix.  :*
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Thursday, October 26, 2017

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 16

The times when I would sit with you in the morning while you did your make up and got dressed before work.  You would put on your music and sit at the little vanity in your mom's room while I sat on the bed behind you and I would just watch you get ready.  You never needed any makeup or fixing up at all and have a natural beauty to you that few people get blessed with.  The same playlist that then seeped into a much louder seperate speaker that you set up in our room down south floated over the morning airwaves.  From the makeup to the dressing.  All the way down to your watch, necklace, earrings, and a pair of the many lines of shoes, even if they hurt your feet.  Through all times no matter what it was, you always donned the necklace with the heart, always a reminder that you had my heart with you at all times.  Not that you needed anything to remind you of that.  Sometimes depending on the weather I would go out and get the snow off of your car while you got ready or in another place I would make you your morning breakfast of eggs and toast before you ran out the door. The place was always so quiet and empty once you left like you took the sun with you and I had to watch camp while the darkness threatened with sounds of wolves and owls.  But it was always worth it when, and Sam can attest to this, we heard that car beep when you secured your car and we both came running to the door.

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 15

I love how short you are.  I know it's a small little comment, no pun intended but I love that our heights sort of compliment each other.  You can wear my clothes a lot easier and make what I wear look a lot sexier.  We can look each other in the eyes and not have to crane our necks.  Plus, it makes you so much more adorable.  I love how your body looks and we can hold and snuggle so much easier being a closer size.  We understand the real struggles of being short and also revel in it because we can fit in much better places and wear feety pajamas and not have to worry!  Height is something that attracts me and you are perfect in that regard, I love the fact that you are my height so much it's crazy, us little nerds will conquer the world.

Monday, October 23, 2017

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 14

I love the night rituals we had in our place.  Once we got super tired or woke up from passing out....when we didn't end up just sleeping on the couch....You would go to the bedroom and lay down while I shut the curtains and fixed the couch with the Marilyn blanket and pillows.  Tidied up the kitchen and finished any dishes while putting the rest in the washer.  Turned off the multi-outlet to conserve electricity behind the tv.  Shut off the light, checked the door to see if it was locked, then made my way into bed.  You rolled over into spidermonkey position and I listened to the outside noises with you attached on to me.  Mr. Doggert eventually joining under the sheets to be covered and begin the foot licking.  The more that memory flies around my brain the more I see just how relaxed, happy, and complete I felt.  I also loved when we went to bed on time and we either read or you played some cooking mama and did all your recipes while I looked up dumb stuff online.  Always reminds me of when you woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night or when we would make love at 4 in the morning in the dark seemingly both waking up then to do just that.  Sleeping was more than recharging and peaceful with you close by my side.

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Things I love about you while I make what's right: The Sequel Part 13

The times when we shared together.  I would go through all of my movies when putting them away and tell you what each one was and introduce you to movies that you never heard of but were interesting.  The fact that you now look at special features and behind the scenes now is such a great feeling.  You would share your books and pictures and tell me a story behind every single one from your favorite book (Pride and Prejudice) all the way to your favorite film (tie between Breakfast at Tiffany's, White Christmas, and Sound of Music).  You always treated me with respect and never like a child or just to appease me.  Book suggestions continued and I read through your Misery and you took a crack at Scott Pilgrim shhhhhhhhhhhhh
You're someone who growing old with would be more than sweet, it would be fun.  The kind of old couple who still hold hands and dress up to go to movies.  I genuinely don't feel embarrassed to share things I enjoy or like because with you there is a connection of interest and it goes beyond the objects but to the person themselves.  There is a reason I still collect and buy things for us and you.  Just the interest and kindness isn't all there is, there is a feeling and a look that you give off that while difficult to put into words, I can say that it is a warm welcoming feeling that even if it is something you aren't interested in, you'll stick by it for me.  We share to include and introduce and never to show off or feel uncomfortable for said interests.  I have a Christmas morning excitement every time i see your face to share anything and everything that I procure or do until we're ghosts and even then we'll be spooking around comic cons watching new movie trailers for Star Wars in the front row because we don't need no tickets when we are ghosts.  <3 p="">