Don't Settle For Less Than True

I think of you more than ever Megels

Wondering if it is like it was with us

Are you settling because of the pain and frustration

Is it the same fun we had every morning, noon, and night

I'm so depressed and it is really taking a toll

My health is getting bad and I cannot focus on anything at all

I miss you like crazy

Beat myself up daily for the pain that I have caused

Do you laugh the same way I was able to make you

Can you be your real self without putting it to the side

Does your heart still remember how it kept reaching for mine

My ears miss your voice more than life itself

Spending time at our special place

Standing in lines holding hands

Making our little inside jokes to one another

Curling up together at the end of the night

My love for you fills my body top to bottom

I don't see them as someone who is your compliment

The sharing of many common interests

Someone who won't let your nerd flag fly

I revel in the real you

Appreciate and love every little thing that is you

Are you truly completely sure of the soul mate

I am standing right here for you until the end of time

In any hour, place, and all circumstance

Only thoughts of one do occupy my mind

They are thoughts of you, my beloved

And forever to you I do myself consign

In your times of absence, I yearn for your presence

In your times of presence, I yearn for your stay

You seem to me as vital to existence

As the rising and setting of the sun each day

Although we will face a great many obstacles

I also know if our devotion is true

That these will prove to be of little consequence

And our love may be perpetually new

My heart is yours no matter how long or how far

Those sleepless nights awake

I will be there

All of your dreams

All of your interests

All of the real you

I'm right here for you

Always

Love, Your Edward

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo